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Saturday, July 9th 2016

The weird & The wonderful!

Whenever I log onto adultwork, I can never predict what kind of people I will converse with. People come in all shapes and sizes. With their own fantasies and desires. And even more excitingly, their own secrets and lies. Of course you must log on with an open mind but my eager and imaginative mind means that I am yet to be truly shocked or overwhelmed to the point that it reaches beyond my own boundaries. Maybe at first when I started learning about new fantasies and taboos and maybe I have just become desensitised to 'The weird & The wonderful' or just maybe, deep deep down, I'm just a little freaky to the core... Where many may be stunned and disheartened by my behaviour, I shreek with anticipation and excitingly fumble as I log in. I love the GFE (girlfriend experience) as we get to connect on a personal level. But being freaky also keeps things alive and engages further into fantasy world... And sometimes, that's the best place to be!

Tuesday, March 8th 2016

Want something done properly..? Do it yourself!

Whether it be achieving climax or undertaking practical tasks, always rely solely on yourself to complete these desires. When mummy and daddy cut you off or when they were never there to support you from the beginning, in the end, there is only you who can be relied upon. It is only you who can provide entirely and only you who can provide security. Only you who can achieve your dreams and only through dedication and hard work! Now, despite how pessimistic this may all sound, this entry is instead, to confirm this knowledge and challenge myself. Attempt to become more committed, dedicated and in turn, become more positive about the future i can create for myself! You can also create a valuable future for yourself. It is never too late! And you are never too inadequate. You are always of importance to this human race and have many valuable things to offer! You (and I) just have to believe in ourselves...

Tuesday, February 2nd 2016

Welcome home <3

Well i'm back and ready to get down and dirty. My absence has been painful on me also as finding the time and type to play with has left me felling very unsatisfied. I am a very demanding individual in the bedroom and require a very secure subject to fulfill my deep, dark and disturbing fantasies. So here I am. I'm back! Here to play all sorts of games and experiment with our boundaries, if any..! And very excited to see all other kinds of freaky. So let's catch up!? Use me at your disposal... Or at least let me use you!

Monday, April 27th 2015

Go express yourself!

I will not apologies for my absence as i am currently distracted with education and developing my knowledge of the world. Although this (a degree) may not hold up such credibility as it has done previously and the guarantee of a job is not certain. However, this is not relevant. When studying something you wish to learn about rather then studying something because society states that this is what it means to be a success, it is exciting and fulfilling. I am studying psychology and criminology because i am intrigued with human interaction and what pushes people into criminality. Also what it is or who it is should i say that constructs and legitimises policies which deem an individual as 'criminal'. What excites me on the other hand, is what pushes people's deviant desires and consider why such thoughts and behaviours are deviant. To conclude, society is full of manifestations of failed patriarchal roles and social control. And simply attempts to regain superiority. They are based on the commandments in the bible and developed by a bunch of self-righteous individuals high on their narrow minded authority imposed upon them by society in fear of people exploring their 'deviant' desires. Fuck being normal and fuck fear of freedom of experience. Do what you want and say what you want. As long as your not harming anyone in the process, do not be afraid to express your 'socially unacceptable' desires and go experiment. Have fun!

Wednesday, March 11th 2015

Honesty isn't always the best policy.

So today i was asked about my employment. I had a moment of what i thought was clarity and was honest. I told the individual i was a 'Webcam Girl' and the look on their face was golden. Bemused. intrigued. excited. But presumptive. As i was about to find out, the implications of my honesty resulted in a range of personal and stereo-typically driven questions. Mostly about my sexual interaction. But even my sex life came into question. And i'm not prude so have no difficulties discussing my sex life but my god could i have done without the attention the conversation brought. As increasing numbers of students engage deeper into my choice of online activity, one person who turned out to be of interest the most was my lecturer! I did want to uphold a certain degree of the 'good girl' act but now he knows. The one attractive silver fox in the university knows i take my clothes off and masturbate to people online and i'm sure by the end of the day, so will the rest of the department. I am no way ashamed, proud in fact. But i must say i am a little afraid to attend lectures tomorrow...

Friday, February 13th 2015

I've named her 'Mollie'

On this rainy day, the only thing for me to do is reach for my new toy and masturbate. Out of all the toys generously brought for me, Mollie is the one! I may be crazy naming a vibrator but it's Mollie, she sends me crazy! The pulsating device sends shivers down my entire body and I can't help but scream with pleasure! She's like a dream. But real. And is rechargeable! She's euphoric! Sensational. Simply incredible! No man needs to worry about their partner reaching climax as when they burst their tubes. You reach for Mollie and give her the best gift of life... An orgasm.

Friday, February 6th 2015

What you don't know can't hurt you.

They always say 'it's the quiet ones you gotta look out for'. And now i know why... I mean, i'm not exactly quiet but in comparison, my morals and boundaries are what some may consider, socially unacceptable. Maybe even extreme. But what i talk about and have the confidence to experience is what separates me from the loud. The individuals who can speak abruptly with judgement are actually bemused by my behaviour. My lifestyle and secrecy online is a minority, and deviant. So i must stay quiet and allow my education to pull the wool over their eyes. Allow them to fill in the gaps with what they deem appropriate whilst i continue to experience new things judgement free! No one should ever make you question your choices so as an old wise women would say, 'what you don't know cant hurt you'. Sorry Mum... x

Sunday, February 1st 2015

Dirty Little Secret...

So now i have this dirty little secret. Something that separates me from my friends and fellow students. Things that if they knew, would encourage them to think differently about me. I mean i had got used to hiding things from people as had always been ashamed of the poverty i was born into. Hiding my parent(s) unemployment status from this prestigious University environment was easy. But this was different... I'm kind of proud of myself. Proud of being able to express myself and my body in a healthy, sexual manner - and its a blessing! The confidence i have to engage in trying new, exciting and even eccentric experiences is what life is all about. And I'm not sitting at home alongside my parents claiming benefits. I'm using my sensuality and open minded attitude to experience these things, making money and paying for my own tuition fees at the same time. What is there to be ashamed of?!

Friday, January 30th 2015

First step into independence.

Leaving my parental home and coming to University was the best option i could have pursued. Living on my own terms and doing as i please is so refreshing... But a girl has got to make a living. Having no input from my parents; not only must i pay the mundane rent, bills and living expenses, i have to pay for my own tuition fees. With the bills piling up and an overdraft maxed out, i needed to make money fast. So, i made the spontaneous decision to audition at a gentlemen's club and started taking my clothes off for money. Not only was this an opportunity for me to dance, i was able to practice my newly found independence and stand on my own two feet. Meeting new people and being surrounded in an environment where men fall at your feet filled my ego and gave me the confidence i needed to experience new things. Speaking to the girls who range from students like myself, escorts, porn stars, models and webcam girls... I was enlightened to the concept of online promiscuity. So here i am, experiencing something new and working online. I love dancing and will go back to this when i have completed my studies but for now you have me here online. Writing essays and masturbating... All fun!
Jasmine xxx