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Wednesday, July 24th 2019
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What's Love Got To Do With It!
What’s Love Got To Do With It

I’m probably not the only sexual service provider who at times will have been the subject promoting the ‘old-chestnut’ in relation to “how can her partner/husband allow her to have sex with strangers for money??” well let’s explore this quite often used and utilized thought/question that may or may not have been aimed at any number of us ‘Hard Wanking Woman’ as I often refer to myself and other sexual service providers! I met my now husband some 6 years ago and I must say he empowered my emotional well-being in way’s I just wasn’t prepared for! “Oh Really” I hear (or not) you say! Well let me explain! ‘G’ used to talk about life being arranged a bit like a large number of Pigeonholes that we can access as and when, each one of those Pigeonholes representing a wide array of our personal emotional subjects and preferences! Love is one of life’s greatest gift’s it takes on so many varied layers and levels and covers a vast array of subjects from our own deepest feelings of love towards another/others or that of something we might feel very emotionally passionate about! When we think about physical/sexual attraction towards others we so easily can do so via the aesthetic the visual attraction as do so many people that view woman (and men) online and form a very real deep routed attraction towards the person they just can’t seem to see enough of even though they indeed may never ‘actually’ meet said person! ‘G’ and I fell in love and one of the things I found utterly addictive and fascinating about him was his honesty and ability to talk so refreshingly open and honestly about the important issues that so many of us simply never get to ‘air’ let alone discuss with another! One of these very ‘deep’ subjects revolved around how you can indeed have an insanely strong desire for someone that indeed will sexually mesmerize you beyond belief and yet you very well might not experience a ‘love’ for that person, we talk about ‘lust’ and I understand the comparison but it’s so possible that you indeed can feel utterly sexually mesmerized by someone you’ll never feel in anyway in love with! OK so what on earth has this got to do with those Pigeonholes I started talking about? Well it was because ‘G’ and I fell deeply in love with each other, but we enjoyed an honesty that very few couples could ever hope to approach! ‘G’ told me that he’d felt sexually turned on by ‘other’ woman so much so that how he felt about me sexually was nothing at all like it! Now you might be thinking “What a nasty C##T” but NO! quite the opposite to began to understand this and what he meant and indeed I too found in time just how accurate what he said to me way back in our very early days of meeting was in fact so ‘Spot-On’ ‘G’ had quite a vibrant sexual history and as we spoke about our respective sexual past’s I began to understand so much more about deep routed ‘sexual’ attraction versus actual love for another! It was once we began swinging that this ideology became so very real for us both! I’ll never forget at an early very full on swinging party when ‘G’ was ‘taken’ by an insanely busty barmaid type wench upstairs into an empty bedroom, ‘G’ hadn’t taken his eyes off her insanely huge cleavage which struggled to maintain itself within her very tight fitting black micro dress! As I watched them leave me with the other party dwellers I initially felt the pangs of insecurity until I got talking to a very handsome black man who soon had me naked and sucking on his HUGE black cock whilst he licked and lapped away on my CUNT like crazy! Whilst I was being ‘indulged’ and taken by my new ‘friend’ was I thinking about what ‘G’ was getting up to in another room with Miss Huge Titty? “NO, I WAS NOT” Later that evening after a very indulgent swingers party we had a cuddle in the kitchen and as we embraced I felt for me the essence of those early conversations about the VAST difference between ‘love’ and pure sexual desire and the passion that ensues as and when you indeed encounter it! We were prolific swingers both during visits to swingers’ clubs, private parties or as and when we either ‘entertained’ other couples at home or at their homes! It really didn’t take long before what ‘G’ had discussed so openly with me in those very early days of knowing each other had really began to more than resonate it made such perfect sense! ‘G’ used to say that SEX is like this (holding his outstretched arms close together) and the rest of life is like this (this time holding his arms not only fully outstretched but wide apart) he was demonstrating how small a part SEX ‘actually’ represents in ‘real-life’ in relation to the REAL everyday life we all live and lead! We began our life and love together enjoying the ‘ordinary’ very normal everyday ‘life’ STUFF! ‘G’ empowered my thinking, far from controlling in fact quite the opposite as in time I realized just how separate sex (especially GREAT SEX) is from having a very deep emotional attachment with someone! ‘G’ always before we went to a swinger’s party or club would tell me to ‘GO FOR IT’ (referring to all and everything I wanted to experience sexually and with whom ever I wanted too! I remember at a swinger’s club many years ago ‘G’ was sat downstairs chatting to a couple alone whilst I was upstairs in the overnight bedroom (the club facilitates those who wish to stay over) I was being fucked senseless by a very well endowed black guy whom we’d ‘both’ met during our previous visit to the club! It was ‘G’ who suggested I ‘play’ (swinging phrase meaning to sexually indulge) with our new ‘friend’ alone if and when we next met up with him in the club! This is what transpired that evening and after an hour or so my black gentlemen friend and I joined ‘G’ for a mug of tea oh how civilized laughter out loud! Sex had indeed become a very well understood pursuit not only of personal pleasure but in personal ‘freedom’ which in itself is a subject worthy of exploring!

I could give you so very many examples of our sexual freedom such as when I returned home from a busy Saturday Sensualizing clients to discover that ‘out of the blue’ one of ‘G’s’ lady friends from years ago was passing through the West Midlands and was now naked in our bedroom with ‘G’s’ very hard cock balls deep inside her doggy fashion no less! I cool as cucumber not even knowing who on earth she was said “anyone fancy a cuppa” to which ‘G’ said “Absolutely! Strip off and taste Minxy’s juicy cunt first!” which indeed is what I did! I wasn’t shocked stunned in the slightest in fact quite the opposite ‘G’ had made her orgasm twice before I got to work my filthy tongue on her lovely big swollen clitty! This is just one example of so many I could easily share with you all it’s not meant to shock it’s how we are together, complete and unquestionable sexual freedom, I’ve met Sensualize clients in a coffee shop locally whilst out with ‘G’ on one occasion I accompanied one client into the disabled toilet and sucked him hard and swallowed his pent-up baby-batter! I casually returned to ‘G’ and he smiled and said, “was that FUN” and my word it certainly was! I couldn’t love my husband more if I tried! Have we enjoyed THE VERY BEST SEX OF OUR LIVES TOGETHER? “No absolutely not!” but that in no way has ‘anything’ whatsoever to do with the Love & Respect we have for each other! Now reading this it might all sound just a bit to good to be true but it’s not! It’s our life but more importantly it’s our LOVE for each other that’s in many way’s the higher plane for us both! There is a well used saying in swinging that goes like this “Couples Who Swing Together Stay Together” and as simplistic as this may sound it’s to a ‘point’ correct but real sexual freedom is not only confined to shared sexual activity with your partner no! far from it! It’s those ‘chance’ encounters the ones that aren’t planned an opportunity arises and you find yourself sucking and fucking like your life depended on it! The internet and availability of such high quality porn makes it easy for us now to get a ‘quick-fix’ as and when we have the availability to view and pleasure one’s self in private (not whilst shopping in Tesco’s laughter out loud) but as I’m sure you’ll agree SEX is best experienced for ‘real’ with a willing ‘other’ I know lot’s of people enjoy webcamming Skype etc but for me it’s the ‘actual’ SEX I yearn for and I hope always will do! I say this because sadly my husband suffered a Brain Hemorrhage some 18 months ago which although successfully operated on it’s effected his entire desire mechanism (including sexual) and as such ‘G’ has no sex drive and considering his sexual history not only with me but before we ever met you’d think it would be a nightmare of biblical proportions but in reality we deal with it! ‘G’s’ neurologists believe that ‘in-time’ his sex drive and desires will return but in 18 months it’s not and doesn’t look like it will any day soon! Has this effected how we live and love together? Absolutely Not! The reason I’m sharing such very personal information with you is to demonstrate what ‘G’ told me during our earliest times together and that is! Sex is those outstretched arms closely together BUT the real life is those arms again stretched outwards but wide apart demonstrating how small actual SEX is in relation to our overall lives! We are both grateful that ‘G’ is still alive and in much better condition than so many other less fortunate Brain Hemorrhage survivors! ‘G’ is still the attentive loving man I fell so deeply in love with and nothing could nor would ever change this! One day for ‘G’ his desire for sex might return and I’ll be there for him hopefully when it happens BUT if it never returns I’ll still do all I can to make him happy which has nothing whatsoever to do with anything sexual! I sincerely hope that you all remain as healthy and fit as can be! ‘G’ was a very fit guy marathon runner non drinker never smoked and had no stress in his life yet one day 18 months ago awoke with the headache of all headache’s which resulted in me taking him to our local A&E they MRI scanned his head and discovered his Brain Hemorrhage which incidentally had it been just 1mm to the left he would have died in bed a millimetre to the right and he would have been left paralyzed! So, living with his lack of desire (sexual and otherwise) for us is a small price to pay to be with each other, ‘G’ could so easily have been taken from me that evening he suffered his bleed! He’s living proof that indeed we should LIVE LIFE rather than EXIST! Good health sadly is never a ‘given’ regardless of what we do to eat, drink exercise and live as healthier a life as possible we truly NEVER know what’s around the corner! Sorry for digressing I was I suppose stating the very obvious and can only wish ‘any’ of you reading this who suffer life altering medical conditions or indeed ‘any’ disabilities the VERY BEST in living your life as full and true as you possibly can!

When I started Sensualize almost 4 years ago nothing could prepare me for the variety of clients who visit me! Some guys have visited ‘ladies’ before and enjoy the variety that our modern on-line ‘on-demand’ digital world affords us all! For us Hard Wanking Woman selling ‘actual’ sexual services this vibrant digital era we live in makes it much easier for us to become visible to men (and a few woman) who wish to pay to be sexually indulged! I’m as ‘At-Home’ sexually with what I refer to as my ‘Frequent Flyers’ as I am my ‘First Timers’ both groups of guy’s are very different, the FF’s (Frequent Flyers) quite often don’t wish nor require me to Sensualize them (sensually massage them building up the sexual tension leading to a horny shared sexual release) no they arrive and once naked it’s very much sexually ‘Full-On’ where as my FT’s (First Timers) are very different and require a much more sexually subtle approach which is why being Sensualized is such a lovely way for a man (or woman) to be introduced to the ‘joy’s of pay as you go sexual services! Many of my clients have lived within a personal sexual drought as their wives/partners have long lost what ever sex drive and general attraction for anything sexual leaving the man to live within a sexless marriage/relationship! Many indeed still have sex with their wives/partners but it’s become so regimental that ‘Spark’ that’s often spoke about is nowhere to be seen let alone felt! Quite a few of my lovely regulars indeed have lived within relationships that not only are sexually non existent but are made to feel sexually insignificant! I detest this but it happens and in more relationships (especially the long-term ones) than you’d ever imagine possible! When I open my door and welcome ‘in’ a client it doesn’t matter if it’s your very first time we’ve met or indeed it’s been several I truly love to meet and TREAT YOUR MEAT to a truly sexually indulgent experience! One I hope you cum back to for more again! I Sensualize and indulge each and everyone so openly and freely! I’m as happily married as can be BUT when I’m in Sensualize ‘mode’ you really do get all I have to give! I NEVER ACT if I don’t like something I’ll let you know, not in a nasty way but by being honest with you as I hope I allow ‘you’ to feel with and in my company! I’m such a caring person, I feel your pain your hurt as all too often when Sensualizing I discover that for ‘you’ it very well might not be that all out porno sex life you’d yearned for! NO, it’s probably as far removed as possible from so! I know that so many of my clients both old & new indeed love their wives/partners and as I’ve explained SEX especially GREAT SEX has NOTHING whatsoever to do with LOVE being in LOVE or wanting/needing to be loved! When I’m Sensualizing being married so happily only makes me a better Sensualizer! Oh yes when you walk into my Sensualize Studio I’m so many things mostly all relating to filthy sexual fantasy, oh yes I’m that so naughty woman you’ve always yearned for! I’ll discover your filthy Thresholds, making you feel so at ease in revealing that inner sexual self you’ve wanted to unleash for as long as you can remember! When I walk into my Sensualize studio or communicate with you it’s ME all me not a married woman, no I’m a filthy cum guzzling whore as many of you who’ve been Sensualized will confirm! I love my life I adore and love my husband and BOY do I love being Julie Sensualize!

Hope you enjoyed reading?

Julie xxx


Wednesday, July 17th 2019
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Shooting Porn
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Shooting Porn

When I first started Sensualize almost 4 years ago I used to get contacted by primarily guys offering their photographic skills to me! “Good Photo’s & Movies Will REALLY Help Your AdultWork Profile & Get You More Business” back in those early days running Sensualize I learned about the Sexual Service Providers industry very much like a work in progress! I knew NOBODY within the industry and as such couldn’t gleam any ‘advice’ as to how to best set my ‘stall’ out so to speak, so every time I was contacted by these so-called photographers (I’d assumed that not all of them indeed were bonifide actual photographers but pervy men trying it on) I was never rude or inpolite as and when I was contacted by these guys but I just never saw myself as a porn content kind of girl! Well that was then (when I first started) but more recently I’ve found myself really enjoying the entire process of arranging shoot’s and filming on the arranged day! In today’s digital smart phone era the camera’s built into many of the high-end smart phones indeed take a great photo and a not bad movie BUT! I can assure you they don’t take the place of a proper camera with a very good lens! My very first content share shoot (this is a shoot that involves me and another party (person or persons) who we all agree that no monies are being exchanged in result of the filming, instead the finished results both still shots and movie files/content is shared so that any ‘revenue’ made from selling said content is kept by each respective person/s. Some ladies (and men) will shoot for a fee so the basics of shooting porn are quite basic! My very first ‘shoot’ wasn’t that long ago and was with a lady I now count as a ‘friend’ Camilla Cream Pie is her ‘Stage Name’ (her real name will remain personal) Camilla is relatively new to the sexual services industry and began offering her Professional dominatrix services (and still does so) We made contact via twitter as Camilla primarily earns her living from selling content and as such is hungry for new content to feed her various pay to see content sites she utilizes! I was more than happy to agree and to film with her which was my first and still remains a VERY special Sunday for me! I wank (oops work) from Monday to Saturday so Sunday’s are my only free day with which I can shoot porn on! I found myself becoming ever so excited as the Sunday approached, I felt a tad nervous not knowing quite what to expect and wondered if I’d measure and shape up film wise! I’ve said this before and still maintain the fact that I’m no PORN-STAR in fact I’m nothing even approaching this perceived image! Camilla’s a very sexy woman, lovely body, tall with lovely huge natural breasts with very sensitive nipples! I’d watched her content prior to her arriving on that Sunday and felt a little bit apprehensive as she’s into her well how can I say this ‘LARGE INSERTIONS’ and had told me she’d be bringing along a selection of TOY’S!! oh my word when she arrived with her partner (male) I did smile when as she emptied her bag containing these ‘TOY’s’ oh WOW! Anaconda I suppose is one word that could attempt to describe this enormous plastic dildo and her WAND once she started it up in front of me was something you really could use whilst indulging in some house redecoration such was the power of the THING! The first shoot involved me Sensualizing Camilla, so with her dressed In a lovely black dress which hardly contained her enormous bulging bosom! And me resplendent in my regulation Sensualize wear of Sensualize Spa black personalized tunic short black skirt fishnet stockings and no panties! We were ready to roll (film) I remember feeling a bit nervous Camilla introduced herself and me in a short verbal intro then it was my turn to speak so I did likewise in introducing myself and the lovely Camilla! I still cringe a little each time I watch myself on film but I’m working on getting better! That very first shoot was such fun, I went through the ‘motions’ of Sensualizing Camilla and must say I was so utterly turned on, NOTHING about that first shoot was in any way faked! FAR from it, once I’d undressed Camilla and she lay face down on my massage table I began working my warm massage oil into her insanely sexy body! I oiled up my own naked body after removing my clothes and began using my naked body to massage her which soon had us entwined in a very sloppy and utterly horny full on 69! My pussy like Camilla’s was awash! I was in heaven and soon found myself relaxing as our very horny film captured all the action very much up-close-and-personal!

We filmed three separate scenes the first me Sensualizing Camilla then she used her ‘TOY’s and very powerful wand on me which sent my body into sexual raptures indeed! Then our last scene involved us ‘both’ Sensualizing Camilla’s ‘Partner’ now having us both work our sexy magic on his very hard cock was in no way a chore as anyone who has watched this scene will contest! I remember straddled across his face, him working his horny tongue up and down my sopping wet pussy and swollen CLIT! I was edging and sucking on his very hard cock sharing this with Camilla even placing it between her lovely huge deep cleavage! The not so ‘poor’ man didn’t take long before he was ready (as was I) to let go his pent-up warm creamy Baby-Batter which he did so over my only too eager to receive face! It was a truly lovely introduction (for me) into the exciting world of creating porn movies! Camilla edited and sent me copies of the content shot that Sunday later the following week, I remember watching it for the first time slightly cringing as when ever you see yourself on film it’s always a ‘bit’ strange and here I was watching me in a porn shoot so YES it was a bit cringy but I got over it! (laughter out a bit loud) The finished movies are available to view on my AdultWork page (hope you like them) I feel so grateful that my very first ‘porn-shoot’ (or content shoot as it’s so often referred too) was with the truly lovely Camilla! She’s a lovely person, a friend and I don’t say this lightly! I only wish we lived closer as distance and our respective work commitments doesn’t make it easy to actually see and enjoy a jolly good old ‘Girly Catch-Up’. Some time elapsed before I shot my next ‘Content’ and this time it was with a truly lovely man whose ‘Stage-Name’ is wait for it! ‘Trickee Dickee’ (slight laughter out loud) he contacted me via Twitter and asked if I’d be willing to shoot with him, he’d bring along his friend a ‘TOG’ (Photographer) and a Saturday afternoon was arranged and indeed it arrived as did Trickee and his friend the TOG! Now when you film ‘Content’ you need to be able to produce an up to date clean full sexual health certificate which I have from back then my local GUM (Genital Urinary Medicine) clinic which used to cost me £20 for (money well spent) and more recently I have been traveling once a month to London to the excellent 56 Dean Street which is again a focused GUM clinic only this one has an on-site laboratory and you get your results that same day! Fantastic service which also enables you to have the certificate emailed to you! (I have all my up to date clear health certificates on show in my Sensualize studio) So here I was taking part in my second film ‘shoot’ this time with a man the lovely diamond geezer as I refer to him Trickee Dickee! The format was similar I Sensualize him which soon transended into a very horny FULL-ON sucking and fucking FEST! Trickiee’s really got such a lovely ‘DICKEE’ so it was hardly a ‘hardship’ (pardon the pun) After much sucking and lovely horny FUCKING Trickee unleashed his lovely creamy Baby-Batter over my face and tits! All the while captured by his trusted TOG who also got to fuck me although he needed to wear a mask as his identity (unlike Trickee’s) needs to remain a secret! Once he’d fucked me he too unleashed his his warm creamy Baby-Batter over my face adding to Trickee’s quite substantial load which had already begun dripping from my face onto my tits! After the shoot is finished the paperwork is quite straight forward each person shooting signs a ‘model release’ form and shows two forms of I.D. along with each person’s up to date clean GUM certificate! The paperwork is straight forward and not an issue, but you need to be prepared with said up to date clean GUM certificate and have on you two forms of I.D. Trickee is a lovely guy he like Camilla and her ‘partner’ made me feel utterly at ease which makes for not only a good ‘shoot’ but much better actual SEX as you relax and really REALLY get into the whole process! So now I’d shot with firstly Camilla and now Trickee! I still felt ‘NEW’ I still would cringe each time I watched the end result once the content had been edited! But I knew that in time I’d feel more at ease and indeed I believe this to be true!

So now that I’d got my first two shoots under my belt I felt a bit more confident when I met on a Sunday Hot Mature Trish a mature escort based in Berkshire! Her husband runs various websites and goes by the stage name of the Dirty Doctor! What a lovely couple and on that Sunday I again Sensualized Trish then filmed another very hot girl-girl scene which involved a horny double ended dildo scene and some very sexy very wet use of my powerful WAND! I so enjoyed our filming as did I in meeting such a lovely and experienced couple, I listened intently to their story of how and when they got started in filming content! My next foray into filming ‘content’ was with a truly fun to be around and to know local escort and party girl Crystal who I really felt so at home and at ease with! We met locally one morning before we arranged to shoot together and from the get-go it was clear that we’d get along ever so easily and well which is what happened! The Sunday of our shoot was made possible by a truly lovely man by the name of Garry he’s been a TOG (Photographer) for many years and shot many films, as well as still photography which while filming is such a bonus, being able to have a set of still photographs as well as movie content is such a bonus which garry is only to happy to provide for you when filming! The Sunday of my shoot with Crystal was lovely, she is so engaging and such a laugh she puts you at ease from the moment your lucky enough to be in her company! Our first film was me Sensualizing her which quickly transcended into very full on lesbian horny action! Our second movie we dressed in our sexy Nun’s outfits, so it became our Sister Sensualize Has Fun with The VERY Naughty Nun Crystal! Another lovely fun shoot in the ‘CAN’ so to speak, oh ‘hark’ at me “In the Can” oh my what happened to the very timid shy to shoot Julie! Laughter out Loud? What’s so lovely about filming is the friendships you make, yes your so intimate with people you might have never ‘actually’ met before shooting but once you begin it really is a beginning of a very exciting journey and now Crystal’s a friend as are Camilla & Trish! I’ve ‘just’ finished filming two separate ‘shoot’s one with an Asian Stud ‘Zane’ who popped over to my Studio one late Saturday afternoon early evening and after Sensualizing him gave me a right good Sucking & FUCKING! A very hot n horny shoot which I realy enjoyed! The following day (Sunday) I shot more with a lovely lady a fellow Sexual Service Provider who along with her husband had driven up from Amersham! I again felt so at ease with Joolz the format again was me Sensualizing her which always gets very full-on! Joolz was a joy to Sensualize she’s just about everyone's fantasy older woman and my word having met Sensualized and tasted her I can assure you she’ll tick all those ‘older bolder’ boxes you might be looking for! My Sensualize studio yet again set up with high intensity lights to aid with the filming! Each time we shoot we shoot both still’s and then the actual movie/s. I’ve started to look forward to these shoot’s now I used to feel ever so nervous as the actual day of the shoot approached but now having enjoyed each and every one I’ve made I feel so much more at ease and find myself REALLY enjoying the SEX! YES, the SEX because it’s not in any way acting laughter out loud! I’ll never ever see myself as a ‘Porn-Star’ far from it, you only have to look at some of the high-end major porn studio produced movies to see and find just about everyone's idea of PORN STARS! No I love filming with those I have done to date, they are all so utterly sexy, filthy when needed and funny so naturally which I feel comes across so genuine in these films and stills! My business is Sensualizing real people who visit me here in my Stourbridge Spunk-Spa I don’t offer webcam Skpe or other such facilities and can’t imagine I ever will do! I know many women do and some earn a tidy living from doing so but for me personally I’m very much a ‘Hand’s On’ sexual service provider! The Internet has brought us all so much closer together and I understand that many people who would like me to get closer to them would indeed enjoy interacting with me on Webcam but I maintain my desire to provide ‘actual’ face to face services which I know will never suit everyone who likes me (I hope) so for them watching my ‘content’ (both still photo’s and movies) I hope fills a gap for them? With so many women earning money from fan sites it’s imperative that they continue shooting as much content (porn) as possible because there fan-sites being subscription based require near constant new content feeding! This is why you’ll see so many woman (and some men) traveling all over to shoot new fresh content! I’ve watched from the sidelines my friend Camilla grow from strength to strength and deservedly so! She works hard at producing new content and has worked for quite a few of the larger structured porn production companies I wish her and all the other lovely ladies out there every success in creating and selling more content and increasing your paying fan base! Because gentlemen for many ladies displaying all and everything for you this is indeed how they earn there living! It’s all to easy online to believe that ‘everything’s’ free, well no not everything! So next time you’ve watched a clip of a woman you fancy online remember she really needs you to stump up and give her some of your ‘hard-earned’ too!

Hope you enjoyed reading?

Julie xxx
Wednesday, July 10th 2019
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New Nervous
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New Nervous

I often get contacted by guys telling me that they are ‘New Nervous’ in relation to visiting me for a Sensualize session! Now over the years of Sensualizing you can’t help but become quite good at reading between the lines when first contacted by someone new who’s opening gambit is indeed “Oh I’m New I’m Nervous” usually followed up by the regulation “I’ve Never Ever Been to See a Lady Before” (in reference to seeing a sexual service providing woman) Often this is a ruse an ‘un-truth’ and I understand it! Some guys enjoy the almost ‘role-play’ scenario of acting out the ‘First Timer, the shy nervous sexually timid man thing! It’s a ploy many time wasters adopt it’s similar to when your contacted with the time-waster regulation “Are You Available NOW” stock in trade time waster opening contact statement! I must sound like I’m on a mini-rant but I’m not I’m just experienced in receiving messages, emails, txt’s from men and YES you do develop a kind of ‘Sexual Service Providers Sixth Sense when receiving and dealing with such initial contact from men! So let’s explore the “I’m New I’m,Nervous by firstly saying that ‘YES’ indeed some men I’m contacted by (as well as countless other sexual service provider) are nervous they truly don’t know what to expect not only in what will happen once I’ve welcomed them into my Sensualize studio but what will transpire once they are naked and inboard my massage table! Our imagination is such a wonderful thing, it can inspire and frighten us often in equal measures! Let’s take your Mr average middle-aged man, he’s married, family grown up and loves his wife/partner he’s healthy maybe not quite as fit as he’d like to be but he’s still ‘ticking’ and now he’s fantasizing about giving another woman a good ‘licking’ but now he’s moving onwards from ‘just-looking’ so many sexy horny ladies to feast over on-line many who like me offer sexual services so he’s decided to take the plunge and hopefully indeed enjoy a deep plunge into his chosen lady! He makes contact mentioning he’s nervous ‘its his ‘first-time’ and indeed it very well just might be! Now over the years of being contacted by ‘many’ men I certainly have much more than a ‘feel’ for how indeed those who are genuinely nervous and those who are hellbent on wasting your time and certainly many other ladies! The reasons men waste ladies providing sexual services time are many! none make much sense but it’s part of the territory us Sexual Service Providers have to endure unfortunately! I sometimes smile when I receive these ‘I’m Nervous Never Done THIS KIND OF THING BEFORE’ I bite my tongue as I often feel like replying “why don’t you continue watching and wanking yourself silly and NOT waste my (and so many other ladies) time by contacting with absolutely NO INTENTION of ever actually visiting me and being Sensualized! I’m only too aware that not every man who stumbles upon my profile here on AdultWork or see’s me on Twitter etc indeed has the affordable disposable money to spend with me in being Sensualized! There indeed is no shame in this reality, far from it! BUT if lack of funds outweighs your sexual desires then PLEASE don’t make contact when you know only too well that you’ll NEVER in a million years be in a position to actually make a booking and actually turn up on time! I’m smiling as I type this out knowing only too well that so VERY MANY ladies offering sexual services also are contacted by a wide array of what I refer to as ‘Silly-Billy’s’ Watch N Wankers’ in the extreme! BUT let’s pause for a moment and consider the ‘real’ and very genuine guys who are indeed New & Nervous!

When your day-to daily involves providing actual sexual services (not visual cam/Skype etc) it’s a very personal indulgence! Many might say it’s the ultimate personal indulgence and ‘yes’ they might be correct as indulging strangers sexually is so very personal and as such let’s pause for thought for the genuine men who indeed haven’t ever taken that ‘plunge’ and visited a lady for a sexual service! So, what’s going through their minds? I guess it’s a mixture of quite a lot! What will they find when they arrive at the destination, will the woman actually be what’s shown on-line and as described? Oh, HELP! the horror stories the fake profiles and worse! You’d think it would be a simple process of looking through the ladies on-line and selecting one (or more) who catch more than your ‘eye’ but for those genuine guys who indeed have never contacted let alone visited a ‘working-girl’ (prostitute sexual service provider) the process from lady selection to ‘actual’ booking/turning up at the premises can be a very daunting process/event! I’ve had many men who indeed it really is their very first time seeing a sexual service provider’ I can sense there nervousness and I can indeed understand why they feel the way they do? I begin Sensualizing and take it nice and slowly, I talk to them getting to know and understand where about’s there sexual desire/fantasy threshold sits! Now this isn’t easy when dealing with a man whose ever so nervous! I’m not in the slightest bit concerned by how old they are, how overweight they might be or how big or small their penis is! No far from it, I’m farming, gently easing myself into how they are feeling sexually! My massages are very sensual and I’m very skilled at being able to ascertain just how much arousal my clients able to take before he might cum possibly a bit too soon! Now in the ‘real-world’ (not the polished high-end porn world) not many guys can pop (spunk) again soon after cumming initially! Regular clients and those experienced at visiting us ‘hard-wanking-woman’ (sexual service professionals) often use and take what I call a bit of ‘Insurance’ Viagra (Sildenafil that increases the blood flow to the penis) or one of it's variants now taking Viagra itself won’t give a man an erections but once taken and after a short time later once sexual stimulation occurs it can get a man ‘ROCK-HARD’ which in itself can give said man not only a very impressive erection but enable the man to feel for a time a sense of ‘Super Erection Man’ (no not to be confused with any of the Marvel comic movie characters laughter out loud) so ‘maybe’ just maybe my new/nervous client might have popped a Viagra and once I get to work on him sensually and combine this with unleashing my rather filthy mind it can and ‘does’ induce a good dose of premature ejaculation! This isn’t the end of the Sensualize session far from it, I’ll gently continue working my ‘magic’ until either we see a return to ‘WOOD’ (erection) or not whichever the case may be! I never place a client either new or regular in a position in which they feel they have to ‘perform’ to any level of sexual prowess! Far from it, they have visited ‘ME’ to be Sensualized and I’m as happy for them to drift off in a very relaxing sleep or stay wide eyed and bushy tailed as we progress onto some very horny ‘Sucking & FUCKING’! I have clients who work hard often long hours and when they visit and I’m working my warm oil into their naked bodies find the level of relaxation I’ve induced indeed sends them to sleep! Now for those regulars that this indeed happens I’ll often initially give them a lovely horny blowjob sucking them nicely hard (if indeed they aren’t hard already) then massage then knowing it’ll send them off to sleep! This might sound like a strange sexual service, but I can assure you for my hard-working regulars this is just what the doctor ordered! Before the end of there Sensualize session I’ll make sure we enjoy more sexual fun sending them on there very ‘merry way!

So I try to more than accommodate all comers (pardon the pun) to my sexy Sensualize Spunk Spa as I often refer to it! I never pre-judge yes I’ve just about heard it ‘ALL’ when being contacted by guys! So forgive me if when your opening lines of communication read “I’ve Never Done This KIND OF THING BEFORE” as I’m not alone in being contacted with this as the first thing mentioned! In essence there really is nothing one can say that will help make a very nervous person no longer feel as such! In fact, I’ve often told those who seem to play on the fact a bit too much that I’d prefer they sat quietly and considered ‘if’ indeed they are anywhere near ready to embark upon visiting a sexual service provider! I say this not because I don’t care in fact quite the opposite! I truly don’t ever wish for an extremely timid very……VERY nervous man to put himself through the possible trauma of making a booking and ‘maybe’ turning up (very rarely do they actually turn up as arranged) many working woman blight on about ‘Time Wasters’ even asking that a man doesn’t indeed do so! I do smile when reading this in profiles as sadly time wasters (or Silly Billy’s as I refer to them) are an integral part of the sexual service industry! The power a sexy working girl/lady has over men is quite scary and as such for far too many men this sexual inequality (the desire which can for many men be quite overwhelming) lead to messing a sexual service provider about! The stock in trade methods are usually to make contact and either just not turn up or they will last minute come up with the regulation “oh sorry something at work has just turned up and I can’t make it” “traffic is so bad etc” the list is quite endless and I admit that indeed not all men are hell bent on messing ladies around they indeed encounter ‘LIFE’ and it’s many varied last minute hitches that stop a sexual service booking from going ahead but for those who from first contact have NO intention of actually turning up either on-time ar at all the mind-set is so very….VERY DIFFERENT! I do smile when guys contact me with the opening gambit that goes like this “I’m not a time waster” and I try not to laugh! If you where making an appointment to see a dentist or a doctor you’d never say to the receptionist that your not a time waster (laughter out loud) or how genuine you are in making the appointment! NO, it’s something you’d never even consider saying! But here within the maze of sexual service providers it’s at times an opening statement! I understand the time waster I don’t admire them; I don’t feel sad nor sorry for them they exist and at times it can seem in very large numbers! But fellow ladies were selling sex, and for those of us who do so ‘actually’ (not via cam or Skype etc) time wasters are a group of men who aren’t going away any day soon! Some men enjoy a bit of sexy banter “oh do you wear lace panties” Oh are you wearing hold-up stockings” etc etc and ‘if’ you indulge the at times never ending questions you could be on the receiving END of one of those ‘silly billy’s’ I spoke about! Speak to any working girl/lady whose been ‘active’ for a while and we all can wax-lyrical about these guys! Will they disappear into the sunset any time soon! HELL NO! far from it, a percentage of ‘ALL’ enquirers each and every one of us ‘Hard Wanking Woman’ receive will be from a time waster! I know were not indeed doctor’s dentists etc, YES we deserve more respect but for those guys who have no intention of actually visiting they sadly want to some how inconvenience you! Well for me personally they don’t! I’ve got some truly adorable regular clients and new clients who contact me make a booking turn up on time and leave my Sensualize Spunk Spa with a smile on their face and a spring in their step! So guys ‘if’ indeed your New/Nervous spare a thought for us on the other end and understand that it’s a sexual service your inquiring about not a loose lost filling or an ache/pain/strain! Carry on looking and yearning it’s free and it’s harmless but don’t waste our time!
Hope you enjoyed reading?

Julie xxx



Wednesday, July 3rd 2019
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Dark Meat
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Dark Meat

I am no stranger to what I affectionately refer to as ‘Dark Meat’ sexually which will cum as no surprise to know I’m referring to Black Cock! Now lets dispel a few myths, firstly, not every black cock is huge or as is often referred to as B.B.C. no not the UK’s television broadcaster (laughter out loud) but BIG. BLACK. COCK! It’s a very popular favorite of many and not only us ladies! No hoards of men many in no way bi-sexual or bi-curious love watching a hugely hung black guy in action! Over many years swinging I’ve met and made friends with some truly magnificent examples and had many horny indulgences at parties and in sex clubs! I love being instrumental in introducing a woman/couple to their very first ‘Dark-Meat’ indulgence! I have 5 very dear friends I’ve made over the years who indeed are prize winningly well-endowed specimens to say the least! One gentleman in particular whom I’ll call ‘Leo’ (not his real name) has a truly massive black cock, it belongs to a lovely gentle guy a successful musician who whilst at very private swingers’ parties leaves much more than quite an impression! His manhood is roughly school ruler long (12 inches) but it’s his lovely thick girth that as I make him laugh when I mention out loud that I’ve really got to grin to get it in! Leo’s a truly adorable guy a very successful musician and discretion is extremely important when he indulges sexually at parties, but it never stops him getting in the ‘GROOVE’ well quite a few especially in mine! I’ve written before about the ‘shock n awe’ scenario that occurs each and every time a woman/couple who have never seen let alone encounter up close and very personal a VERY large black cock! When I’m at a party with Leo I tell people I’m his personal ‘Fluffer’ (a fluffer is a term used to describe woman who work out of camera in the porn industry and are employed to get the male actors hard and keep them so usually orally before and during shoots) We usually put on a little (or not so little in Leo’s case) show for the party attendee’s I’ll get the couple to sit either side of me on a sofa naked whilst Leo stands in front of me usually still clothed! I’ll then begin to rub the outline of his monster knob on the outside of his bulging trousers no this I love doing because he isn’t wearing any under pants so his hardening cock is unrestrained and makes for the most impressive of trouser bulges! I’ll take my time now, rubbing the outline and really showing off not only the length but his incredible girth! After about 5-10 minutes of this I’ll then and ‘only’ then unbuckle his trousers and pull them ever so slowly down exposing his massive very black cock for all to see! Leo’s monster will be nicely swollen but in no way will it ‘YET’ be rock hard no, my initial rubbing outside his trousers will have got the blood flowing to his huge member but not enough so that it’ll become so hard you could use it to hammer nails in with! Laughter out loud! Leo’s cock will now be hanging downwards like a mighty sword ready to be used in anger and this is just what I’m planning on doing with it! I love the looks on my two spectator’s ether side of me! They’ll be staring its impossible not too! I resume my ‘show’ by cupping Leo’s huge cum full balls, he’s got a lovely big dark pair of balls and I work them gently in the palms of my hand! I then work the massive very thick shaft taking my time and really showing off just what a ‘prize winner’ I’m handling to my audience! I’ll then pull Leo in closer to me and as I do so I’ll pull back his foreskin exposing his HUGE cock mushroom and his large sticky pee-slit! I’ll stick my tongue out gesturing and flicking away just close enough to make Leo’s twitch but not ‘quite’ touch it! This will not only have quite an effect on Leo but also on my two new friends sat each side of me! I’m gagging to taste Leo, he’s producing so much clear pre-cum I really want to lick and lap it all up, every drop but I wait prolonging the ‘show’ it’s something we’ve done and enjoyed on more than one occasion and I’m sure we’ll enjoy doing so again in the future! Now it’s time to let my horny filthy fucker tongue and mouth get to work and this is what I do! I’m now licking firstly Leo’s massive black balls really giving them a good going over then I start working on his very thick veiny black shaft! As I lick along each side of his shaft I stare into the eyes of my two friends watching so intensely as I really make quite a meal of Leo’s massive cock shaft and cock mushroom! The finale is much more interactive as I pull in my two friends and firstly allow the lady to join me in giving Leo a two-lady cock lick and lasing! Holding his heavy foreskin back fully I’m feeding his cock mushroom into her very wide open and stretched mouth! Now as we do so I’m looking at the guy also very close to see just how much of an effect this ‘show’ is having on him! He’ll be rock hard, but you’d be amazed at how many guys also yearn to suck and taste on a huge black cock! This guy was indeed one of those men and his face as I invited him in closer to suck on Leo was a picture all in itself! I’m sopping wet now, the atmosphere sat on that sofa with my two new best friends (laughter out loud) is filthy electric, just how I like it!

So now I have both Mr & Mrs new best friends feasting out on Leo’s monster black cock! But now it’s time to ramp proceedings up a notch or 3! As we are now all naked I think it’s time that Mrs feels what it’s like being FUCKED and certainly stretched by a huge black cock so now she’s lying back on the sofa a pillow under her head so she can watch as I guide Leo’s cock closer and closer to her extremely slippy pussy entrance! I now begin rubbing Leo’s pre-cum oozing cock mushroom up and down her very wet gash lips! I then pull him closer until his cock mushroom is inside her very tight about to be stretched CUNT! I love being ‘this’ close to the action as I watch so intensely a very turned on sopping wet woman getting fucked ridged for the very first time! Leo’s now settled into a lovely slow rhythm plundering her very wet fanny and causing it to FART! Yes, he’s pumping about 8-9 inches into her which is easily the deepest she’s ever felt her CUNT fucked before and as she’s been shagged she’s giving us all quite a ‘show’ to say nothing of the sound effects! (laughter out loud) Her hubby is close and watching so intensely he’d only been sucking on Leo’s massive member 10 minutes or so ago and now he’s watching his wife receiving the fucking of her lifetime! Leo now plunders deeper and it’s now that the real stretching begins (I know because I’ve enjoyed Leo’s 12 inch wrist thick cock on quite a few occasions and can assure you that once you’s CUNT muscles have relaxed enough to take all he’s got the base of his cock is SO VERY THICK it’s an experience you’ll never forget! So now he’s balls deep inside her and he slows to a very gradual very slow pumping motion. This he does to allow you breathing space to acclimatize to having your pussy stretched quite possibly like never before! I’m now rubbing her exposed clit as Leo pumps into her faster and this combination brings her to orgasm and my oh my doe’s she let go! She hollows as her orgasm rips through her like never before, I tell Leo to save his seed and not spunk his junk deep inside her! I guess that her newly discovered bi-sexuality might just stretch to wanting to not only taste Leo’s just fucked his beloved’s cunt COCK but also he’d very much like to taste Leo’s very thick Black-Baby-Batter! I was right and once Leo had pulled out his monster member I moved in next to his wife and we began snogging each other so passionately! I’d told her hubby to wank Leo off over our faces which he gladly did so! I felt Leo’s lovely warm spunk splash onto my face I could see her hubby’s hand wanking him off like crazy! Leo was in mid spurt and continued to release a very heavy 4-5 spurts of his very thick creamy white JIZZ all over our faces! We looked a sight and as the spunk dribbled down our faces I TOLD her hubby to join us in a very filthy very sloppy snogging session licking up all Leo’s creamy Black Baby Batter off our faces and now her hubby was also licking up his very first Spunk shot from an insanely hung black man for the very first time! Leo a cool as cucumber (not only has he got a cock the size of one laughter out loud) just stood before us a true dark swordsman having treated not only my two new friends but quite a few others who had moved closer to watch the ‘action’. This wasn’t the first time another woman’s husband/partner indulged in a spot of big black cock sucking, no it’s quite common as so many guys have a secret fantasy to watch an insanely huge black cock not only plunder their wife/partner but to touch and feel and certainly suck on the said man’s weapon if ever the opportunity arose! It’s that love that desire to see a woman really plundered by a massive cock that’s fascinated hoards of people (mainly men) I know quite a number of my clients love the thought of me being fucked senseless by a huge black cock is for them more than a personal favorite it’s quite an extreme desire trigger in fact, one of my lovely regular clients turned up to be sensualized with a bag containing a vegetable covered in a condom ready to use on me! I indulged him and his vegetable BUT I really didn’t enjoy the experience! My client’s a valued very regular and I refer to him as a friend due to having Sensualized him on many occasions and as such you get to know someone well! He’s now a dear friend someone I genuinely care about; I’ve been a part of his sexual awakening having endured (like many others) a sexless marriage (he’s still married) to a woman who not only shows him no physical/sexual interest but who’s made him feel sexually inferior due to him having a small penis! Whilst on the subject of small penis, I have to back-track to quite a few blog entries ago and reiterate my views on this very sensitive subject for those who feel inadequate ‘down-below’! As I said to my dear regular client who fucked me with his condom covered vegetable! I’d rather have you inside me ‘any-day’ over and above anything artificial especially anything bought in Tesco’s/Sainsburys vegetable isle laughter out loud!I never embarrassed my client by telling him about how I felt either during or after our session together, I could feel and sense his desires, his yearnings and it was quite some time afterwards that indeed I told him and ever since so we have enjoyed some truly amazing sessions together due to him feeling so utterly at ease and open with me and in my company! I personally would rather feel a few inchs inside me than ‘anything’ artificial!

So reading this you might think do I like the large dark meat? Or don’t I and the answer to this is very simple, of course I like the dark meat especially when it’s HUGE! It’s erotic, it so easily can become so full-on porno and what’s not to love about that? During private swingers’ parties I’ve enjoyed putting on so many of these impromptu ‘shows’ with not only Leo but other very well-endowed black bull’s! The best ones have indeed included woman/couples who for them it’s their very first indulgence with a Big Black Cock! I offer a Sensualize Bespoke ‘service’ (these are only available to my most regular of regular clients) which involves getting one of my ‘Tested’ (fully health checked each and every month with up to date certificate visible) black bull’s! The scenario is simple my most regular of regular clients having introduced previously his wife/partner to me to be Sensualized before him (he can of course join in) which in itself is an insanely horny evening session (I only ever work evenings after 7pm to accommodate these Sensualize Bespoke sessions). It’s after I have indeed met and Sensualized the MRS that I’ll offer my BBC (Big Black Cock) Sensualize Indulgence and these sessions I can assure you are so insanely horny! My black bull waits silently in the next room, naked and gently working his very impressive member up to operating length! I begin by Sensualizing the MRS my client naked sat watching, the sexual tension in my studio you could cut with a knife! As I work my oil into the MRS I begin talking utterly filthy about my black bull I’m about to introduce to her! As I work my oil into her buttocks you can hear the squelching sounds her extremely wet fanny is now making! She’s so ready, this could be a sexual fantasy she’s harbored and kept secret for years or indeed it might be an open fantasy between husband and wife/partner! Either way it’s now about to happen and I feel such a sense of privilege and being myself so utterly turned on as I turn MRS over gently blindfold her and then bring in my Black Bull from next door! I smile as I glance at my regular client’s face as it lights up as soon as he see’s such a huge-black cock which finally after possible a lifetime of wanting and yearning for is about to happen! My bull positions himself at the top of my massage table and I gently wank him just inches from MRS’s face, she’s blindfolded so she can’t see him nor his massive black cock but this is only the beginning and what follows is pure Porno Pleasure and an evening my client and his wife will never ever forget, nor will I come to think about it! Once I’ve taken off the blindfold the REAL fun then begins, and I’ve witnessed some very prim and proper ladies suddenly turn into very real Big Black Cock SLUTS virtually instantaneously! Oh yes I’m not alone in my love of the ‘Dark Meat’ I very well might be vegetarian but this will never stop me from indulging and acting so utterly sluttish when ever I have a hugely hung black bull to enjoy!

Hope you enjoyed reading?

Julie xxx


Wednesday, June 26th 2019
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Social Sexual Media
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Social Sexual Media

Who’d have thought 25 years ago that we’d all be living in a world that connects us with just about ‘everyone’ as easily as our modern world does now! Back then I was a not so innocent 18-year-old just starting out on life’s highway! I didn’t know anyone who owned a mobile phone! Back then it was all about waiting to use a good old-fashioned public phone box that offered communication with others outside of talking range! NOW my word we are ‘ALL’ so connected and for so many people of a ‘certain’ age we’ve forgotten what it’s like to have to wait outside a phone box for someone to finish his or her call before entering and hoping you had enough coins, oh nostalgia what bliss or NOT laughter out loud! I’ve spoken before about how the internet and now social media has revolutionized the sex industry almost unrecognizable from the days when ‘Punters’ (men using sex workers) and prostitutes (the term sex worker hadn’t been tagged back in the 1980’s) discovered each other via post cards left in corner shop windows or cards left in telephone boxes! It seems so primitive and indeed in comparison with our modern world it indeed was! I often wonder about so many aspects of our modern world especially how connected we all are! The darker side of such ease of being connected is it exploits so many who are vulnerable and suffering from various emotional issues! When I was 18 yes I could look at stunningly beautiful people in magazines on the TV etc this was no different 50,60,70 plus years ago glamour has always been omnipresent but nothing like it is now! I’m on Twitter and I so often (daily) smile to myself when a photo or video of an ‘incredibly’ sexy woman becomes visible, I’m not talking pretty, attractive I’m talking drop-dead fucking incredibly sexy, perfect body, flawless skin and looking insanely AMAZING! It’s no wonder that folk suffering from any manner of insecurities can so easily find themselves in a very dark place emotionally! Having spent an awful lot of time naked not only during swinger’s party’s but at work (Sensualizing) I’ve encountered some incredibly good-looking people physically and in the ‘looks’ dept! I’m no ‘Porn-Star’ and have my fair share of wobbly bits laughter out loud but ‘THANKFULLY’ I’m not an insecure person and very early on into my swinging experiences realized that to be in awe of others especially once everyone's naked was going to create a shed-load of problems emotionally so thankfully I met some stunning people (both men and woman) who quickly taught me that it’s our minds that are the sexiest part of our bodies not how big our tit’s or cock’s might be, or how toned our bodies indeed are or are not as so often the case may be! But for so many, body issues can so easy overwhelm and with such ease of seeing so VERY many ‘perfect’ or, so we are programmed to believe people on-line these days! Back in the 1970’s it seemed as though just about all the woman in PORN had enormous fake tits! These on some woman verged on the insanely HUGE, it was the era of the introduction of the silicone implants and in America especially California just about anyone and everyone visited the plastic surgeon and went ‘LARGE’ when you look back at those porn movies some of those fake knockers looked way beyond ridiculous in the extreme! I’ll never condone ‘anyone’ who visits plastic surgeons in search of what they believe is not only a certain ‘look’ but the way they believe they’ll feel once they have had the procedure which so easily can become quite obsessive as often the woman doesn’t stop with just the one procedure, no it can become a pilgrimage that can go on for many years! THE very best sex I have encountered has been with people (both men and woman) with whom I’ve connected well with sexually via a coupling of filthy open minds that know no boundaries and some of these people have bodies as far from ‘porn-perfect’ as can be! I’m only too aware that talk is indeed cheap as when/if your in anyway sexually insecure you’ll easily find yourself suffering from the almost wall-to-wall stunningly perfect people we encounter daily on-line especially via social media!

Today’s social media driven world offers both advantages and disadvantages maybe not quite in equal measures but our ability to view and gain access to ‘just about’ anyone on the planet is rather strange! No more so than the number of ‘followers’ (people who follow an individual or company on Twitter, this is quite a strange science to say the least! When you first get started on say Twitter you post tweets (messages restricted to 280 characters) you can also post short videos and photo’s so it’s no surprise that the porn industry and us ‘Sexual Service Providers’ take full advantage of social media to promote ourselves which is widespread to say the least! I smile to myself each time I look at Twitter I often think about the hoards of insanely beautiful woman displaying all and a lot more for all to see! My word how times have changed especially over the last 25 years! It’s no wonder those who suffer body issues can so easily find themselves in a scary place these days online! We truly are only a click away from ‘drop-dead-gorgeous’ I’ve said it before that I’m no porn star in fact quite the opposite in fact the phrase ‘PORN-STAR’ in itself is quite funny because when you pop online especially onto social media you’d soon believe that ‘everyone's’ a ‘Porn-STAR’ laughter out loud! I remember a client telling me he’d lived in California back in the 1980’s and his year spent in and around Los Angeles was in his own words a visual porn fest! Los Angeles being the TV & Movie industry ground zero it became a mecca for would be starlets as the vastness and huge population of America having a vast number of young people all fame hungry and once they found themselves in L.A soon discovered they weren’t alone in fact quite the opposite! As I listened to this I felt quite sad thinking about so many young people starting out in life with a dream seeking fame and the associated ‘fortune’ that usually goes with it! And the reality they encountered when they realized how near on impossible it was then (and still is) to break into the film & Tv world! Back then way before social media we were much less connected and as such information from so many areas of life took much longer to arrive before us, NOW it’s instantaneous when someone famous dies we hear about it virtually straight away as do we if somebody famous FARTS Laughter out Loud! I enjoy our modern instantaneously connected world, yes it certainly helps us Hard Wanking Woman as I refer to ladies involved within the sex industry regardless of if you are providing like me ‘actual sexual services’ or selling movie and photo content social media is an important ‘tool’ we’d surely miss if indeed it suddenly no longer existed! I often wonder about all the aspects of our social and sexual media driven world we live in these days! Is it healthy for us to live within such a highly digitized world? I love actual interaction good old-fashioned meeting people not only clients old and new but folk in general! I think about the many people who follow me on Twitter and how many of those people I’ve ‘actually’ met or know, and I can count those on probably a couple of hands and feet laughter out loud so who are those tens of thousands of folk who ‘follow’ me? Well the simple answer is the great unknowns! Being a sexual service provider who posts photo’s and short porno clips you can receive ‘Likes’ a digital “I-Like” and I often smile to myself about this whole ‘Likes’ business! If and when I post sexy photos or explicit porno clips it’s not unusual to get masses of these likes and many ‘views’ but if I say something ‘witty’ (well at least I might think it is) it’ll hardly get noticed and receive very few likes which kind of sums up my many followers laughter out loud! Why should I care and why do I mention it here in my weekly blog? Well it’s something I sometimes consider relating to our social media driven world and how we interact and more importantly is it doing us more ‘harm’ than GOOD! Why do I say this? Well I return to those insecure people who now are so digitally hot-wired to the world of ‘body-perfect’ and this must so often cause quite high levels of anxiety and stress as they look at what can seem like a never-ending stream of drop-dead gorgeous people not only woman but men too! I’m sure that the cosmetic surgery industry like that of the sex industry overall has seen quite an increase in those wishing to transform themselves surgically! If you take a look at the very high numbers of woman with enhanced boobs (FAKE TITS) you’ll quickly realize there’s many!

Who am I to question the decisions any of us make in regard to what we wish to do with our bodies, I exercise and enjoy keeping fit, I look at woman with much leaner fitter bodies than mine! I admire the hard work and discipline it’s taken for then to attain such a body and high level of fitness! Much the same as athletes whose entire life/world is based around training and diet regimes that for the vast majority of us would seem like torture to most people such is the intensity and single-mindedness that’s required to attain such high level of physical prowess! Can we buy it?? Well many believe you can, and I sincerely hope that once they indeed have saved up the required money (and for many cosmetic procedures this can be considerable!) and have the surgery that it helps them in a journey that for many becomes quite addictive! Is it a ‘must’ for us sexual service providers to attain a certain ‘look’ regardless of how we attain it? Is our modern digital social media driven world pushing people (not only within the sexual service sector) down a road of must enhance my breasts and continue doing so, must enlarge my ass and continue doing so? It only takes a minute or so looking online to see just how many women have and do continue along this route to what they are hopeful will not only transform their body’s but enhance their earning capacity at the same time! Again, who am I to judge others and I’d never advise ‘anyone’ to reconsider any decision he or she makes in relation to wanting to change the way they look! I’m such an advocate of the power our sexy minds and at times filthy imagination can muster up and once unleashed just what it can achieve! I’ve been to swingers parties and seen all shapes and sizes I have a friend I call Minxy a lovely very slim 55 year old who’s in no way a voluptuous woman in fact quite the opposite very flat chested with no bum worth mentioning as she says about herself “it’s my mind that’ll seduce them” and my word doesn’t it just! I remember sat next to her at a swingers party we both sat in sexy lingerie and two guys came and sat alongside us both, now Minxy went into ‘FILTH MODE’ and told these two guys that she wanted to play a game with them, it wasn’t only them who couldn’t wait to discover quite what this game entitled! She began by getting us all bunched up close and said that her game involved both guys and me remaining as quiet as church mouses! The other rule was a very simple one and it involved both guys and me doing EVERYTHING she told us! She began by telling the guys to strip off completely which they quickly did then she told one of the guys to stand before us in front of the other guy! I thought to myself “Oh Yeah what’s she going to get them to do now” and she looked up at the guy stood naked before us and told him not to move an inch! She then told the man sat beside us to begin touching the guys cock stood before us, he hesitated momentarily but then began touching the cock that was now semi erect! She told him in such precise words exactly how and where to touch the cock to make it very hard, getting the guy to pull back the foreskin fully exposing a very by then hard cock mushroom, she explained in minute detail how to tease this guy’s large stick from pre-cum pee-slit! This crash course in teasing a cock continued until the cock was fully erect, I have to admit that being as close as I was I found the experience such a turn on, her soft voice telling these guys just what to do and watching as it was carried out to the letter! Then she told the chap touching to use his mouth and after a slight hesitation he’d began licking very gently the very sticky pre-cum oozing tip just as instructed! My pussy was now sopping wet watching this ‘show’ and I’m sure so was Minxy’s I was desperate to join in but I wasn’t in charge no quite the opposite I was a passenger in this journey! The way in which Minxy controlled these two guys who incidentally had never indulged in ‘any’ bi-sexual acts before that evening! It wasn’t long before I too was brought into her controlling sex game! I was ‘TOLD’ to kneel on the sofa arse pointing towards the guy stood up and she told the guy sat to use the other’s rock-hard knob as a dildo rubbing it along my very wet pussy entrance! This entire event was insanely horny! My pussy yearned to be licked fucked and boy did I want to taste these guys creamy baby-batter! Then Minxy TOLD the chap to fuck it up me! And that’s what happened he inserted the guys cock mushroom inside my sopping wet pussy entrance and then I got a right royal pounding! The other guy was then told to stand up and wank himself off but NOT SPUNK! After a few minutes it was all carnage as the guy wanking was told to replace the cock of the guy fucking me! It was quite comical I was kneeling over onto the sofa whilst two guys got to fuck me doggy style one after the other! The finale was filthy! Minxy told the guy fucking me to pull out and feed his very hard extremely pre-cum sticky cock into the other guys mouth and spunk down his throat! This instruction was carried out to the letter and within a minute of placing his sticky dick in the other guys mouth he was twitching out 3 or 4 times emptying his bollocks down this other guy’s throat! Once emptied it was the other guy’s turn to unload his pent-up seed down the other guys throat which he indeed did so! Minxy dismissed them both afterwards discarding them like trash! I’ll never forget that night spent with Minxy! She’s in no way a Porno pin up but as she say’s she doesn’t need to be and that evening at the swinger’s party I learned just how sexually overwhelming a furtive very filthy mind can be! You’ll never find Minxy and other’s like her on social media not because they dislike it or don’t feel as though they ‘fit-in’ but because they prefer the ‘actual’ world, do you remember the one a long time before the Internet when we used actual face to face visual and verbals to get on (and on and off laughter out loud)

Hope you enjoyed reading?

Julie xxx
Wednesday, June 19th 2019
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It’s Not Easy For Single Guys!

Ever since I became a bonified swinger It became apparent just how many single guys and those pretending to be so struggle to find what’s often referred to as ‘NSA Fun’ (No Strings Attached) I’ll never forget my very first visit to a popular West Midlands swingers club on a Sunday afternoon, the ratio of single guys to couples was very high in favor of the single guys! Quite a lot of swingers’ clubs adopt a ‘couples’ only policy at certain times usually on Saturday evenings, the reason why this is necessary is because for many women the very high percentage of single guys can and does make many un-seasoned (new to the scene) couples and the vary rare single woman feel very uncomfortable! Way back when I first visited a swingers club on a Sunday afternoon I have to admit that rather than feel intimidated I felt a bit empowered as I walked around the clubs labyrinth of rooms followed by hoards of horny guys hoping to get some ‘sex-action’ which sadly (for them) they rarely do! By and large the vast majority of these ‘single men’ are very respectful and as they traverse from room to room they happily watch as couples indulge sometimes with other couples or by themselves! I’d chat away to some of these chaps and as I did so you really get a strong sense of men who are a bit like puppy’s hopeful of a ‘treat’ only within swingers clubs the ‘treat’ is not a yummy biscuit no it’s an ‘invite’ to indulge with a horny couple or the very rare single woman that might be in attendance that particular day! On that particular Sunday afternoon, I remember lying on a bed in a tiny room my hubby giving my fanny a really good licking and lapping whilst I invited guys stood at the door to bring me their hard cocks for me to suck one after another! So, the scene was something from a porno film hubby head between my wide-open thighs as I entertained two guys both kneeling by my head affording me easy access to systematically suck one cock then the other! The atmosphere in that tiny room was so electric! I remember telling the guys not to cum in my mouth I wanted them to unload over my face which as soon as I said so the guy to my left let go a huge jet of very thick spunk that not only sprayed my face but splashed onto the other guy to my right which set off his own ‘tribute’ an equally impressive cum fountain that gave my such a facial! Once these two had emptied themselves over my face I then beckoned in another two from the guys huddled around the door who’d been watching and tugging on their cocks in anticipation and there patience was about to be rewarded as they now took the place either side of my cum splatted face! It didn’t take long before my next two guys let go of even thicker baby-batter again plastering my face and tits, this had a unique effect on hubby who’d already brought me off with his very skillful tongue sending my sopping wet fanny into a huge orgasm spasm! He managed to spunk himself and without touching himself, such was the insanely horny position he was in watching from between my wide-open thighs after the fourth guy unloaded all his goo over my face this triggered hubby’s own pent-up load to erupt splashing onto the floor! Never before had he orgasmed without touching or being touched/stimulated by another person, so it just goes to show the powerful effects of being so very close to such filthy and insanely horny activity! This can you believe was my first foray in a busy West Midlands swingers club! I’d really found my very filthy mojo that afternoon and it was the first time I encountered the hoards of very horny ‘single men’ which is what I want to speak about now! I’ve met and indulged hoards of men who are married or living with someone and not all are happy, in fact many yearn to be free! To live as single men and having listened to so very many tales of men living within loveless and usually sexless relationships it’s not difficult to see why so many of these men crave the release from what they believe is the shackles that curtail them especially sexually! I can understand and sympathize with them as so often they reveal what it’s like living within a life without ‘actual’ sexual relief! Wanking yourself silly watching porn is fun, I love porn myself, but I can’t imagine what it must be like ‘if’ masturbation to orgasm was my ‘only’ sexual relief! It’s when men actually do indeed break free and find themselves ‘actual’ single men no longer married or living with another! The reality sexually can and so often doesn’t actually meet up with one’s expectations! For those of you (men) who’ve used or continue using any number of on-line swinger sites it’s awash with ‘Single men’ many are indeed genuine single men without wives or live-in partners! But sadly, there’s an army of fake single-guys who pretend to be unattached in the hope that they’ll attract the attention of woman or couples who’ll indulge them sexually! As an active swinging couple, you really do have the pick of the ‘crop’ when deciding on a single guy or two! To join you!! The ease with which contact can be made online is extremely easy to say the least! But for the vast majority of men some recently single many having left a long term marriage suddenly find that the ‘single man’ game is not quite what they had hoped for!

As we get older our perception of many things changes and how we feel about sex can be one of those subjects! For the newly found yourself ‘single man’ it might at first seem a bit like an enormous ‘Game-On’ horn has been sounded and you’ll suddenly be thrust into a world brim full of sexy available woman only to keen to ‘give it up’ as us South London girls refer to the act of letting someone fuck us! I’ve spoken about the vast differences between men and woman sexually and nothing has a wider gap than that with which describes the basic agenda when ‘giving it up’ is considered! For the vast amount of men, it’s all about opportunity! For those trapped within a sexless and often loveless marriage it really is all down to opportunity! How many times has he been in the company of an ‘available’ woman and wondered ‘if’ she’d be ‘up for it’ the fear of making a fool of himself, should he try and if so how? What’s the best first move? Oh, help what about rejection making a fool of myself! So many thoughts running through your head! Woman tend to desire and need an emotional link before ‘giving it up’ and it’s within this at times ‘HUGE’ gap between the sexes that only enhances just how difficult it is to ‘get lucky’ sexually speaking for those newly found to be Single Guys! I remember a sexy swinger girlfriend of mine came to stay with us for a long weekend and we decided to take her to a club for some fun! My friend ‘Cindy’ (not her real name) is often referred to as sex-on-legs Cindy’s mid forty’s works out and has a lovely firm gym toned body, she loves the attention she gets in gyms when she wears her almost painted on gym Lycra which really shows off her insanely horny body and camel toe (this is the outline of the woman’s labia which in shape resembles a camels toe) Cindy’s single she’s never married she says her life’s to busy and being a swinger she gets as much sex as and when she likes so yes I get her point! We drove to the club and intentionally it was a Sunday afternoon we choose as this has an insanely high percentage of ‘Single Men’ over couples and on that Sunday Cindy was the ONLY single lady in the place! This was her first visit and as we entered the club my pussy was already sopping wet the anticipation of what I was sure was going to happen wasn’t going to be long now before it indeed did HAPPEN! We went upstairs to the communal changing room and got naked bar for wrapping towels around ourselves! A quick three-way shower hubby getting to soap up our sexy boy’s which had him rock hard in an instant! We took cindy on a tour of the club and agreed it would be fun to put on a show for the train of ‘Single Guys’ following us around the club! YES can you believe within 10 minutes of entering the club getting naked and towels covering us up we had about 7 guys following us as discreetly as possible which wasn’t discreet laughter out loud! We went upstairs and into a mock dungeon area which had a fence people could remain behind whilst watching the action within! As soon as Cindy and I got onto the bench style chair around 9 men stood like very obedient puppy’s hoping to see some horny action, so action is what we gave them! Our towels fell onto the floor hubby stood maintaining a watch but not touch policy as Cindy straddled my face as I opened my cunny up nice and wide to give the chaps a good view! I soon found Cindy’s lovely swollen clitty and really went to town on it! She squeezed her lovely firm jugs and tweaked her nipples really giving the show our eager spectators craved for! Cindy didn’t take long to orgasm, and WOW did she let go big time! She’s quite a squirter and I licked and lapped up all her lady goo! I suggested we give the guys a proper treat, so we moved our ‘show’ alongside what seemed like 10 single guys into the glory hole area! These glory holes are cabinets that you can enter into shut the door or leave it open and before you are holes at different heights big enough for an anonymous guy to stick his cock through the hole and his balls if he’s using the larger hole and you can suck on him which us such an erotic act due to the fact that you’ve no idea whose on the other side (man) and he’s not sure who’s inside!

Cindy and I squeezed into one of these glory hole chambers and as soon as we’d closed the door behind us a nice big juicy cock and very full balls appeared through the large hole which Cindy soon got to work on! Then from the right side of the chamber through another hole appeared an equally very hard cock which I began sucking on for all I was worth! My face still damp from Cindy’s love juices and now I was drinking down this stranger’s clear pre-cum which was oozing from his very swollen pee-slit like crazy! I gobbled him off like the cum guzzling whore I indeed am! Cindy was drinking down her strangers SPUNK juat as my guy let go 5 very strong twitches spraying a lovely thick creamy portion of CUM down my throat! What a scene so filthy, complete strangers, no idea who they where, names nothing, wonderful and it got us ready for more which once outside of our quite cramped glory hole we noticed the other guys had queued hoping to be ‘next’ in line for us to suck them off but I had other ideas and I knew that Cindy would be more than ‘ok’ with my suggestion! I took Cindy and our very eager supporters into a large room with a circular bed and a large sofa perfect to accommodate the remaining guys who’d yet to ‘let-go’ (unleash their pent-up baby-batter! Cindy’s quite the greedy girl at swingers’ parties so for those of you not familiar with this phrase it refers to a woman who’s up for multiple guys banging her one after the other! What followed was pure porno as Cindy laid on the edge of the bed and invited the nearest guy to FUCK her this guy rubber ed up (put a condom on) and rubbed his helmet up and down Cindy’s very wet fanny lips then plundered her good and proper! I was acting as ‘ring-mistress’ Wanking and sucking on guys one after another I’d made it clear that NO-ONE was to spunk whilst FUCKING CINDY! I had other ideas for all that lovely warm baby-batter! After the first guy had given Cindy’s fanny a good seeing to another guy again rubber ed up and took his place and this procession continued until she’d been fucked by about eight guys all whilst I’d kept them nice and hard n very horny with my mouth and hands! Once everyone had fucked Cindy it was time for a nice warm ‘SPUNK-SHOWER’ and this is what we both got! We lay next to each other whilst the guys systematically wanked themselves off shooting copious amounts of Baby-Batter over our faces, tits and tummy’s we looked a mess but we both felt so utterly ‘alive’ a combination of being in such ‘control’ yes it really did feel like that! All these ‘single guys’ hopeful of a ‘taste’ that afternoon when Cindy & I visited we certainly gave them more than a taste! So for all you ‘single guys’ out there, it’s not easy for you, finding yourselves newly unattached thinking you’ll be fucking all manner of woman like some young in-demand stud the reality will sadly be quite different! When you look at the hoards of us ‘Hard Wanking Woman’ available at a price it’s not surprising I’m one of those women and I truly love my profession, my business ‘Sensualize’ I don’t sell or rent ‘LOVE’ no I provide for many that sexual outlet that fills for many not only sexual relief but all the sexual drama, the build up to visiting the anticipation, the visit and most of all the ‘PLEASURE’ that quite literally CUM’S from a vibrant time spent in the company of a sexy woman who not only loves her job but who enjoys making each and everyone who visits feel just that bit better for doing so!

Hope you enjoyed reading?

Julie xxx

Wednesday, June 12th 2019
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Pent-Up Spunk

I have to admit to loving just about all and everything relating to SPUNK, yes Baby-Batter, Cum, Harry-Monk as us South London girls often refer to it but regardless of what we refer or call it SPERM is a substance I truly adore! I remember the first time I saw spunk it was when I was a very naughty teenager growing up in South London I caught my best friends brother jerking off over his stash of porn mags as I went to the bathroom just across from his bedroom! He’d left his door open just enough for me to cop and eye full and I have to admit the experience was such a horny never to be forgotten one for me! I approached the bathroom and as I did so the slightly left open door drew my attention but it was the sight of terry (not his real name) wanking himself silly laying naked on his bed that stopped me dead in my tracks, I remained just enough out of view and stood deadly still as quiet as a church mouse transfixed watching terry tossing himself off over a magazine that was open on his bed! I was desperate for a pee but the sight of Terry wanking himself off so furiously delayed my need to relieve myself I found myself akin to a rabbit paralyzed in the headlights of an upcoming vehicle such was the powerful draw of watching a guy my own age (17 at the time) jerking off unknown that anyone was watching! I remained just slightly out of view until I watched as Terry’s buttocks clenched and I could see a very thick stream of spunk shoot out from his cock landing over the open page of his wank-mag! I remember staring at him and him pulling on his very hard cock until he’d emptied himself over the open magazine pages! Once this ‘show’ had finished I silently opened the bathroom door and locked myself inside, I remember pulling down my tight white panties and how soaking wet my teenage pussy was! I was sodden, yes such was the impact my voyeuristic activity at Terry’s bedroom door had indeed had on me! I was at that stage in life a virgin, I’d had a few fumbles with a boy I liked which advanced to me being fingered whist I rubbed his hard cock from outside his tight jeans but as for actual ‘SEX’ no it was a pleasure that at 17 was for me yet to occurr! When I eventually lost my virginity (to the lad my own age I just mentioned ) it was whilst out quite late one night walking through a park on my way back to my house in South London we found a secluded spot and we hadn’t seen another living soul so we began our heavy petting which soon got my fanny very wet and him as hard as iron! He’s brought a condom with him being the cheeky chap he was (probably still is) and I like him was very keen to ‘do the deed’ he dropped his trousers and I instinctively reached out and grabbed it then began tugging on it in a very inexperienced manner laughter out loud! I was wearing a very short skirt and my young fanny was sopping wet as his fingers began fumbling away at my cunny entrance! We both wanted to lose our virginity and as unromantic as our quiet park was it was that night that I felt my very first cock inside me! He’d eventually managed to stretch the durex over his hard prick and my panties now in my pocket I was ready to cock n roll! I bent over a bench and felt my very first erection enter my young virginal cunny! It felt a bit sore but not the kind of sore that wanted him to stop thrusting away inside me! I naively told him to not cum inside me! Even though he was wearing a condom I was nervous and continued on by telling him to “Pull It out, Pull It Out…PULL IT OUT” which he did, and he’d like me not orgasmed! He pulled the rubber from his still stiff cock and I wanked him off quite unceremoniously until he spunked quite a huge amount of ‘HARRY MONK’ over the ground! I’m smiling to myself as I recall that night in the park, was it romantic? Was it how I’d dreamed of losing my virginity? Well the honest answer to both questions is ‘NO’ but it was what indeed it was two young virgins taking advantage of not only a quiet secluded area in a London park but each other! I remember watching the spunk shoot out and land on the ground it really turned me on and it was from that moment in time that I became a lover of all things SPUNK related!

It was from my early forays into assisting men to relieve themselves that my love of ‘all things’ sperm began to evolve! I’ve never wanted children (still don’t ) so birth control from the get-go during early sexual penetration encounters my first thought was always ‘Don’t Spunk Inside Me’ but as for over me in my mouth etc, I loved it and often would gulp down on a cock as it erupted so very happy to drain his balls not wasting a single drop! Once I’d reached my twenties I was quite the cum-junkie! In fact, a friend of mine wanted desperately to get pregnant and I jokingly told her that the ‘best’ most fertile spunk was that which had been ‘pent-up’ in other words provided by a guy who’d not spunked for quite a while! I didn’t actually believe this, but my friend and I used to tease each other about our various sexual exploits, and it was during one of her “really REALLY want to get knocked up” chats that I came out with such bunkum about the best spunk to get pregnant by! From these silly young (we were both 20) woman sexy banter it advanced to the stage that my friend asked if I’d help her get pregnant! I blurted out “you what” to which she suggested we get a couple of guys to pop round to her place one weekend when her parents where away and ‘together’ get them really really! Turned on to the point that they fuck her unprotected and spunk everything they’ve got up her unprotected young twat! I have to admit that my initial reaction to this day surprised me but I said casually and very matter of factly “OK” that was it I agreed and we then spent the next hour or so conjuring up how we could tease a couple of lads who’d easily be coerced round to her parents house and begin our fiendish plan that for HER would result in her getting knocked up! As we spoke I knew that my friend was deadly serious and what for me started out as fun, a giggly laugh with a friend turned out to become a bit of a pilgrimage into for my friend getting pregnant at any cost! About 3 weekends after our first chat she did indeed have her house to herself and and there I was with 3 other lads all like my friend and I young but they maybe not dumb, but certainly full of cum! It was a winter Saturday evening and as the night progressed so did our confidence as we began playing games with the lads! We began by playing who can stand being sucked off for 2 minutes without cumming! Well what a laugh I started on this skinny lad with a HUGE cock the biggest I’d seen up till then! I got down on my knees and really started sucking on his very long cock! My friend was egging me on as she cheered me on! “go on suck his fucking cock you dirty slag! I almost gagged as she rather than turn me on was making my laugh as I sucked and wanked him! He lasted the 2 minutes then it was her turn on the next guy a bigger lad with a very thick much much shorter knob! She really gave him a deep throat special as this was her party trick on the dick as she referred to it! She used to slowly gobble down on any sized cock until her gag reflex kicked in and she’d stop but usually only once she had gobbled down the guys cock to the root! The guys thought they’d died and ended up in heaven as we got to work on there very hard cocks taking it in turns to suck them all but not let them spunk! Then it was time for fucking and there was NO-WAY I was going to let these lads fuck my un-protected young fertile fanny no! BUT my mate was hungry for there by now pent-up baby-batter! The first lad Mr Very Long-Dong was first to fuck her! I watched as she took his long knob right the way in, he fucked her tight young twat senseless and I wanked the other two lads off as we all watched intensely! The other two wanted to fuck me but for me on that night it was VERY much a case of NO Glove No Love! and I knew how much my mate wanted as much young fertile seed fucked up her so who was I to take anything away from her that night! The first lad didn’t last long and to his credit said he’d pull out! But that was met by “Fuck No You Won’t” and this stern foolish instruction sent my long-dong way over the edge and he twitched all he’d got deep inside my silly friends un-protected fertile cunt! I remember sucking Mr Long-Dong’s still spunk oozing knob end once he’d plopped out of my mate’s spunk filed fanny! It tasted strong a combination of my girlfriend’s fishy fanny and his cheesy helmet laughter out loud! She true to her word let the other two lads fuck her un-protected they certainly didn't protest and that evening with her parents away we indeed indulged in a very filthy night that culminated in my baby hungry mate getting lot’s of ‘SEED’ but what it didn’t do is make her pregnant which secretly I was relieved about! It was many years later when she happily married had two lovely healthy children, we lost touch when I left London so I hope she’s still happy and healthy!

I love the fact that so many of my Sensualize clients don’t have a regular sexual outlet and as such sexual relief other than when they visit me is down to the time honored Mother Thumb & Her Four Daughters laughter out loud! So with so much high quality porn to fest out on wanking is a very regular occurrence for so very many men! My regulars know just how much I love SPUNK! Especially when it’s ‘pent-up’ and those gentlemen who enjoy wanking themselves to the absolute edge of letting go then stopping really are the experts in creating the very best quality sperm, there truly is such a correlation between spunk that’s been brought up to that absolute ‘edge’ only to be stopped from erupting and the VERY best most creamiest quantities of the best in Baby-Batter! Each and every man is different as some guys naturally produce copious amounts of spunk other hardly any, health issues, in-going testicular problems all play a part in a mans ejaculation, I love it all, the dribble, the spurt and the huge spraying cum-cannons as I refer to those men who after being teased and edged indeed erupt a most impressive cum-fountain! I love the sensations I experience as a man spunk’s if it’s in my mouth I’ll increase the pressure of my lips as he’s letting go as the sensations I’m experiencing feeling the hard cock cum-twitch is a sensation like many other sex related ones that I truly adore! The same can be said for when I feel a cock twitch and let go inside me! I’ll clamp my tight twat muscles around it and milk it until every last drop’s deep inside me! I imagine the journey the seed has taken and then as it fills the opening, the pee-slit those sensations I adore! Yes I’m no longer that 20 year old sexually experimenting young woman, I’m nearly 43 and over the years I’ve never lost my fascination, my love call it adore for SPUNK! It doesn’t matter if it’s a dribble or a huge impressive cum-fountain I love it ALL! So the next time you sat watching porn and your taking yourself in ‘hand’ try taking yourself to that ‘absolute’ edge the point you think is orgasm absolute edge and STOP bringing your sexual tension way back down again! You’ll be weeping clear pre-cum like crazy as by approaching this stage your all and your everything truly wants to CUM! By delaying then repeating a few times the result and SPUNK you’ll have stored will be something I’d LOVE to receive!

Hope you enjoyed reading?

Julie xxx

Wednesday, June 5th 2019
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The Power of Sex
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The Power Of Sex

I’ve always been fascinated by what I refer to as the ‘Power of Sex’ yes in it’s many guises! I’ve met so many people in my sexual swinging social life and one woman stands out for quite a few reasons which I’d like to talk about now! Quite a few years ago I met a very attractive woman in her late 50’s quite stunning, immaculate appearance in fact so much so she looked at first glance to be just that bit too polished! She got your attention and whilst at a very private party she did indeed stand out for all the ‘right’ reasons! It turned out that Judy (not her real name) was a ‘glamour model in the 70’s and during that time she knew quite a few glamour photographers who knew the best party’s to be seen at when you needed/wanted to get more work so she kept these photographers ‘sweet’ her description by fucking them and letting them shoot what back then was known as ‘European’ style ‘glamour shots which indeed went much further than our then draconian laws relating to pornography and what was allowed! Judy was now in her late 50’s a stunning woman, quite statuesque and sporting an insanely huge pair of what I at first glance thought was surgically enhanced boobs! Judy noticed I couldn’t keep my eyes off them and smiled as she said “yeah their all mine darling” which made me blurt out “they defy gravity” which they indeed did! She said that she was blessed as her tits grew huge from an early age and as they did so that when combine’d with her naturally athletic body she really did stand out! It was her natural attributes that led her into modelling, well and the fact that she’s academically as ungifted as indeed her body was the complete opposite and very ‘gifted’ She said it was at these society/celebrity parties that she met a much older guy who in a strange way took her under his protective wing! He could see that she had all the attributes that would attract men (and woman) to her like fly's round doo-doo (her phrase not mine) She was getting lot’s of work and the ‘European’ shoots she indulged a selection of photographers in became very popular so much so that she started to allow this older guy to become what she referred to as her ‘agent’ this made me smile! It was during her time spent in and around the 70’s central London party scene that she said her ‘Angel’ as she referred to this older man spoke to her about what he described as Sexually Progressive Persuasion! This she described was how she could use her body and mind to propel her very much upwards and onwards both socially and very much so financially! He spoke to her about the overwhelmingly powerful effect a woman can have over a man, he said that she needed to develop her sex-mind by firstly learning all she could about just about every sexual act, kink and persuasion and it was these subjects that this older guy spent days/weeks talking to her about! I asked if the’d had a sexual relationship and she surprised me when she said ‘NO’ he genuinely wanted to give her what he said was ‘advanced life skills’ and as I listened I thought oh wow her life would make for a fascinating film or TV series! This guy taught her about fine wines, art, classic cars, travel, sport she rattled out so many subjects and before I could blurt out “but what did these subjects have to do with sex” she answered that by explaining he was setting her up so that she could ensnare (her actual phrase) very rich men! The relevance of these subjects and subsequent knowledge indeed did do just as he’d set out to do for her and give her the many skills she assured me she needed in firstly finding the right man then once found ensnaring him both mentally and most certainly sexually!

As she spoke I didn’t know weather to admire or despise her, I felt an overwhelming sense of someone who had a heart made of stone! But as she admitted ‘she’ set herself up as a business and that business was to firstly embed herself within environments of wealth often extreme wealth, she took language classes and eventually could converse easily in French, German and Greek! She studied art and fine wines, classic cars antiques etc as she rattled off her skill set’s I smiled thinking what a great character in a movie she’d make! What interested me most was her use of sex in her master plan of wealthy male domination! She began by relaying the story of how she met and ensnared her first husband a very wealthy yacht broker based in Chelsea (London) she’d been going to parties hosted by her older ‘guardian’ and it was at one of these parties she was introduced to her yacht broker! She said she knew another woman who like her where also hell bent on meeting very rich men! It was this other woman who she said had fast-tracked her desirability amongst this smart Chelsea party set! The other woman was very bi-sexual, and Judy said she’d enjoyed quite a few very full on encounters with her and some had been filmed for sale on the ‘then’ porn black market! Judy said her friend had an equally sexy body big tits on a very slim frame, but it was her ‘sex-head as she referred to it that truly won the men over! When Judy first met what became husband (or Victim) number one the yacht broker Judy said that they began flirting strongly and when this guy said he needed the bathroom Judy whispered into his ear that she’d like to accompany him! He looked shocked but moments later he and she where locked in a bathroom within a very expensive property in SW3 (the post code for Chelsea) once inside he said he really needed to pee and so she unzipped him took out his cock which was becoming unsurprisingly stiff as her hand grabbed it! She pulled back his foreskin and told him to let the yellow flow go! He struggled to pee he’d become so hard as she held him and spoke such gutter speak which he wasn’t used to! Once he’d finished she shook his cock and then dropped to her knees and deep throat-ed his entire 7 inch by now rock-hard cock down to the base! She was wearing a very tight fitting short black dress which hardly contained her massive full tits! She’d pulled her top down and unleashed her puppies this drove him to the absolute edge of distraction! Her expert dirty toilet blowjob had paid dividends as she gulped down his clear pre-cum knowing he wouldn’t be able to last much longer! She took his length out of her horny mouth and bent over the bath hitching up her tight dress exposing her peachy arse and TOLD him to FUCK HER HARD! He didn’t require any further instruction as his prick easily slipped balls deep inside her! He fucked the living daylights out of her tight twat! Then he said he couldn’t hold back any longer and as she told him to SPUNK IT ALL UP ME! He indeed did so! She said she could feel him twitch about 4 powerful spurts of spunk deep inside her! He pulled out and she again dropped to her knees and licked up all her cunt juice from his very sticky prick! She then fingered her cunt getting thick dollops of his cum onto her fingers then casually rubbed her spunked fingers all over his expensive shirt making quite a mess! He looked shell-shocked but still very much sex-drunk with Judy’s filthy actions! He was as she said “A Goner” and as they returned to the party she said her lady friend was keen to finish off the clean up operation on her very wet spunk filled CUNT! She was now sat astride her wealthy man’s lap with her sexy partner in sex-crime opposite her! Judy parted her legs exposing her just fucked pussy! Her friend as bold as brass dropped to her knees and stuck her face between Judy’s juicy thighs! This got the attention of the other party guests and rather than people looking away they did the complete opposite and moved in close, very close for a much better look and view! This show brought about a full-on orgy as a couple stripped off so did a black photographer who in Judy's own words had a cock like a baby donkey! She made a beeline for it and dragged her man friend along to watch! She stripped off completely and invited her hung donkey black man to fuck it ALL UP HER! His school ruler long cock was soon pounding and stretching Judy’s tight twat for all it was worth! She said it took about 2 minutes for her to orgasm loudly over donkey dick and as she did so he too unloaded his thick black seed deep into Judy’s CUNT! As soon as he’d pulled out she TOLD her rich man friend to lick her clean! This he eagerly did and it was then that she knew, she just knew that this very rich man was not only a bit more than bi-curious he was her’s for the taking and that’s how she ensnared him!

Judy knew the way in which her wealthy yacht broker man friend looked at the athletic and insanely hung black photographer that he was nearly but not quite as turned on by him as he was her! She explained that a week later back at his sumptuous riverside penthouse apartment she’d invited the black photographer along and watched as her new rich boyfriend sucked and was fucked by the black stud’s massive black cock! She said that once this had occurred and so willingly with her watching and taking part that her rich boyfriend had become her ‘property’ I squirmed listening to Judy so matter of fact relay how she’d very early on discovered this guys aversion to out of the ‘ordinary’ sex and once she discovered what REALLY turned him on she provided him with all and an awful lot more as and when she allowed him! She also began researching everything she could relating to yacht's and soon she was quite the ‘expert’ it was whilst ‘hosting’ an owner’s party on a large yacht in the South of France that her very wealthy friend proposed to her! She eagerly accepted and they spent 4 years together before she left and divorced him moving onto a London Art dealer! I’m sure reading this many of you will be thinking “what a heartless bitch” I know that I did as she so casually spoke about the men she’d met and used to further her own financial standing in life! She believed that ‘most’ men would fuck a knot in a tree which made me laugh out loud I did add that woman are far more needy of an emotional link to a man before ‘giving it up’ so to speak and that men sexually are more by and large opportunistic when it comes to sexual encounters! Judy knows quite a few of us ‘Hard Wanking Woman’ as I so often refer to myself and fellow sexual service providers and Judy has on many occasions utilized the services’ of ladies as and when she’s treating her latest man (I nearly said victim) to any one of a very wide range of sexual indulgences! She’s been trained in BDSM (variety of erotic practices of roleplay involving bondage dominance, submission and sadomasochism) from a famous German dominatrix! Judy even has hand made fantasy costumes (no Ann Summers for her) and will use a professional make up artist as and when a particular evening requires her to really ramp it up visually! When she attends swinger parties it’s rarely to indulge no for her she sees these parties as reconnaissance only to gain ideas or ‘themes’ for her own very private shows she will put on for either her latest ‘man’ or to acquire her next! On this particular evening she performed the most amazing strip show I’ve ever seen! Considering her age she strutted out into the open area of a huge lounge and once she’d put on a favorite (for her) piece of music she began dancing and stripping off her clothes in front of everyone, I did notice someone filming as she went about this very erotic ‘act’ once she’d stripped off completely she began wriggling about on the floor inviting men close to her to get close and it didn’t take long before about 6 guys now all naked began wanking (she’s told then NO TOUCHING JUST WANKING) feasting on her incredibly sexy naked wriggling about body! After about 10 minutes of this insanely horny show she told them all to wank every drop of spunk over her body! This is what happened and after about another 10 minutes or so each and every guy and another 2 who couldn’t resist wanking off over her very well made up face joined in! All of this was captured by a man with a very expensive camera! Afterwards I spoke to her and all she said was “This’ll Speed Things Up a Bit for Him" referring to a man she’s been working on recently! She never divulged any further details but I’m sure what ever effect she was hoping for indeed hit much more than the spot! The power of Sex indeed!

Hope you enjoyed reading?

Julie xxx

Wednesday, May 29th 2019
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Getting To America
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Getting To America

Not so long ago I indulged a female friend sexually in order that she could entice her knew American boyfriend into accelerating her leaving the UK to live with him in America! So how did this scenario unfold and how and what happened? Well let me tell you a ‘story’ many years ago a very dear friend (lady) met up with me for coffee and explained that her boyfriend had moved to another part of the country quite a long way from where my friend lived and the distance and infrequent mutual visits they shared was concerning my friend! So, we hatched a devilish plot! I suggested we film a very steamy full on lesbian film nothing that would last too long just about 5 minutes which once condensed could be sent to him via an attachment on an email! My rational was simple, she explains that she’s REALLY missing him and missing his sexual attention so much so that she’s told her dear friend (ME) knowing I’m bi-sexual and although she wasn’t bi-sexual she felt that indulging sexually with another woman wouldn’t make him jealous as it surely would do if she fucked another guy! Now my friend (Sally not her real name) wasn’t a swinger but she knew what I did for a living (Sensualize) and that I indeed Sensualized lady clients (a smattering but mainly my clientele is male) and these lady’s where either bi-curious or full on bi-sexual or of lesbian sexual orientation! We have enjoyed some very steamy conversations when inevitably our ‘catch-up’ conversations quickly switched to my day-to-day business activities! I openly talk to my lady friends (both swinger and non swinger like Sally) about my sexual adventures, I never reveal identity's as my client’s privacy is ABSOLUTE and has never nor will NEVER ever be revealed! But I do enjoy talking about what I get up to in my Sensualize studio! So, our plan hatched, and a quite nervous Sally arrived at my studio, a trusted swinger friend (female) arrived to film our ‘scene’ so once everyone had turned up it was indeed ‘Show-Time’! I’d massaged Sally before but kept her body covered in towels most professional but now it was ‘NO Towel’ Tuesday as I called it! Sally showered and walked into my massage area wearing my fluffy white toweling robe! My swinger friend was cool and remained out of sight in the next-door bedroom until I began Sensualizing Sally which is what I did! As Sally took off the robe I smiled admiring her now fully naked body! In the years I’d known her I secretly fancied her and now as she stood before me naked I wasn’t wrong to lust after her! She was very sexy and as I casually looked her up and down I thought about her long-distance boyfriend and thought “how on earth can he stay so far away from her’! She had a lovely toned body from regular yoga classes and ran 5 and 10K fun runs she’d taken good care of herself and as I looked at her lovely big tits with very large saucer sized dark areloa’s I knew between us we’d drive her boyfriend crazy when he views what we were about to film! I called in my swinger friend with her camera and it indeed was ‘Light’s Camera Action’ time! Sally lay face down as I began to massage my warm oil into the back of her calf muscles working my way up her thighs and finally working warm oil into her gorgeous very peachy plump arse! She began squirming and I opened up her arse cheeks exposing a lovely clean-shaven quim, this allowed for a great close up which my friend enjoyed moving her camera in close to capture my fingers as they worked oil into her sexy arse crack! Sally was very wet as was I now and as I parted her pussy lips wide the view was incredibly horny! I wanted her and smiled thinking that this venture was all about making a man want you! Oh, my how funny yet what fun I thought and still do! Sally was moaning now, and I took off my tunic and bra then off came my tight black short work skirt then off came my fishnet stockings I don’t wear panties so now I was as naked as Sally! I oiled up my big tits and climbed up onto Sally proceeding to massage in the warm massage oil that was covering my big tits! It feels lovely when I do this, it’s not only my male clients who love this part of my Sensualize session, but my lady clients find this a real tension buster! It was time to get off Sally and turn her over! As she turned over I noticed how hard her nipples had become as had mine! I couldn’t help myself and made a beeline for Sally’s thimble thick nipple teats and began sucking on them whilst feeding my own hard nipples into her eager to suck mouth!

Sally very quickly became very comfortable with not only the attention I was giving her but in being filmed too! I moved a chair to the base of my massage table and positioned Sally further down the massage bed so I could sit on the chair and place her legs onto my shoulders thus giving me the very best wide-open view and access to her lovely clean-shaven pussy! Sally has lovely big ‘flaps’ yes she has a very sexy Labia Majora or as us South London Girls refer to as “A Right Pair of Beef Curtains” I parted her lips and brought my face up against her very wet wet wide open pussy, my tongue easily found her clitty which was quickly becoming quite swollen my tongue went into maximum attack mode and as I licked and lapped away on her my friend closed in capturing all the horny lady love action! Sally was like I so very turned on and I could sense that my skillful tongue action was about to pay dividends but I wanted Sally to taste her first pussy so we moved onto my S.S.S. (Sensualize Sex Sofa) now we could pleasure each other and really put on a ‘show’ for Sally’s far away boyfriend! I straddled Sally’s face and as soon as I felt her face against my sopping wet gash I continued licking and lapping away on her ever so yummy cunny! Sally wasn’t doing a bad job for a first timer and being as sexed up as I was I didn’t think it would take long for her to be tasting my love nectar and possibly a spurt of luv-wee! Sally’s orgasm was HUGE! She began trembling and I increased the pressure flicking my tongue over her swollen love bud as she erupted shaking quite strongly as she let go over my face! I too was on the absolute edge and moved myself against her face as I felt my own orgasm unleash over her face! I let go a small amount of luv-wee and to her credit she didn’t move her face away in fact she seemed to go even more all out licking and lapping up all my sex juices! We uncoupled and my friend closed off our horny home movie! Sally and I cuddled and my friend sadly had to leave as she needed to collect her husband from the train station otherwise I’d have invited her to join us, she’s like me very bi-sexual and after what she’d just watched and filmed knew she’d be soaking wet and eager to relieve the tension which I’d have gladly done for her! As I cuddled Sally before she left I told her that once I’d got the condensed version of our filthy lesbian first-time indulgence I’d get it to her to email to her boyfriend! I advised her to tell him just how much she’s been missing him and just how VERY VERY MUCH she’s been missing the sex! We giggled like teen age girls it was funny and about a week later my friend sent me the condensed version of Sally and I indulging each other, and it looked insanely horny! I met up with Sally and she sent her email and movie file to her boyfriend as discussed! I couldn’t wait to see the result and may word it didn’t take long! I’d hardly returned home when Sally called explaining that her boyfriend had called her almost immediately he received and watched the movie! Without going into greater detail Sally and boyfriend are now happily married in fact I indulged them both at a private swinger’s party not long after they married!

So this brings me to my more recent exploits utilizing the very same technique as I did so with Sally! A Friend yearned to relocate and live in America and her dream of doing so took a huge ramp upwards when via an on-line hook-up the guy treated her to an airline ticket which my friend used to visit Matt (not his real name) My friend Faith (not her real name) was smitten by Matt the ticket paid for was a return fare giving her 10 days in America staying with Matt’s family in Florida. They really hit it off from the moment Matt collected Faith from the airport, it’s always a bit hit & miss when you meet someone on-line, the ability to hide one’s real self is eerily scary but Faith & Matt seemed to really not only hit it off from the get-go but they shared a truly amazing 10 days together! It was the distance that once Faith had returned home to the UK that really got to her! They maintained contact but as the days turned into weeks then months Faith became worried that Matt had lost that sparkle he seemed to have for her especially once she’d arrived in Florida! As I listened to her talking you could really feel her emotion and desire to return to Matt! It was as she spoke that I mentioned I had an ‘IDEA’ she was certainly ‘all ears’ as I told her the story about Sally and her now husband. Faith was shocked she knows me and knows what I do to earn a living she loves the way I describe myself as a very “Hard Wanking Woman” and is cool with my professional life and swinger open & free lifestyle I so enjoy living! It didn’t take long before Faith asked about what she needed to do and I thought ‘you know what it’s easier if I show you’ and showed her a short clip of the movie I made with Sally! Faith stared at my phone screen as I played the short clip, Faith’s a sexy woman and I did fancy her so I was hopeful that whilst she viewed me making Sally orgasm very powerfully that she too would be up for more or the same! To cut a long story a bit short Faith asked if I’d help her by making a film just the very same as I did for Sally and that’s precisely what we did! A few evenings later Faith was experiencing her very first lady on lady sexual experience and my word did she like a duck to water take to it! OH YES! We had a really horny session again captured on digital film, she emailed it to Matt in Florida and he’s told her that not only can he not stop thinking about her but he’s been using the clip to wank himself silly! She’s leaving for her second trip to Florida and to be reunited with Matt in a months time! I wish them both every success, I really enjoyed making both Sally’s and Faith’s movies! Do I feel manipulative? YES, a little but you know what sometimes people need a little bit of sexual coaxing to ramp up there relationship to the next stage! Maybe just maybe it’s a ‘service’ I should offer ladies who are worried about a long-distance relationship faltering! You never know!

Hope you enjoyed reading?

Julie xxx
Wednesday, May 22nd 2019
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To Pay Or Not To Pay!
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To Pay Or Not To Pay

I remember the moment I decided to become a sexual service provider so clearly! I’d returned from spending a year staying at a massage school in Thailand and returned qualified in every area of massage, my entire time spent at the school was absorbed by my desire to become a professional masseuse nothing taught during that year at school related to ‘anything’ sexual quite the opposite in fact! I loved my year spent in Thailand when I returned back to the UK it was my boyfriend (who is now my husband) who introduced me to the exciting world of sexual swinging, I so quickly loved all aspects of enjoying sex with others especially at parties when your surrounded by often multiple couples all eager to indulge and please as was I then and still am! It was during one of my very first swingers’ parties that I decided to demonstrate my ‘Edging’ technique on a party participant! This guy had a lovely big prick, thick and very long a very real ‘prize-winner’ and perfect for oiling up and really going to town on his cock in front of 6 other couples! I knelled next to Stuart (not his real name) and poured a quantity of oil onto his throbbing cock mushroom which I’d exposed fully by pulling back his foreskin and manipulating his very shiny cock head between my fingers! Edging is a most pleasurable act of making the banjo skin or frenulum very taught and once oiled up nicely you use your fingertip to rub up and down this string which creates a very intense set of sensations leading to a most glorious quantity of clear pre-cum oozing out from the opened pee-slit! I love to ‘Edge’ as my Sensualize clients will confirm! So here I am really giving quite a ‘show’ kneeling in the middle of this large lounge with all the other couples sat sprawled out watching me so intensely! As Stuart continued to spew out more and more clear pre-cum I intensified the edging pulling on his banjo-string even more making him moan out quite loudly! He whispered he didn’t think he’d be able to hold back much longer and indeed he didn’t! I felt his massive cock twitch and as my fingers pressed hard against his string I watched as his swollen pee-slit opened up wide as a very thick spurt of white SPUNK erupted and shot up into the air like a fountain! It really was such an impressive sight, prior to my ‘show’ Stuart and I had enjoyed a lengthy 69 my smooth-shaven haven receiving a lovely long fanny lapping from a man who knows how to lick a woman’s pussy! As Stuart took me to the absolute ‘edge’ of orgasm so did I to him! I could barely get my mouth stretched wide enough to accommodate his mighty cock, but I certainly made quite a meal of it so by the time we adjourned to the centre of the lounge for my ‘demonstration’ we both were so very turned on to say the least! As Stuart fired another 3 spurts not as powerful as the first but still quite impressive a couple of the guests began to clap which made Stuart and I laugh out quite loud! I continued draining Stuarts mighty pork sword until he was spunk-dry! He’d made quite a mess his midriff was covered in spunk and I couldn’t (didn’t wish to) stop myself as I bent forward and gave his sticky big knob a jolly good sucking tasting his salty spunk then like the cum guzzling whore I’ve become I licked and hoovered up every last drop of spunk from his navel and tummy area, I must have looked like such a spunk junkie and in essence this is what I was and still very much am, a self confessed lover of baby-batter! It was what happened after my ‘show’ had finished and Stuart and I sat up and faced our audience! He said out loud “Bloody Hell That Was Amazing Never Mind Being a Masseuse You Should Do THAT For a Living You’d Do Ever So Well” and as he said so I smiled but the penny had certainly more than dropped and the rest as they say is Sensualize History!

So everyone this indeed was that ‘Eureka’ moment when I thought to myself “do I want to be running a massage spa catering for yummy-mummy’s and offering pampering packages or do I want to run a business that caters for primarily men (I have a small smattering of woman clients but the majority are men) whom I can use my highly trained massage skills combined with my filthy sexy mind and as simplistically as I’ve tried to describe my life business/career direction I can assure you it all made sense over dealing with Stuarts rather huge ERECTION! I love my life especially my business Sensualize I’ve met some truly lovely clients and many I class as friends; I enjoy being quite a bit more than their ‘Bit on The Side’. Providing sexual services in exchange for money is as old as time! I’ve spoken many times about this ‘exchange’ as I enjoy people’s opinions and views on this subject which is not only so dear to my heart but a subject that so easily can provoke many various takes and points of view! Being an active swinger has brought me into very close contact with couples primarily who live a very indulgent sex life, one which allows sexual freedom within couples far from the insecurity’s and jealousy that so often surrounds couples especially where sex is concerned! The way in which for so many couple’s sexual synchronicity fails usually starts when for so many women ‘SEX’ becomes a chore more than a pleasure and excitement that’s looked forward to experiencing! As such it leaves the man sexually adrift! He’s still nurturing at times an insanely high sex drive with little or no ‘actual’ outlet! When you consider our modern high quality and relatively ‘free’ porn available to all and sundry it only fuels Mr Sexually frustrated even more! So, what can Mr Frustrated do? Seek out a sexually pliable woman to enjoy a regular sexual outlet with? Sounds ideal, sounds straight forward BUT in reality its as far from this as possible! Woman and men are sexually hot-wired so very differently! Men by and large only require ‘sexual opportunity’ to indulge and engage sexually whereby woman generally require a deeper emotional connection before willingly indulging a man sexually! Affairs are never straight forward for the man the excitement the renewed attention especially sexual is addictive it makes men feel ‘alive’ again but like everything in this life it comes at a cost! For some the excitement, the danger even is addictive especially if that person has been living within not only a sexual drought but an emotional drought as well! The age-old term ‘ending in tears’ so often describes affairs as the woman tends to cling onto the belief that ‘He’ll leave her’ referring to the man’s wife and the man’s scared to face the all too many consequences of actually leaving his wife or long-term partner! Finances play a huge fear factor for many! A solicitor friend once told me that when dealing with matrimony divorce cases it seemed as though a man who’d worked hard all his life acquiring property possessions etc finds himself leaving after a divorce with his worldly possessions in a carrier bag! I smiled when my friend told me this BUT! For all too many this indeed is what happens! So here we have the dichotomy, the world is indeed quite full of very horny men all eager to unleash their seed! For many of these guys sadly a regular actual sexual outlet is something that’s not predominant in their lives! Yes, wanking indeed relieves sexual tension BUT it’s not and never could take the place of actual sex! I find that so many of my clients living within a sexless marriage/relationship miss the entire sexual interaction from the build-up when sexual tension is brought up to higher levels, the tease, the knowing ‘It’s GAME-ON’ the process of sexual interaction is such a lovely experience and when you live a life of none or very little sex it’s really not very emotionally healthy!

Some men indeed have an inbuilt aversion to ‘paying for sex’ they believe, feel that ‘THAY’ don’t need to pay for sex! But if we explore this often-used adage we all pay for just about each and everything we do in one way or another! It might be an emotional cost or financial but just about everything that’s self indulging comes at a cost! I put an awful amount of heart & soul in Sensualize, I know that for all too many of my clients especially my most regular ones at home they endure a sexless marriage, they indeed still love their wives/partners ‘BUT’ the sex had dried up for some all to long ago leaving the man with a still extremely active sexual desire mechanism that had no ‘real’ outlet other than utilizing ‘Mother Thumb & Her Four Daughters’ (one’s hand) to wank off usually whilst sneaking a look see at some porn online! Living within a sexless marriage doesn’t mean there’s no love, as we all know sex and love are two very different things! My husband enjoyed a truly almost make-believe sex life right up until 16 months ago when he suffered a brain hemorrhage and the area of his brain that was effected has taken away much or most of his desire mechanism and sadly his sex drive has been reduced to virtually nothing! I still host swinger’s parties at home and when I do hubby is charming and calmly watches some truly sexy and often filthy acts right before him but sadly it has little or no effect on him! Has this effected our relationship our love for each other? NO NOT ONE BIT! I live a completely guilt free indulgent sex life and have done so from the very first months of meeting my now husband! Sex and Love really are two very separate entity’s and its my reality, my 110% love to sexually please that’s made Sensualize successful, I know I’m not and never will be the sexiest porn star you’ll see but when you meet me, you’ll soon discover just how sexually committed I am! I give myself completely and without a shred of guilt because like I mentioned ‘Sex’ and Love really are so very separate and one can indeed experience some of the best sex with others and not require love and it’s many emotional parameters to experience the ‘BEST’ sex ever! So when you consider utilizing a ‘sexual service provider’ try and displace any feelings of sexual guilt because unlike an affair we ‘HARD WANKING WOMAN’ as I like to refer to us whores or ‘tarts with hearts’ we enjoy being of ‘service’ and service we are, we don’t work for free and why on earth should or would we! To all you men who believe “I Don’t Need To Pay For Sex” well I can only wish you continued success as you fulfill your sexual desires and needs because for so very many the number of willing woman prepared to ‘give it up’ freely never seem to indulge, engage nor materialize! I respect everyone’s moral codes and agree that for many men the idea of paying for sex very well might not be an emotional ‘fit’ but I can assure you all the number of men only too keen to indulge by paying to unleash their pent-up ‘baby-batter’ is vast! You only have to look at the number of us ‘HARD WANKING WOMAN’ here on AdultWork to realize its like many things in life driven by not only market forces by supply versus demand! So when the desire and that ‘NEED’ to unleash that pent-up seed becomes strong and the wife/partner isn’t waiting for you sprawled out over the marital or spare room bed it makes sense that indeed you look for a ‘service’ elsewhere! I often on a Sunday post photos of me dressed in my Nun’s costume ‘Sister Sensualize’ with the funny tag’s Praise The Load & Cum Oh Ye Unfaithful (laughter out loud) It needn't be a Sunday it could indeed be any-day! So ‘To Pay or Not To Pay’ that really is down to the individual but in paying for a sexual service it in no way should be seen as a negative experience, no far from it as another of my funny ‘tags’ mentions ‘Park n Ride Me’

Hope you enjoyed reading?

Julie xxx



Wednesday, May 15th 2019
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Wanking Off

I’m fascinated by all things relating to ‘Wanking Off’ I love the fact that for just about everyone (male and female) the act of self masturbation is undoubtedly our first time we enjoy sexual stimulation and once we reach orgasm my word is this an experience we’ll never forget and no matter how often we’ve indulged ourselves you’ll never forget those very early times when we experience such intense self induced stimulation the intensity of these first forays into self induced sexual gratification in all it’s various guises! I was quite a naughty teenager and as I’ve mentioned before in previous blogs I’ve certainly assisted older guys in bringing them off either wanking them off to completion or sucking them off usually drinking down every last drop of their creamy fresh baby-batter! I remember the first time I watched a guy wanking and how insanely turned on I felt at the time! This occurred whist I was visiting a friends house in South London (where I was born) she had a brother who like me was 17 and although he had a girlfriend I knew he’d fancied me from what my friend told me about the way he always asked her questions about me in relation t o did I have a boyfriend? Had I ever had a boyfriend? My friend was a very chilled young woman just as I was and we enjoyed talking about sex, she was going out with a lad a bit older and she used to tell me about all the sexy stuff they got up too and at times alone at home in my room I’d touch myself and frig my young clitty till I orgasmed thinking about some of the horny and at the time filthy (well it seemed so at the time anyway but in reality it wasn’t THAT filthy!) tales of what my friend had told me she’s been getting up too! That night I was round at my friends house her brother was upstairs in his room I went upstairs to use the bathroom and as I approached it noticed her brother’s bedroom door was open ever so slightly! As I walked past I glanced in and like some pervy voyeur stopped and starred at the ‘sight’ that met me! Her brother was wanking off looking at what seemed like a copy of Mayfair! The magazine was spread open on his bed and he had his trousers round his ankles and was wanking what looked like quite a small cock (laughter out quite loud) I have to admit to feeling a bit paralyzed by curiosity and although I thought I’d stayed back far enough to remain anonymous to him I must have made a sound loud enough to make him turn round which indeed he did do and as our eyes locked him still very much gland-in-hand me fighting back the laughter him in the throngs of vinegar strokes (on the absolute edge of spunking I blurted out “Gotcha” which stopped his wanking dead in it’s tracks! I continued along the landing and went into the bathroom, once I’d pulled down my tight knickers I felt do wet and very sticky such was the effect even such a very short pervy glance at my friend’s brother wanking himself off had on me! I had a quick pee and if I’m honest couldn’t wait to return towards her brothers’ room to see if indeed he still had his cock out or if the embarrassment of being caught in the ‘act’ had brought about an abrupt end to his self enjoyment! As I walked back along the corridor I noticed his door was now closed! I’d obviously scarred the living daylights out of him, and he’d not wanted to prolong the obvious embarrassment any further! This teenage recollection for me heralded a love of all things masturbation both in watching others and very much in taking part myself both in pleasuring myself and assisting others!

Another very risky indulgence I used to enjoy was going to the park not far from my home again during my teen years between 17-19 with my then best friend of the same age! We both used to talk about sex and although we didn’t have regular boyfriends we loved teasing guys and the park was a regular hunting ground for our quite risky ventures such as what I’m about to tell you about now! The park was huge and a renowned place for pervy action we used to always go to the same bench near a large group of trees and sit wearing our short tight skirts usually having taken our panties off before we left home! Our fun was had at the expense of guys who used to be out on the ‘make’ as we used to refer to it back in those days! On this one occasion on a warm spring evening at about 8.30pm as it was beginning to get dark this old perv whom we knew only as ‘Razzle’ turned up looking to see if he could get his cock sucked (yes it was predominately a gay pick up park) and we loved watching him go through his little ritual of standing just out of sight then get his cock out and start wanking himself off like crazy trying to get the attention of another perv in the hope he’d entice the other guy over to him and to get on his knees and nosh him off as we used to refer to it! So on this blamy evening he was standing just enough out of sight but not enough so that we couldn’t see him tossing himself off! After what seemed like only about 5 minutes another guy approached us and seemed transfixed staring at our thighs which we’d exposed by hitching up our skirts showing off quite a lot of creamy white fleshy thigh between us! My friend who like me wasn’t backwards in coming forwards said in her loud South London accent “Like What You See Geezer” to which he replied “Cor What Not half” this only brought out the devil within her when she responded by inviting him over to notsh off ‘Razzle’ who was now facing us wanking himself silly! This guy quickly said “FUCK OFF I Don’t Need That Old Perv I’m More Interested in You beauty’s which made us both smile! There was nobody about and I laughed when my mate suggested he show us how big his knob was! I thought ‘OK’ what if he does and yes you guessed it he began unbuckling his belt and unzipped his jeans and lobbed out a huge semi-hard prick! He moved closer to us and we both bunched up close together getting quite an eyeful as he began stroking his monster which soon got rock hard! He pleaded with us to show us our pussy’s but as much as we loved teasing we both didn’t want to be fucked by strangers in the local park! As crazy as it sounds we both got off on the attention and the insane obscenity watching these open park perves in full on wanking action! This guy was transfixed staring at our plump creamy white thighs on display only a foot or so away from him as he continued wanking himself crazy! My friend has massive teen tits which never failed to get guys attention I told her to lob em out and without hesitation she pulled up her tight tee-shirt and pulled out her knockers for our new friend to get much more than an eye full! “FUCK WHAT A PAIR YOU GOT DOLL” was his reaction and he was right she certainly had a lovely huge pair! I moved closer and reached out for his cock and as I did so he moved closer allowing my hand to get a grip of his fucking huge knob! I started tossing him off like crazy as my mate squeezed her huge tits together tweaking her thimble thick nipples making them stand out like toy soldiers! We had this guy literally in the palm of our (well my) hands his face a picture of utter joy! He began moaning and said he couldn’t last much longer and as soon as he said as much I upped the anti and began really tugging on his rigid prick for all I was worth “ooh fuck that’s it don’t STOP” he muttered and then he let go a massive stream of SPUNK hitting her right tit then as I continued wanking him off he shot a further three spurts each spurt gradually dropping in intensity and quantity of spunk until he was ‘spent’. Her tits got a right good coating as did my right hand which was also dripping from his very thick creamy baby-batter! What a sight we must have been as now it was dark and as my friend casually squeezed back in her massive tits into her ill-fitting bra which I’m certain she used to wear on these occasions on purpose! Still covered in spunk he now shoving his still stiff cock back inside his pants then fucked off without a thank-you or howdy dowdy (laughter out loud). As we watched this stranger disappear out of sight we noticed pervy ‘Razzle’ across from us with another perv on his knees taking ‘Razzle’s’ cock in his mouth giving him a right good noshing off! We walked back to my house laughing like a couple of crazed lunatics! Yes it was a bit dodgy going to THAT park at night but we never really felt vulnerable maybe we would do so today being 17 as we were back then but the experience was ever such a pervy turn-on!

My love of wanking as you can see got off to quite an early start age wise and to this day I not only love to use my considerable skills in getting my clients cocks as hard as iron bars but also enjoy watching them take over once I’ve gotten them up to maximum operating hardness! The sight and the ‘sound’ yes that unmistakable noise that emits from a juicy big hard prick as it reaches the vinegar strokes is insanely horny in my opinion! I’m quite an expert in the ‘art’ of ‘EDGING’ which involves manipulating the banjo-string having pulled the foreskin as far back as can go! This ‘act’ leads to such intense pleasure not only for the lucky client but for me also! I love the build up the early beginnings of clear pre-cum that emits from the wide-open pee-slit knowing the lovely creamy sometimes very thick white baby-batter is never far from erupting quite often like a spurt from a water feature! I love the fact that the vast majority of men form a relationship with there cocks usually from a young age that never falters as they get older! I have clients aged over 75 who still enjoy ‘knocking one out’ as I sometimes refer to a solo wanking session that results in orgasm! It doesn’t matter if a client gushes out a huge spurt of spunk or hardly any! What turns me on is the build up the time taken to get nice and hard and that ‘journey’ taking a flaccid penis up and hard as rock until the level of arousal reaches that creamy stage when clear pre-cum emits from the pee-slit, this is pure sex magic in my opinion! I’ve teased and stroked so many men's wands and each time I do the excitement I can assure you is never just the man’s for I too feel so very wet and sticky between my thighs! Oh YES WANKING it’s a labour of love and one I never tire of performing! I’ve taken clients into coffee shop disabled toilets and loved wanking them hard sucking them to completion tasting those first spurts of creamy thick SPUNK drinking down every last drop of the precious sex-nectar! Oh yes somewhere around the world someone’s wanking themselves off! This thought turns me on like crazy! It’s as the old joke says “You Can Beat an Egg But You Can’t Beat a WANK”

Hope you enjoyed reading?

Julie xxx

Wednesday, May 8th 2019
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Indulging Clients Fantasy’s

I so enjoy discovering my clients sexual fantasy’s many follow a familiar route it might be the older woman who’s needing her forgotten fanny to be givin a really good seeing too by the younger man who’s a bit dumb but ever so full of CUM! I’ve indulged this quite a few times as my client opens up about his youth and a very strong desire to fuck the living daylights out of a much older woman, it might have been a friend of his Mother’s who every time she visited would result in my client then a wank crazed teenager needing to pop upstairs into his room or the bathroom and ‘knock one out’ laughter out loud! I’m certain so many of you men reading this will not only be able to relate to such a scenario/personal history similarity but have many other sexual fantasies you may or may not have ever aired to anyone else! Whilst Sensualizing I’m no stranger to allowing my filthy mind free reign and once my client feels comfortable enough, I love listening to what he or ‘she’ begins talking about! Often the conversation will start by me revealing ‘some’ of my sexual fantasies and boy I have quite a few! This helps enable my client to feel able to open up and reveal ‘all’ I’m very respectful and privacy goes hand in hand with utter confidentiality when ever my clients begin telling me their deepest sexual fantasies! I sometimes begin by talking about some of my sexual desires as a young woman wishing to discover all I could about sex but not having the confidence I have now to indulge these desires! This scenario is not uncommon, with youth comes inexperience and when you consider the extremely high level of insecurity sand lack of confidence it’s no wonder so many of these earlier years of sexual desires never actually see the light of day nor ever become known to others! I remember as a teenager at school looking forward to catching a glimpse of the male P.T. instructor who sadly never took us girls for P.E. he would round the boys up and take them away to play football, he always wore these insanely tight black running tights displaying what to me seemed like a huge cock bulge! I remember this so vividly like it was yesterday, but it certainly wasn’t yesterday it was back in 1993 when I was just 17! The teacher who will remain anonymous had a very fit body, but it was THAT HUGE BULGE that got my attention and back home in my bedroom I used to play with my pussy rubbing my young clitty like crazy thinking about the teacher’s massive cock! I so wanted to see it! To touch it and yes see how much of it I could get into my young very horny mouth! I’m sure I wasn’t the only one at school who harbored sexual desires and fantasies about that teacher! It seems that quite a number of you horny guys also had very strong desires for older teachers or friends of the family whilst you where developing sexually! These sometimes-age-old sexual fantasies are so intense as at the time they would have felt so overwhelmingly powerful and usually monopolized one’s private masturbation sessions for both young woman and men! I enjoyed some very edgy and looking back on them ‘risky’ actual sexual encounters that resulted from the starting point of sexual fantasy, one such occurrence for me was when I was 17 sat on a very quiet bus one evening returning home from a friends an older guy sat opposite me at the back of the bus could’t keep his dirty eyes off my thighs which although quite plump looked insanely sexy in the tight skirt I was wearing that evening! This old perv was enjoying the show and I hadn’t even got started! I moved about very suggestively keeping eye contact with this old (he must have been about 50 but when your 17 that’s old laughter out loud) guy who was now starting to squirm on his seat, I knew he was ever so turned on and I also knew my young cunt was now sopping wet! What happened next just may have set my sexual future up and in-line for my current business laughter out loud again!

The old cunt said he had a proposition for me! I looked directly into his eyes and in quite a grumpy accent said to him “Oh Yeah Like What” he said he’d give me a tenner if I showed him my pussy! “YOU WHAT A FUCKING TENNER YOUR AVE’N A LAUGH MATE” but he was deadly serious and we were sat alone at the back of the bus, my stop was about 10 minutes away and I remember thinking to myself I’d better make up my mind fast or the opportunity (yes I thought a tenner to flash my ‘Jack n Danny’ FANNY wasn't bad way back then) would pass! I could see how insanely turned on this old guy was and so I blurted out “I’ll give you a good flash for a SCORE” (a score is £20 twenty quid) he didn’t even take a moment to think about it he took out his wallet and handed my over a crisp fresh twenty pound note! As soon as I’d got hold of the note I remember scrunching it up holding it in my hand ever so tightly as if he was going to try and take it back which he didn’t do! I hitched up my tight skirt so high it exposed my very tight quite skimpy white panties! I pulled the gusset across giving the old perv a right eye-full I can assure you! He suddenly became what to me seemed like he was more mesmerized than hypnotized laughter out quite loud! He then unzipped his trousers and pulled out a massive very veiny rock-hard prick! I said to him “YOU DIRTY FUCKER” to which he seemed uninterested and began wanking himself off like crazy! I’d never seen a man wanking before and my fanny was already sopping wet but now I was drenched as the filthy reality of my taking twenty quid from an old perv on a deserted night bus in London suddenly hit home to me! His hand was a blur he was wanking this massive cock sat opposite me whilst I continued pulling my tight white pantie gusset to one side giving him a right show! I knew my stop wasn’t far now and told the old guy I would be getting off in five minutes to which he blurted out “I’m GETTING OFF NOW” and as he said as much I watched as a huge thick creamy white fountain of SPUNK erupted from his pee-slit landing on his lap making a right mess of himself! I watched intensely as his still rock-hard prick spewed out more and more of this very thick creamy goo! I remember feeling ever so tempted to touch his massive cock I was insanely turned on but something within me stopped me moving forward and touching his still very stiff prick! I could see my stop approaching and straightened myself pulling down my tight skirt as he put his cock back inside his trousers zipped himself up and as I got up to ring the bell to stop he smiled and thanked me very much which made me smile too! As I walked up to the front of the bus to get off the other passengers looked at me, but I knew they couldn’t have seen what had just happened nor back then could the bus driver (this was back in the day’s before buses had camera’s installed) have witnessed our very naughty show! The bus pulled over for my stop and as I got off I watched as the bus pulled away and as it did so I could see the old guy still sat in the same seat as if nothing had occurred! My young teenage fanny was awash I was very turned on and twenty quid better off! I should have felt concerned, worried by my extreme behavior but what I remember about that night on the bus was how insanely turned on I was! Did I want to touch that old chap’s cock? HELL YES!! If it wasn’t for worrying about missing my stop I’m sure ‘d have leaned over and wanked his monster off for him! I’ve told this story to clients when exploring fantasy’s only for me what happened that night on the bus wasn’t a fantasy! What telling my clients does is it enables them to feel free to confess and reveal as will I do so! I refer to these sessions as my Sensualize Filthy Mind aerobics! This phrase usually makes my clients laugh but I do so enjoy the point where a client feels so at ease in my company that he or she can tell me about their own sexual fantasies!

For most parts sexual fantasies remain just that ‘Fantasies’ that sadly never become sexual realities! I love to indulge my clients in various role-play scenario’s which can revolve around me dressing in my very sexy office admin worker business suit look! I love wearing these tight skirts fishnet stockings or sheer stockings with seams up the back a crisp just ironed white blouse and of course forgetting to wear any panties! Now for anyone whose ever worked or indeed still does work in an office I’m sure you’ll have noticed ‘THAT’ woman wearing the tight figure clinging skirt, that top either a shirt, blouse that struggles to contain her big full tits, you’ve secretly been ogling her for ages, desperate to find yourself alone with her somewhere quiet out of view of fellow co-workers allowing you to undress her to reveal that horny full body that’s made your cock twitch on too many occasions! Your hands trembling as she encourages you to unbutton her very tight fitting blouse, you struggle with the buttons her huge tit’s filling her bra eager to be released as you thumble and bumble away until finally her buttons are all undone! You glimpse her huge deep cleavage and now your desperate to find her bra clasp so you can finally after years of yearning to unleash her puppies! Finally you un-clip her bra and the weight of her tit’s so easily unleashes them and now they are in your horny hands! You can’t get over just how heavy they are, her nipples thimble thick and surrounded by dark huge saucer sized areola’s! You kiss her passionately you’ve waited and wanted this moment for as long as you first set eyes on her and now you have her! Your mouths entwined your cock bursting to be released from your pants! Your hands are feeling her arse your desire for her know’s no boundaries as you feel her large sexy peachy arse! She feels for your hard cock and expertly unzips you feeling inside your pants for your swollen prick as soon as her hand finds your stiff shaft you feel yourself flinch as she eagerly pulls your cock out from its restraints! She’s over eager to taste you and drops to her knees, as she does so you look down at the sight now before you, her massive cleavage with her thimble thick and very stiff nipples hold your glaze but then you feel her face against your midriff her mouth open and her horny tongue reaching out to feel your swollen cock mushroom. You feel her explore your sticky pre-cum oozing pee-slit, your as turned on as turned on can be! She now takes your cock head into her mouth and gives you such a fantastic sucking, her mouth acting like a piston gulping down your very hard shaft you wonder how long you can hold out? She’s good, in fact very good but she takes you out of her mouth and looking up at you TELLS YOU TO FUCK HER WET CUNT NOW! You don’t need further prompting and she bends over the old desk in the room you’ve found and now your rubbing your cock up and down her sopping wet pussy entrance! She’s so ready and so are you within seconds your balls deep inside her wanton hole! You fuck her hard and know you’ll not last long, she announces her orgasm! It’s huge and sprays a fine gush of lady goo over your prick and balls! She tells you to let go over her face and huge tits! She again drops to her knees and you toss yourself off over her pretty face and tit’s, three very thick creamy blasts of spunk erupt from your pee-slit coating her face and tits, she looks amazing covered in your pent up jizz! You look down but now what do you see?? YES, It’s ME! I do so love indulging my clients fantasies!

Hope you enjoyed reading?

Julie xxx


Wednesday, May 1st 2019
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RolePlay

I do enjoy sexual role play it’s something I’d never encountered nor tried until I became a swinger 6 years ago! Before then sex would take on the standardized format of getting turned on and horny followed by the good old in and out laughter out quite loud! Becoming a swinger opened my sexual pathways allowing my fantasy’s to be indulged and become very real experiences. I loved this almost ‘Rights of Passage’ and yes, my ‘passage’ certainly got it’s fill more of that laughter out bit louder! I first encounted ‘Role-Play’ at a private swinger’s party held at a very private swinger’s group in a lovely quite remote county house! The ‘theme’ that weekend (yes the party was held over a Saturday evening/Sunday Morning Staying At The Property) was ‘Chamber maids & Lord of The Manor’ so woman attending were asked to bring along maids style dresses and outfits with stockings and scantily underwear appropriate to pulling off (quite literally) the ‘LOOK’ of a sexy slutty maid working in ‘service’ for the lord and masters of the house! The swinger group my now husband and I belonged too required we attend an interview before being accepted as ‘members’ the reason for this quite formal interview was to make sure that I the woman was in no way being coerced into becoming a sexual ‘swinger’ I very much wasn’t in any way being coerced but I understood and respected the groups need to be certain that new ‘members’ indeed attended parties happily and understood what the format of the parties involved. We paid an annual fee to join this very private & select group the fee was to whittle out time-wasters which represented another reason to attend the interview which we both understood! Parties would be held every 3 weeks in a member’s home so long as the home could accommodate at least 20 couples which made sense! The money paid in the form of an annual membership fee would be used to fund each member’s party so drink & food costs would be covered and be provided for by the club’s treasurer a very well-run club indeed! So back to that weekend when I indulged and experienced my very first sexual ‘Role-Play’ indulgence!

We pulled off a country road into a private drive which ran for what seemed like at least half a mile, we didn’t know what to expect driving along this private drive! the sight we encountered as the house came into view was utterly stunning! Gravel drive replaced the tarmac we’d just driven along and about 10 vehicles were parked outside, we pulled up and a woman dressed in Riding attire (tight beige jodhpurs tweed jacket and shiny black leather riding boots) came out to meet us and get us parked up! She turned out to be our host, her and her husband owned this spectacular property and as we picked up our overnight bag containing my miads outfit she led us into the house and showed us to our room. She soon put us both at ease as for all her obvious ‘Pomp & Posterity’ she was so very down to earth and made us both laugh when describing she’d felt so turned on from her mornings vigorous ‘RIDE’ we all laughed knowing that events about to unfold would most certainly take care of not only her sexual ‘needs’ but ours too! We soon settled in and as it was nearly time for the party to officially start, I got changed into my sexy maids’ outfit which really pushed my big tits together capping the ‘look’ I knew was desired by all! We went downstairs and started mingling with the other guests most of whom we had met at a previous party but this one was going to be our first with a ‘theme’ our hosts were lovely ever so ‘posh’ your typical landed gent and his toffee-nosed wife. only as soon as you spoke to them they seemed to easily tone down the very upper-class toffee-ness and made you feel so at ease in their company! The host was dressed in a very tight pair of trousers frilly white shirt bow tie and his wife was dressed in a very expensive looking maids dress which showed off her enormous knockers to perfection! I found myself staring at her especially her massive tit’s which her dress seemed to be struggling to hide her huge saucer sized areloa’s I couldn’t wait to get my hands and mouth on her! It became evident that everyone was so at ease taking on the persona of for the men ‘Lord of The Manor’ & the Woman ‘Loyal Subservient maids’ Within the large lounge area right beside a massive open fireplace (it was spring time so the fire wasn’t lit!) Our host invited the men to form an ordely queue and as they did so us ‘ladies’ were required to one by one take down the first man’s trousers exposing their prick’s and give it a good clean! A bowl of warm water and soap alongside towels was provided for this little ‘show’ The first man was our host and his wife demonstrated what to do! She knelled before him unbuckling his trousers and as they fell to the floor his lovely big veiny prick sprung out straight, she then used a flannel to soap up his huge knob and took time pulling back his foreskin exposing his massive cock mushroom as she gave his cock and heavy balls a really good soaping up! Another woman took on the very same task with the next guy in line until I took on the 6th or 7th man adopting the role of subservient maid to the lord of the house! Once all the men had been washed very thoroughly the lady of the house told everyone that her CUNT needing preparing for a good hard FUCKING! Her posh accent making this statement sound all the more sexy! She pulled up her skirt showing off her quite hairy pussy and sat back on one of the huge sofa’s inviting the woman next to her to get down on her knees and lick her CUNT! Everyone by now had moved closer to watch this show as she unleashed her enormous knockers from her very tight-fitting bodice I couldn’t resist and immediately went down on her prize winners, taking one of her massive saucer sized dark brown areola’s into my mouth my tongue flicking and darting across her thimble thick nipple teat! As I was doing so, I felt my dress being raised exposing my peachy arse as I felt my cheeks being parted by a lovely pair of warm hands!

I then heard the master of the house TELL the chap to leave me alone! In quite a raised voice, followed by “You’ll Have Plenty of Time To FUCK HER SOON” which made me smile! The lady of the house then asked that I swop places with the woman licking and lapping away on her hairy mary! Once I was down between her quite muscular thighs my face soon found itself buried into her hairy fanny, I parted her luv-lips and began really going for it big time! The other woman was now snogging her and lady manor said she could smell her CUNT on her breath which really turned me on as I licked her very large thick clitty! I could sense she was getting ever so close to orgasm but just as I was about to enjoy taking her over the ‘edge’ she TOLD me to get up as she needed FUCKING! As soon as I got up, she beckoned the closest guy to FUCK HER NOW! And my word she wasn’t joking, this guy still dressed from above the waist but naked from below positioned himself kneeling before lady manor and plundered his rock-hard length all the way up her, she’d positioned her legs over his shoulders and TOLD him to FUCK HER AS HARD AS HE COULD! She suddenly let go an almighty orgasm and TOLD the guy to also let go deep inside her! I watched as he juddered as he spunked his load inside her, once he’d stop twitching inside her she TOLD him to pull out and as he did so she told another woman to clean her up as the other woman went down on her she let go quite a gush of lady-wee alongside the guy’s spunk just deposited deep within her! The woman now down between her thighs eagerly licked and lapped up this heady brew of lady-wee and SPUNK! For the rest of us watching it was insanely filthy yet ever so horny! This little ‘Show’ really got the party started! Within minutes I’d found myself sat on another large sofa with two very hard cocks stood before me! I pulled them in close and got to work with my filthy mouth rubbing my tongue against each in turn till I held them both together and really gave them such a serious going over! My fanny was awash I was insanely turned on as were my two men stood before me! I needed fucking and I didn’t need to ask twice in fact I didn’t need to ask at all! I laid back opening my very wet sopping CUNT and the nearest guy was now rubbing his very hard prick up and down my sopping wet gash entrance, he soon eased himself into me and not to leave the other guy unattended I beckoned him over to my all too eager mouth to resume sucking him off! I was being fucked ridged my fanny gripping my guy who was balls deep inside me and I didn’t even know his name nor was I bothered! what I needed I was getting as was he! I felt my orgasm building and let go over his cock just as the man I was sucking let go a huge stream of warm creamy baby-batter down my throat! I gulped his thick seed down as I felt the guy twitch and pump my fanny full of his spunk! As soon as he’d pulled out another guy took his place, I realized I had a queue of guys eager to fuck my wanton hole! I wasn’t complaining in fact I couldn’t get enough! After 3 others all fucking my CUNT senseless had their fill (as did I) a woman asked me to straddle her face! I was oozing SPUNK from the 4 guys who’d just fucked what felt like the living daylights out of me! She was on a lounge chair a very expensive looking piece of furniture, her head on a pillow the perfect sex chair. I moved over to her feeling spunk dripping from my pussy! As I straddled her face thick creamy drops of spunk dribbled out from me onto her face and open mouth! It was insanely filthy and again I had attracted quite a few sexy spectators! Men being sucked off or wanked by their maids, it was insane! My pussy was now being fanny lapped like crazy and I could feel her drinking up all the freshly brewed creamy baby-batter that I’d had fucked up me! It was such an amazing party, the filth going on and on into the very small hours (3am) we crashed out very tired at about 2.30am slept in till 9am and went downstairs to enjoy a lovely buffet style breakfast chatting away with everyone you’d never have guessed that only 7 hours or so ago we’d all been sucking and fucking each other like crazy! BRILLIANT Introduction to ‘Role-Play’.

Hope you enjoyed reading?

Julie xxx


Wednesday, April 24th 2019
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Small Medium & Liar

I often make people smile when I refer to the size of mens cock’s as Small, Medium or Liar! I know only too well how sensitive the subject of penis size indeed is to countless men of all ages! During many years of attending and hosting swingers’ parties and running Sensualize I’ve certainly seen and indulged many cocks and when I say ‘cock’s’ I’m referring to penis’s not men behaving as COCK’S laughter out very loud! Does it matter the size of a mans’s cock? Well if you’ve watched an insanely high amount of porn you’d probably say that size indeed matters, BUT as we all know sex as depicted in the vast majority of high quality high-end porn can so easily leave you feeling that yes you really do need to possess a huge wrist thick 10 inch plus KNOB! But let’s talk about the real world, yes everyday life Mr Average and I can assure you he’s certainly NOT packing anything close to wrist thick and 10 inces for starters! Just as us woman tend NOT to be perfect size 10 with insanely huge tits and a fanny that could accommodate such porn monsters! No, the vast majority of woman (Me Included) have fluctuating weight issues our tits tend to sag a little or quite a lot! More laughter out loud! I enjoy watching porn it turns me on I also enjoy watching porn that shows insanely hung black guys pumping the living daylights out of one of those immaculate size 10 with insanely huge knockers’ woman I just mentioned! So, what does that say about me? Does it mean I only get turned on by guys with massive black pricks? NO of course it doesn’t! What it says is YES I really do enjoy seeing the visual treat of guys with huge meat doing the dirty but I live and run my business in and catering for the real world and as such my personal and working sex life involves indulging sexually men with cocks ranging from 3-7 inches the number of times I’ve indulged those with cocks measuring 10 or more inches I can count on one hand! No for me my very biggest sexual turn-on is how sexually aroused and turned on I’ve been able to make my partner, my client or someone I’m sexually indulging at a swinger’s party! Sexual arousal is for me my ‘THING’ my sexual energy is at its highest when I know that the man connected to the penis regardless of how big or small it might be is high! I’m such a lover of SPUNK or ‘Baby-Batter’ as I like to refer to it and I find the at times copious amount of Baby-Batter’ a man produces once he’s very turned on to be a huge turn on for me! I can assure everyone that in no way does sperm production and quantity of sperm once ejaculated has any link or relevance to the size of the penis it’s just shot out from! I love the fact that so often my clients have re framed from wanking themselves off prior to visiting me knowing my love of the Batter they like me find it such an incredible turn on once they unleash and unleash at times a lovely creamy thick load all over my face and tits! I have clients who have aired insecurities they feel are lodged firmly in what they feel is a lack of their own penis endowment! I know only to well how over powering this very real sense of wishing it was bigger can be and become for men! I always try to help and help by explaining that sexually it’s not the size of a man’s prick that matters but the sexual connection you make with another that truly matters! One of my most regular of clients falls into this category of men who wish they had a larger penis, this resulted in him turning up on one occasion with a huge cucumber with a condom stretched over it! YES he wanted to fuck me with this vegetable and seeing him present this to me was as far from a turn on as can be! I Sensualized him and then he fucked his huge condom covered cucumber up my tight cunt! He enjoyed this and I enjoyed him finding it a turn on for him! BUT for me it was anything but a turn on!! I wanted him and still do to fuck his cock up me, he never needed that condom covered cucumber and it was quite some time after that I indeed told him which I did so not to make him feel bad or in any way sexually inferior, no it was because I missed feeling him and his own very real and very hard cock fuck me! My client remains to this day such a dear friend he like many of my clients lives within a sexless marriage and I’m his filthy cum whore and always will be!

In our modern on-demand world and ease with which we can indeed access porn it’s not difficult to feel a bit concerned at the ease with which people who do have strong levels of sexual insecurity issues can find the shine and un-realness of these porn athletes fueling there already high levels of sexual inadequacy’s! I myself often smile looking at the often insanely sexy woman online and thinking to myself “Oh My Word I Could Never Look THAT GOOD” and when I think such thoughts for me yes it’s very real but thankfully it never lasts too long and I return to my own reality quickly and this is what each and every one of us should do ‘if’ or ‘when’ ever we find ourselves ogling at these incredibly sexy near perfect body performers! I know that during swingers’ parties newbie's (couples, single woman who are attending the party for the first time) can to begin with find themselves dealing with high levels of insecurity's not only resulting from seeing there partners indulging sexually with others but body image issues! I’ve attended parties that may have what I often refer to as the ‘Golden-Couple’ the ones who look incredibly good, usually very fit and wth that porn-body I’ve just mentioned! So, for the first timers it can be quite daunting seeing such near perfect bodies when often they don’t feel too at ease with themselves physically! I try and always pick up on first timer’s nerves especially if I feel they might be feeling a bit inadequate physically! I always approach this situation by firstly taking them to one side and often upstairs into a bedroom to indulge them ‘both’ sexually as I do enjoy being their ‘FIRST’ ever swingers party conquest! This usually calms them down quite a lot it’s amazing how easily you can distract a couple when my face is buried between her thighs my tongue licking and lapping away on her clity whilst her partner is fucking me from behind! I know how much the view that both she and especially he will be enjoying to say nothing of how turned on we all are! I find that once I’ve introduced first timers to the pleasures of ‘Shared-Sexual-Indulgences’ they soon forget about any insecurity that just might have debilitated them from ever actually getting off the blocks and started! During these parties quite often, hardened swingers are often walking around the party venue naked or very scantily clad. Again for those new to this it can be quite overwhelming so again I find myself in Swinger Mother-Hen mode trying to assure those feeling a bit out of there comfort zone that the secret to successful swinging is to set your own personal boundaries and this can be in how you dress, how much your comfortable revealing and once you’ve set these parameters you’ll find yourselves really enjoying the joy of indulging sexually without inhibitions which is the best way to indulge as a sexual swinger! It’s once our minds engage our deepest horny filthy mode that the real sexual fun begins it’s truly not about how big the man’s prick is or how huge a woman’s tits are it’s what we can all share and experience once and only once we go far from any inhibitions we might be hanging onto! I’ve witnessed this so many times and truly enjoyed the most amazing sex with men and woman who like me don’t possess anything like the stereotype porno body or huge penis!

The increasing amount of woman having cosmetic procedures is increasing and none more so than within the Sexual Services and porn performers sector! I can see why? You only need look at porn, and you’ll see woman with what I refer to as the perfect porn body slim but with insanely huge tit’s! it looks good and certainly gets attention and WORK which is after all why for many they embarked upon the cosmetic surgery route in the first place! I’ll never condemn anyone who decides to undertake the cosmetic surgery route in search of that ‘LOOK’ they so strongly desire. I also admire woman and men who feel at ease with how nature has endowed them physically and most importantly mentally! It tends to boil back down to our minds and how at ease or not we feel about ourselves. Being a sexual service provider tends to mean you get naked and for many people being naked can be quite an uncomfortable experience, I remember that very first time I visited that naturist ‘spa’ on a Saturday evening when it was open to swingers (couples) only and as I walked into the communal changing area feeling a little uncomfortable in getting undressed alongside men and woman, everyone except me was stripping off without a care in the world but for me this was my very first time visiting a club that hosted swingers. I was surprised by just how quickly you become acclimatized to being in the company of primarily naked men and woman, at the spa most just wrapped a towel around themselves whilst others walked around naked without a blinking an eye! I initially thought I’d be and feel so over conscious parading around even with just a towel wrapped around me to say nothing over letting it drop to the floor whilst about to indulge and engage sexually with others! But I didn’t, I’ve said this so many times before “I’m truly no porn star” and so often whilst at swingers’ clubs private swingers parties I’m never the sexiest best body on show but ladies & gentlemen IT REALLY DOESN’T MATTER! What really matters is being at ease with ourselves, so when you find yourself watching porn and tuning in to see your favorite performers in action just enjoy the ‘SHOW’ because this indeed is what it is! It’s great being a part of the ‘Real-World’ and accepting our wobbly bits, saggy tits big bellies oh and tiny willies why? Because what ever nature has bestowed us with physically it did so for a reason and happiness is finding a way of not being so overwhelmed by what so easily seems like body failures, no instead smile to yourself and be thankful your not on that endless pursuit of what’s sadly referred to as the ‘PERFECT BODY’ I can assure you I’ve seen and indulged sexually with every body size shape and color and have had THE best sexual encounters with people from every shape and size genre imaginable! My words sadly could never heal a person who truly suffers from body dysmorphia especially if it makes you feel sexually inadequate! No cock no pair of Tits could ever be as big as our brains imagination so at the risk of truly not wishing to sound in anyway condescending ‘LOVE YOURSELF’ you’ll be amazed at how easy it is for so many others to love you back!

Hope you enjoyed reading?

Julie xxx


  

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