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Monday, April 24th 2023

Hi boys

Morning boys. Very short message today. My mental and emotional health isn't in a good place just now, so I am taking the decision to step away from everything for a while. I am likely to return, I just need some space right now. I will check in now and then, I intend to upload some new photos too, a couple of videos too, but it's doubtful I will be seeing clients for a little while. Sorry x

Olivia x

Good grief, I merely wanted to post a short message, but it seems there's a minimum word count of 100 words for blog posts, so let's see if these last few get me there ....

Wednesday, March 15th 2023

Hello!

Well hello boys, how lovely it is for me to be posting a bit of a new blog in a much more happy state of mind than I have of late!! I've started to get on top of things and I'm much more settled now, so I've caught up with my messages and that sort of thing. I've just added some new photos to my private gallery and have some to add to the normal gallery, and as you will have seen there's some video clips gone up to, so I think I'm all up to date!! Just seem to have a problem with the video software now, goodness, it's one thing after another and doesn't help that I am not very computer literate!

I have to turn clips into Mp4s you see, do some rudimentary editing, which basically means I fade them out at the end lol ... not clever enough to do any fancy editing, but I do fancy learning however, but anyway either my graphics card in the laptop is old, the driver doesn't work or I've done something wrong, which wouldn't surprise me, so before I film any more, I need to sort that lot out! Anyway, the desire is there, it's a bit of kinky fun filming things for you boys actually. The only sad thing is that generally I like music on for a bit of atmosphere, but it's not allowed for Adultwork videos, copyright issues I gather. A shame, as I like music on when I play and also there's a couple of Apps I use to make little video clips, set them to tracks with features and filter things. Anyway, they're a bit of fun, just not for your eyes on Adultwork sadly it seems!

Okidokey then boys, onwards and upwards. I look forward to hearing from, and seeing some of you in coming weeks xx

Lots of love,

Olivia x

Tuesday, March 7th 2023

Good afternoon boys x

I've written this kind of blog before, I know, and I haven't read my previous couple before writing this one, so it's off the cuff. I cannot keep making excuses, we all have lives to lead, mine is becoming complicated and rather stressful, however I add to that stress myself by worrying about you boys, having not been in touch, those of you I might have upset or annoyed and things like that, so I had to drop in to write something. I have many messages to reply to, I've had a few text messages too, so I'm sorry if you've felt I've been absent without leave these past weeks.

Whilst I am catching up, I have uploaded some new videos and will be adding to may galleries these next few days too, change my profile pictures I think too, a but of an update and a revamp, "clearing the decks" so to speak, so for those of you who are not completely mad at me, please bear with me, I will get back to you all.

Love,

Olivia x

Tuesday, December 6th 2022

Oh bloody hell ....

Right boys, you lovely, lovely boys. It might not have escaped your notice, however I have been somewhat "not myself" to say the least these past weeks. The stye, the chest infection, my rapidly ageing parents, the fact my house is bloody freezing because I can't afford to get my heating sorted out, I'm in a mess to be honest, have been for a while, and then I get enormous pangs of conscience when I've neglected you, your messages, and appear to have just gone AWOL. I've just logged in actually, to find 27 messages which makes me feel worse, you lovely boys, I am so sorry. So, I am writing this blog post and will reply to each of you with a brief "please read my blog" for now, and catch up properly as soon as I can.

I escort, but that doesn't need to mean I'm hard nosed and don't care about you. I do, and it makes me feel really low when I realise I have let you down, or simply haven't replied to your messages. However, things haven't been easy for a while in my life. They are getting better I am pleased to say and I have a few bookings this next little while but like buses, you wait for one then three turn up, which basically means, I'm kind of all sorted and ready to go again, and yet Christmas is looming fast, which is the next thing which might mess things up!!!

Anyway, I have a few bookings this next week or two, those of you who have my number can message me of course, and I will endeavour to reply systematically to all those 27 messages, honestly, I will get around to it but it does seem likely that I might well be busy until the new year I guess.

One does have plans however. Despite being off colour and frankly, bloody miserable recently, the mind hasn't stopped thinking, the libido hasn't disappeared and let me assure you, I have no intention of hanging up the heels! I did some film clips a little while back which you seem to enjoy, and have plans for more. There's a friend of mine with whom I will be arranging some filming and photo sessions with girls he knows so there are plans being made believe me.

I often think I am too honest, too open about my life, my family worries and all that kind of thing, but I can't help it. I am so very genuine, I wear my heart on my sleeve, so can only apologise and thank you for "bearing with me".

I don't quite know how to end this blog actually, so I'll just say "sorry, but I'm on the up at last, and I'm getting myself back to normal" ... hope that's ok x

Lots of love,

Olivia x

Saturday, November 12th 2022

Here we go again ....

Morning boys, a rather short blog today.

I have just read my last one and this one is going to read along similar lines I'm afraid. Life is bloody hard at the moment and I have been very low. The stye was a mess for a couple of weeks, but I have just had a damned chest infection which has made me feel really very poorly. I am feeling a whole lot better now, although have logged to see 17 messages I hadn't replied to, so now have of course.

I am therefore starting to get organised again, I've missed you all as I haven't seen anyone for well over a month now, so please bear with me, those who are still keen to meet me!!!

Olivia x

Sunday, October 16th 2022

Important ... to me anyway, please read

Afternoon boys. Just going to "shoot from the hip" on this one as there's things I need to say. I haven't read my previous couple of blogs, so I might repeat things, I might not, but anyway, here we go.

Recently, I have been really off colour, just not myself at all and having been a little run down, I've developed a stye on my eye. I've had them before, being run down or stressed tends to cause them sadly, but it's been irritating, and now, whilst not so much irritating, it's left a somewhat unsightly little lump which means I can't wear make up etc, and frankly, feeling like this, I don't wish to.

I am really upset actually, as I was getting on somewhat of a roll, I'd put up some new photos and videos, and I have plans to do more. I've met a couple with whom I've had some great fun, they want to see me again too, so with other enquiries and plans to do photo shoots and videos, I was really on a roll and looking forward to the coming weeks.

However, being low, run down and getting this damned stye, I've just had to have a bit of a break, do other things, try to re group I guess and of course, logging in this afternoon, to my horror I have seven messages I need to read and reply to, so if you're one of those who've messaged me, I apologise, and I'll deal with them tomorrow.

It is a worry actually. Many of you will know I've been on here for, ahem ... quite some time ... and for the most part, I love it, I adore the buzz, the rush of adrenaline and meeting you lovely guys. I wear my heart on my sleeve though and I am finding life hard just now, what with all the goings on in the world, my parents growing older very quickly before my eyes, things are just a bit tough for me and I'm not dealing with things as I'd like to so please just bear with me.

I have no intention of stopping, it's too much fun!!! I just felt I needed a while out, a time out, and to be honest, until this stye disappears, I might not be able to do much anyway, but I'm not going anywhere, I am perhaps a little more quiet that I have been that's all, but I'll be back soon ... all guns blazing ...

So, thank you for your understanding. Those of you who know me know I am utterly genuine and like me I guess, rather hope that I find some peace and get myself back to where I want to be soon.

Love,

Olivia x

Wednesday, October 5th 2022

Hello again boys!

Goodness me, a couple of blog posts in short order, I really am getting organised at last!

Just another brief hello though to let you know that I've got new photos up in both of my galleries and also some new videos up too. I think I'm almost up to date at last! It's fun actually, I take photos, some random, some "on purpose" and every now and then, check through to see what I like and what I ought to post, but haven't done that for a while, so wanted to "clear the decks" so to speak, and post those bits and bobs I've wanted to, so I've done that now.

I have plenty of plans for more shoots and things like that, which is all good, so I shall endeavour to post more regularly and keep you up to speed with nice, and naughty things for you to look at!!

Today hasn't gone as planned though sadly, as I had fully intended to go on webcam today, but that shall have to wait now unfortunately. However, the rest of the week looks good. You boys seem to be like buses, you wait a while then several come along at once, but that's how it seems to work out most of the time! All good fun though when it all comes together.

I keep telling myself that I shouldn't be quite so personal really, but I can't help it half the time, but I just want to make it clear that by choice I might add, I don't see guys mega often, certainly no more than one guy in a day, and quite honestly, often only a couple a week really. That's because I get cancelled, or it's difficult to arrange a convenient date and time for us both and I am seldom available for last minute bookings too. My parents are very important to me, they are growing very old, very quickly before my eyes so I need to be available to help them. Well, not "need" but of course want to be there for them, whilst I still can, so that is an added issue. However, please be assured I do what I can for you and will continue to do so, so it upset me a little recently when a guy called me a time waster. I am not, those of you who've met me know I'm honest, open and genuine. Anyway, I won't be changing my ways, as much as I need the income, seeing a dozen guys a week just isn't my scene, so I thank you for your patience, those of you who are indeed patient enough to persue me!

Righty ho boys, things to do. Have a great rest of the day, whatever time of day it is when you read this, if indeed you do?!!!

Love,

Olivia x

Saturday, October 1st 2022

Hello boys x

So, hello boys! I hope you are well. Right, so what's been happening? Well, I've just uploaded quite a few new photos to my gallery but there's always a slight delay so I don't see them in there yet, but I'll check this evening and see what's what. Got some private gallery ones to go up too you'll be please to know xx

I've been reasonably busy with one thing and another actually, not all "fun related" I might add, however I've transferred a whole load of pictures and videos to my laptop and need to sort them out to get them up for you to see!!! All good fun though, well, it's not, it a pain actually lol ... rendering videos into Mp4 and uploading them takes ages, and I don't even do any fancy editing ha ha ... not techy enough for that ... but anyway, I was aware there was stuff I'd done that I'd not got up here, so I am making plans to correct that!!

I did a shoot/meet with a lovely boy a see this week at a hotel down his way, right old pain in the neck actually as my SatNav took me straight past it and into the middle of nowhere ha ha ... well, I say "ha ha" but I wasn't best pleased at the time, anyway, my preferred hotel a mere mile or two down the road was a bit too expensive hence the choice of the one we used, but hey ho, it was fun in the end.

Had a couple of er .... blooming lush meet .... with a lovely chap and his let's call her a "friend with benefits" .... my goodness what a girl! Loved it! I miss sex with women so a threesome with me all glammed up, (didn't end up that way I can tell you) ... was rather fabulous! Sort of "christened" the sort of "new" basement too really. I say that as it's just had a bit of a makeover, a ceiling, of sorts lol ... some new wiring for sockets and the telly is up on the wall etc, so it's dead cool, very pleased actually, it's fun down there!

So there you go, all is well, sort of ... life is starting to hit us all hard it seems, one's mental state is a little up and down, but one keeps smiling as best as one can. Can't really decide whether we're all going to blown to bits or we'll freeze to death, but either way, the next few months are going to be somewhat challenging, so keep your chins up and help me keep mine up too please!

Love,

Olivia x

Wednesday, August 10th 2022

Right, here we go ....

Like a cowboy in a western, some baddie in the 1880's ... I'm going to shoot from the hip ... haven't given this blog much thought, just need to spout really ...

I haven't logged in for an age, I note I have 26 messages to reply to, so am about to start going through them after posting this. Life is hard, lots going on, something has to give sometimes, and I'm sorry to say it's been my "Olivia life" basically. I don't feel the need to open my heart and explain everything that goes on in my life, so other than saying "I'm sorry" to those of you who already know me and might have been rather worried, so I'll just say that I'm ok and things are easing off somewhat now, and I can catch up and indeed get back in the heels!

Sorry, I won't elaborate further, make promises I can't keep, that kind of thing, but one is sort of "back again" and all being well, will be for another little while!

Lots of love,

Olivia x

Wednesday, June 22nd 2022

Oh my word ....

Goodness me, what a life eh? I am so sorry but I have just logged in for the first time in several days as I have been away and have also been very busy with one thing and another, so my apologies if I haven't replied to messages you might have sent. I haven't read my last couple of blog posts, however I do seem to remember saying I'd check in more often ... best laid plans eh?

Anyway, I hope you are all well. I am ... and I'm not ... I'm fine, however do suffer with my mood quite often these days. The world is going to shit ... fast ... and whilst there's nothing I can do, and there's no point me worrying about it, I can't help it. "Mountains out of molehills" springs to mind, but it's frightening that these molehills seem to be turning into mountains ... that's my worry. I am ok though on the whole, just trying to juggle life, my diary, looking after my parents, it all gets a bit much sometimes and I feel I let some of you down, which I have no intention of doing.

On the upside though, I note that my video clips seem to be quite popular, which is fantastic!! I have mentioned before that it's so much more difficult these days, what with others who appear in clips and photos having to supply me with ID etc, however I might have mentioned before that I have two or three guys actually, which are happy to provide what's required, and seeing as it's a nice, albeit small residual bit of income, I really must plan and organise more shoots ... so that's yet another thing on the to do list!! They're exciting to film anyway!!

I will apologise though, I am the most honest person you could meet, I wear my heart on my sleeve and if I feel down, I have to let it pass, however then there's something I need to do, work or family things etc, and sadly the time passes, so please bear with me, even though I might appear to be a little flaky!!!!

One last thing whilst it's on my mind, is that I have a little work coming up this next few weeks, not a full week, just the odd two or three days, however that doesn't help with my planning, however rest assured, I do adore meeting you lovely boys, it's thrilling, exciting, a rush of adrenaline so I do all I can to fit things into life, even if it means I can only see a couple of you a week.

Anyway, thank you for your messages and compliments, even writing this has made me more positive. Good grief, I'm not going loopy, I'm not clinically diagnosed as depressed or anything, it's just that I struggle a little, can't hide it from anyone, as I wear my heart on my sleeve as I say. Oh ... on a different note, one thing that has happened is that the basement sex den now has a boarded ceiling!! I have been planning that for a while, and simply hadn't got around to it, however a friend has helped, we're doing some electrics too, so that cables and suchlike aren't all over the place. My friend has got me strip lights, little LED flashing things lol too so it will be quite fun down there, a "kinky nightclub" sort of vibe!

Right, I must get on. Take care and I'll catch you soon, you lovely boys x

Olivia xxx

Sunday, April 17th 2022

Hello boys!

Just a short update to say hello, I hope you are all well and having a lovely weekend.

I have uploaded some new photos to both my galleries, I haven't started to go through and "reduce" the private gallery yet, but I will do at some point, keep the pictures more up to date, but anyway, I'll do that sometime. It's funny actually, AW is such a comprehensive site, doing things takes a while, checking the box to say I have consent to post etc, waiting for the pictures to actually then appear once the moderators have had a look etc, but anyway, when it works, it eventually works!!

The only other thing now is the clips, however I have a friend coming tomorrow who knows more about these things than I do lol ... and can hopefully help me sort out why the clips I've tried to upload lately, won't upload! So therefore, if we can suss out the problem, I have a good few new clips to go up at some point!!!

So anyway, onwards and upwards, and you might be pleased to see that the "tone" of this blog post is a little more upbeat than my last one. I've had a tough time, so many things I want to do but so many things I need to do, my head drops from time to time, I'm sorry, but things are settling down I'm pleased to say.

Thank you for you messages and thoughts, much appreciated, honestly x

Olivia x

Sunday, March 27th 2022

Oh goodness me ....

Listen boys, I've just logged in to see quite a few messages, quite a few I should have replied to etc etc, so I wanted to write a quick blog to apologise to you all.

Life is tough just now things are getting on top of me to a degree, not all good things either and I'm finding I have to juggle things more and more which isn't easy. I feel I am letting some of you down, which I don't intend to. I just feel snowed under to be honest, that sounds like it's all good but I'm not snowed under with things that are helping me pay my bills particularly, that's the problem!

Anyway, I'm trying to sort out the video uploading thing, trying to organise some time to webcam because I keep getting asked to do it!! it's fun too, but one thing I will promise is that I shall from now, log in each day, as tired as I might be, so that if you contact me, I'll at least acknowledge and all being well reply properly to your messages.

On the upside, whilst trying not to let my head drop ... I do have a very busy week ahead of me, not involving heels and make up sadly ... but an evening of fun and games next weekend with a guy happy to supply ID ... woohoo ... so I might actually end up getting some naughty stuff photographed and filmed ... at last!

So, it's just a ... "I'm sorry I seem a bit flaky, I'm having a tough time just now, but please bear with me, I'll sort myself out" ... sort of blog today then really!

Catch you soon boys ...

Olivia xxx

Saturday, March 12th 2022

Hello boys!

Well good afternoon, I hope you are all well.

Just a quick hello today as I have a lot to do!

I've just added a slew ... word of the day lol ... of new photos to both my "normal" gallery and my private one, however with the new giving consent thing, I don't know yet if they have actually appeared in them! Well, they haven't at the moment, but might hopefully appear later today, and hopefully will be there when you've read this, depending upon when you guys actually read my blog posts, if indeed you do?!!!

Anyway, I've had some fun recently, taken quite a few new photos and plan to do more of the same and actually take down some photos too, sort of edit the galleries as I feel it's a little unfair if there's pictures in them which are quite old, so I plan to keep things current and up to date.

Now then, video wise ... oh my word what a hassle! I have tried to upload one recently, however it was rejected because it "didn't play" although I'd converted it to Mp4 which is the most commonly used format I understand, but anyway, I need to look into what's happening there. Champing at the bit now though because I have a guy or two who are willing to allow me to film with them, give consent and ID etc, which is required these days, so I am keen to see what I can create for you!!!

Anyway onwards and upwards, just trying not to let my head drop at the moment really. Got some more new photos to sort out and upload, so keep your eye's peeled!

Have a great weekend boys x

Olivia x

Thursday, March 3rd 2022

Right, good morning ... here we go ...

Hello boys, I hope you are well. I haven't been planning this blog post particularly, so I shall just "shoot from the hip" let the words flow really and see what it reads like in a few minutes! I've been thinking long and hard these past months, life has been tough for us all this past couple of years really, and current events in Eastern Europe are not what you might call "pleasant", the world is a mess currently, not that I can do anything about it donning heels and lipstick of course, but anyway we all get affected in different ways.

I have been on here for quite some time now, I have seen some lovely guys, had some fun, however of late, things have started to get me down a little. Cancellations, guys booking then cancelling for genuine reasons but then not getting back to me. I understand these things happen, I know guys get horny, try to see me but when we can agree a date and time etc, well, sometimes the urge goes away, I get that, I understand that, however for diary planning, it doesn't make life easy. Additionally, my parents are now ageing quickly and require more looking after than they did. I am fortunate to still have them bless them and their ageing is an additional worry for me.

Additionally, I have been working a little too, and as we leave winter behind, I shall be working more. I need to, I cannot reply on escorting, it is simply too sporadic and frankly, the routine, doing something completely different is good for me, helps my mental state, it's variety and more consistent income, which to be honest, I badly need.

So, you might think I am about to say that I am stopping escorting, however you'd be wrong. I enjoy the buzz, the thrill, it's exciting, however sometimes wears me down, what with the planning and cancellations etc. Endless message exchanges that lead to nothing also get me down to a degree. It's funny actually, some guys think that girls like me, or any escorts really, have a list of regulars, but regular can mean "every now and then", or "sporadic" but it's true, I do see guys I have seen before, which is lovely actually. However, whilst I have thought of going through a list of guys, messaging them to say that I'll keep in touch but I'm going to take my profile down, I have decided against that. I did upload a video recently, however it was rejected because the "clip wouldn't play" for some reason, so I will have to investigate that, however I have finally found a couple of guys with whom I can film and take photographs and do plan to add to my clips in coming weeks and months.

It's not easy however because one has to be able to supply ID etc, it's all to do with payment processing and not posting anything with third parties in it without their consent, and of course a lot of guys don't wan t to supply ID of course! Anyway, as opposed to altering my profile to be a "content provider" and turn off the escorting "green tick", I don't intend to do that for the moment, however my availability might well start to become limited.

So, please feel free to continue to message me, however I am sorry, terribly sorry actually, that before writing this I spotted that I had 13 messages to read, which I shall respond to after posting this, but please continue to get in touch as I shall do my best to see what I can do as regards making bookings and meeting some of you. Honestly, I love it, it's a buzz, a rush, however recent weeks and months have just taken the shine off I suppose and I've needed a bit of a break, a re think I guess, however I am not going anywhere, it's just that I might not be quite as available in coming months as I have been.

Righty ho, I shall click on save to post this and hope that I haven't been "timed out" and have to write it all over again!

Love,

Olivia x