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Sunday, January 8th 2023

In bed and thinking

In bed on my own and thinking. It is almost 2am and I really need to be asleep.

Could I make adult work into a full time job, work for myself and work when I want and not when people tell me to.

Don’t get me wrong, I love my new job but the hours don’t suit me. One week I work 8-3 and the other week I work 9-4. I hated my old job but the hours suited me as I worked 7-2. Both jobs, I worked from home so I just roll out of bed and start work.

My new job also involves me travelling. In my interview they said I would need to travel once ever three months but so far I am travelling almost ever week or every other week.

I feel I don’t have time for myself and as I suffer with mental health issues, I really need some time for me. Time to go for a jog or a long walk with the dog, time to process things in my own head. I have been in a very dark place and I don’t want to go back. At the moment I am 80% happy and positive and don’t want my new job to change things. I really don’t know what to do foe the best.

Sunday, January 8th 2023

It’s been a busy weekend.

It’s been a busy weekend, I don’t feel like I’ve stopped. Visiting family and DIY on the house, I need a day off to get over my weekend.

I was hoping to save my legs an paint my nails but I ran out of time. I wont get time tomorrow as I’m working and then I have Slimming World in the evening. I did lose almost 3 stones and then COVID hit and I put 2 stone back on, I am now desperately trying to lose the weight again but am struggling.

I need motivation, eat healthy and start jogging. Lots of people tell me they love my shape but I’m not happy with how I look and I snore too much lol

Wednesday, December 28th 2022

Regular fun

It’s been such a long time since I have posted a blog and I really need to post more often.

I had major surgery on my elbow back in August and it has been a long road to recovery. It’s still not right and am still in lots of pain.

I also started a new job in the middle of September. It’s going really well and I’m really enjoying it. There is so much to learn and I am travelling to Somerset a lot. Hopefully as time goes by I will get more confident in my new job and I will be more relaxed of an evening.

I have managed to have some fun with 2 regulars and I even got to visit one before Christmas. We had lots of fun in the bedroom and then had fun in his living room with Christmas lights and tinsel.

Let’s hope in 2023, I can have some more fun and meet some new people.

Thursday, July 7th 2022

So hubby and I are currently on vacation on a Gree

So hubby and I are currently on vacation on a Greek island.

We are coming to the end of a 11 night stay and it hasn’t been the relaxing time we thought it would be.

Hubby tested positive for COVID on day 2 and the past 3 days I started to have a cough and feeling unwell to the point I was finding it hard to breath and needed to find a doctor. I think if I had left it any longer, I would of needed an ambulance. They sent me to the hospital where the kept in for IV antibiotics and I was put on a nebulous. I got discharged with more antibiotics and an inhaler!

It also hasn’t helped, I got my period 10 days early….. At least that should be over by Sunday! Fingers crossed.

I had planned to have some naughty fun while we where away but that never happened. I had also planed to get lots of new photos, on the beach, hiring a car, hiring a boat, photos on our balcony. I have been able to take a few but not as meany as I wanted.

If only the UK was hot then we would do a staycation. Hoping to get away again in September if everything goes to plan.

Thursday, June 30th 2022

I love the hot weather!

I just love the sun and the hot weather! So I am making the most of our holiday in Zante.

I hate the cold and hate being cold. My favourite time of the year is the summer but hey, its the UK and we all know what the weather can be like.

We are on day 3 of a 11 night stay. I have been making the most of the hot weather and been relaxing by the pool in my bikini bottoms……. Yes I do go topples and if I had the opportunity I would go naked but I don’t think some of the wife’s would like that lol I can imagine the men would love it though lol

There is a nudest beach about a 30 min walk so I am hoping we will go there this holiday but hubby isn’t too well at the moment so we will see. There is only one way to the nudest beach and its not a great walk for a loan female plus I need hubby to take some photos.

If hubby feels ok, we will be going for a walk along the beach tomorrow as that is closer and I can go topless there. I hope to get some photos tomorrow to share with you all.

Any way its almost time for me to put some clothes on as we are off to get some food in a bit.

Saturday, June 25th 2022

The past 10 days have been some ups and downs.

The past 10 days have been some ups and downs.

I have had 2 fantastic bookings with 2 very talented and lovely gentleman. I have also been unwell.

I had to take 2 days out of work and spent the day on the sofa. I have been in a lot of pain with my back and legs and have been so tired. The doctors are doing blood tests and I saw a physio.

They both feel I am suffering from long COVID. I have never tested positive, when I have been unwell and when I have been ill I have taken a test and they have always been negative.

They is a chance I could of have COVID and not had any symptoms as I don’t test that often as I’m working from home. Any way I am feeling much better and now have 2 weeks off work and fly to Zante on Monday!

My first booking was with Mr J. I have seen him a few times now and he is a lovely, gentleman who is very talented. He gets me VERY wet, I soak the bed and he has even made me squirt!! I love our 2 hours together. He is so easy to talk and get along with, its always a pleasure and he is starting to become a friend.

I still hope to use his garden to get some naughty photos!

Sadly our 2 hours was cut short as Mrs Mop (AKA his daughter) decided she wanted to come round and clean his flat! He paid me the full amount even though I was only there an hour and a half.

I told him I only wanted £200 as it wasn’t either of our faults that we had to cut short but he instead on paying me for the full 2 hours. When I got home, I messaged him to let him know I owe him £50 or an extra 30min.

I told him, I am not going to take his money if something is out of our control. If he had asked me to leave because he changed his mind then that is different. I guess thats where I’m different to some people, I wont just take their money.

My second booking was with My King, he is great. I have known him a few years now and over the years he has become more of a friend.

We first arrange to meet a few years ago but he cancelled the day we were due to meet. He wanted to pay me for the hours booking as he didn’t want me to be out of pocket. Sorry, I’m not taking your money, he was ill, it wasn’t his fault, thats life, these things happen. He then phoned me on direct chat, wanting to give me some money, again, I told him I wasn’t going to take it.

I didn’t hear from him for about 9/12 month when he sent me a messaged. Turns out he was proper poorly, the day we were due to meet he got diagnosed with cancer. Thank god he has been given the all clear and is ok.

Since he has been better we have meet so many times, I have lost count.

I have a great time with him. He always remembers what I have been up to or been doing and always asks. I think that’s lovely and he is more like a friend.

We have had some great times together. He gets me very wet and his bed sheets always get soaked!

We have experimented with food, ice, photos and filming. I have even trusted him to blindfold me! I wont let just let anyone blindfold me as there needs to be trust. There is no way I would do this on a first meet.

He has a very open relationship with his children (adults) and they know he uses AW.

He told them because if they go round and he doesn’t open the door, they will worry. They have a key and if he doesn’t open the door they will let themselves to make sure he is ok. They have come up with a code word if he is expecting someone. Mr King now tells them he has a “Carer” come round.

That’s absolutely fine with me as my background is care and in a way I am caring for him when I’m there. I’m caring for his needs, his sexual needs and I love it!!

Tuesday, June 14th 2022

Off for a jog

I’m loving the sunshine and hot weather. I often wish I lived somewhere hot all year round.

I do wish I was slimmer though. I look at some women in their little shorts and top and wish i was me.

I am trying to lose weight. About 3 years ago i lost almost 3 stone but then had treatment for something and put 2 stone back on. I’m now trying hard to lose the 2 stone but its not easy!

I love white chocolate too much lol

I’m off for a jog, I’m not very fast but I love going out, I find it really helps with my mental health.

I have been laughed at and shouted at while I’ve been jogging but it doesn’t bother me. Just makes me want to run faster.

Friday, June 10th 2022

Happy Friday

I had a job interview on Tuesday.

I had a job interview on Tuesday, they told me they would let me know the out come next week. They phoned yesterday to offer me the job and I accepted.

I’m nervous but so happy as I really hate my current job. I will be working the same hours, doing a similar job to what I’m doing now but for more money and hopefully more opportunities.

So tonight, to celebrate I’m having my favourite drink, Cherry Sourz with Diet Coke. No ice as it makes it too cold and I hate being cold lol

So glad it’s Friday as I’ve had enough of my “normal” job this week. Tomorrow I shall be resting as its the time of the month and day 2, I always get bad cramps. We have no l kitchen at the moment so I think we might get a take away, have a few drinks and chill.

I do have to shower my dog at some point tomorrow and will be fun as he hates it and I get soaked lol

Any way Happy Friday everyone xx xx xx

Tuesday, June 7th 2022

Job interview

I had a job interview today. It’s my 4th interview over the past few months.

I really hate my “normal” job and need to find something different but its not that easy. I have always worked in care and only worked in an officer for the past 3 years.

I cant return to care due to an injury but I cant carry on working for this s*** company for much longer.

If I don’t get this job, I will just look for another.

The problem I have, is after working in care for so long, I don’t have much experience working an office job.

It doesn’t help my old Team Leader left…….. we used to get up to some naught fun! Well lots of naughty fun! He did excite my day in more ways than one! Such a shame he left for a new job.

Friday, May 27th 2022

I passed my GCSE Math and have a friend in Mr K

After not such a good day at work (I hate my ‘normal’ job) I had a lovely evening meeting Mr K.

I passed my GCSE Math and have a friend in Mr K

I have known Mr K for a few years now and have had many hours of fun, he also gets me very Wet!! Tonight, he got me so wet he had to change the bed sheets lol

Mr K has become a friend over the years and its nice we can talk as well as have some fun. Mr K supported me and really encouraged me over the past 5 years while I was studying for my GCSE Maths and he was one of the first people I told I past!

I still can’t believe I passed my GCSE Math! I didn’t just scrape through, I smashed it with 75%!! Thank you to those who have supported me and gave me a tip towards my private lessons.

Sunday, May 22nd 2022

Since the start of COVID I have not taken any book

Since the start of COVID I have not taken any bookings with someone new.

My mum has a serve lung disease and spent almost 2 years indoors with my dad. I provided them with all the support I could as well as working full time and studying with a private tutor online for my GCSE Maths. I therefore had to put AW on hold.

As the rules started to lift and people started to relax, I decided not to meet any one new. If my mum gets an infection then both my parents cant leave the house. I had to do their shopping, collect medication and make sure they were not killing each other as they are locked in the same house alone lol

I have however, meet a gentleman a few times since restrictions started to lift and things getting back to ‘normal’. I meet him a number of years ago, he is a regular (I have lost count how many times I have met him) and I now class him as a friend.

I have only met him as he has had his health issues and with COVID he would not put his health in any danger and I know he would not take any risks. I trust him.

Any way this weekend I had my first booking since COVID. I meet a lovely gentlemen for a 2 hour booking and his feedback did not disappoint. Hopefully, if he would like to meet again we could make the most of his private garden and he could take some ‘fun’ photos of me to share!! To say I got wet would be an understatement.

I am hoping this is the start of a new chapter as I love meeting new people, making new friends and having lots of fun.

Here is to more fun and making memories with new friends and old.

Saturday, May 14th 2022

What a lovely sunny day its been today.

What a lovely sunny day its been today.

I thought I was a bit hot to take my only just 2 year old Cockapoo out for a walk so I went for a jog. That wasn’t such a good as it was a lot hotter out there than I thought it was and I struggled. Oh well, I will learn from my mistakes.

I do really need to work on my jogging as I’m not that good as I’m slow and would love to get fast - any tips are very welcome.

The main thing about my jogging is it really helps with my mental health as I suffer with anxiety and depression. I find going out for a jog really helps or a long walk with Cockapoo.

I haven’t been on here for a long time as I have found the site has changed. Hubby is going to help me as I’m not very technically and I want to add my worn panties to my sale page xx

Monday, March 21st 2022

Bookings

I was just starting to feel safe to start taking bookings again because of COVID and my in-laws all test positive.

Because some of my friends and family have tested positive for COVID I don't feel I could arrange a booking at the moment as I would hate to pass anything on.

Also I go away on the 30th and back on the 8th April. I don't want to get COVID because I then wont be able to fly.

I am so sorry I have to do this but I need to put myself first and to protect my family. Someone in my family has a lung condition and I help them with their shopping. I would hate to pass it on to them as it would kill them.

Thursday, February 17th 2022

How do I look in your eyes?

How do I look in your eyes? How you see me, is not how I see me. Hubby looks at this photo and he said I look sexy.

I have posted the same photo on 2 other platforms online other people have said I look ‘hot’ ‘sexy’ ‘fit’. I look it the photo and think I look fat and think I need to lose wait.

3 years ago, I was bigger. I wanted to have some treatment on the NHS but needed to lose weight for this treatment. With the help of Slimming World, I lost almost 3 stone. I felt fitter, healthier, sexier than I had in a long time.

I had 2 lots of treatment and with this treatment, I ended up putting 2 stone in weight back on. I have had a lot going on and have not mentally being in the right head space.

Now, I feel I am in a good place to look after myself and am thinking positively. You may not think I need to lose weight but I want to and feel I need to for my own health and well-being.