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| Sunday, December 3rd 2023 |
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| RECOVERY IS TAKING LONGER ... |
Hi all,
Just a quick update. My fans who regularly read my blogs will know back in September I succumbed to a head injury whilst working on a farm. This resulted in two rather nasty bleeds on my brain which I am still recovering from. I am being regularly checked by the specialists and the bleeds thank goodness have receeded but I still get debilitating migraines and can also become very apathetic.
Also, My mental health has taken a battering as I am no longer in a relationship with Adrian and I miss him terribly, I guess I am somewhat in a state of grieving - Grieving over the end of a relationship of almost 23 years and adapting to no longer having his company and support has and is incredibly tough. I love him and always will but sometimes in relationships when they end - there is no going back.
I am getting help from support groups and have a fantastic GP whom I am seeing on Weds. I JUST WANT TO BE ME AGAIN I seem to have lost the strong, physically fit, determined charlotte and I Just need to find her again. I know I will, I have a lot of positives in 2024 to strive for but sometimes when you have depression it's like a dark thick fog that envelopes you- a bit like when you walk on chewing gum it sticks to your damn shoe and is hard to get rid of. Depression isn't something you can just snap out of - only those who have had depression or know someone who has it will understand what I am talking about.
Christmas and New Year for me will be a tough one- I will be spending it alone -But not quite alone as I shall be on AW for most of it. I will also have to be incredibly strong and not touch the demon drink -but I do have some healthy strategies in play- I can be on AW, I can go for a walk and at least I won't have the hassle and stress of cooking for people! I will also miss Adrian's cauliflower cheese -him being a trained chef used to make the most delicious cauliflower cheese even though he detested it himself- Oh gosh how I miss him and how lonely I feel. But hey I shant be woe is me - I am more fortunate than some- I have a roof over my head and food in the cupboards - there are ALOT of people who are going to be struggling. Christmas is difficult for many people and it's a lot of stress and expense for one day. I am just feeling a little melancholy at present and that is understandable. Alot has happened for this year -trauma doesn't just evaporate. It is something you have to learn to cope with but I am very strong willed or so I am often told and I am here for a reason.
It also explains why I have been intermittent on AW - and now I am no longer with Adrian making new, decent content is going to take longer and be a little more difficult as I only have my phone and webcam to use - But I do appreciate all my fans patience on this matter, new content will get done - that I can assure you but it will be coming in 2024 now and at the moment concentrating on recovering and getting myself back to full vigour are far more important issues to address and I am sure you guys will understand this. I always have said and believed that good things are worth waiting for. There also worth fighting for and hope is a good thing probably one of the best things that us human beings can have. Without hope what would there be ?
I shall say ta ra for now and thanks for reading - I will be back on direct cam very soon- lots of love charlotte aka HOT-CHARLOTTE xxx
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| Monday, October 9th 2023 |
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| I'M CURRENTLY IN COCOON STAGE |
Hello, all in the AW realm.
It has been a wee while since I posted a blog so here one goes:
Apologies But At present, I am still recovering from my head injury- almost all of the outer bruising has all but disappeared the cognitive effects have not and I am due for another CT scan this Tuesday to see how things are progressing on the inside. I now have an injury which like my mental health is invisible. I have been advised that it could be up to six months before I get my sense of taste and smell back and for the almost constant migraines and dizziness to dissipate. My CPN has referred me to a site called HEADWAY and they have really been amazing. To listen to others' stories and experiences of head injuries has really been inspirational to me and has given me that much-needed lift when I have had some really difficult days. For those who have gotten to know me over the years, I am a feisty woman and I will overcome this. It's just at the moment I don't feel ready to embark back on directcam. Also, I and Adrian albeit not amicably ( I won't bore you with the details) have terminated our relationship. To say I am devasted doesn't give the break-up justice. We have broken up in the past but this time it's different. Mine and Adrian's relationship was somewhat of a coercive and toxic one and it's important that we both move on and not even have that friendship support for the moment. We both need to focus on ourselves and heal our own different wounds -if the time is right then who knows perhaps we can be friends again but for now I am adapting to being on my own- without any help from him and so far I am coping- the only way to describe it, is it's like I am in a state of grieving- hence This blog is called Cocoon stage. I am wrapped up in several protecting layers- slowly healing and learning to love myself and focus on myself before I grow and develop my wings before finally metamorphosing into the real charlotte I am meant to be. Life can be harsh, and It can be cruel- often we find ourselves wondering why life gives us such challenges unbeknown and frustrating to us -But our elders only give us tests they know we can cope with and only to better ourselves - to learn that we can adapt and overcome. No one said that change was easy or not painful. Trust me it is -But in the end those mountains that seem almost impossible to climb -ARE- and the views are magnificent- You just have to remember this and keep smiling with your head held high. Keep putting one foot in front of the other and you will get to YOUR personal destination. x .
I will keep you updated. xxx
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| Saturday, September 16th 2023 |
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| BE THE BEST YOU CAN BE .... |
As I have this injury and it's difficult to sleep, I thought I'd write this -just to cheer everyone on the AW realm.
WE ARE PERFECTLY IMPERFECT
AND BEAUTIFUL WITHIN
BECAUSE BEAUTY ISN'T SKIN DEEP
IT'S DEEPER THAN THE SKIN...
WE ARE WHO WE ALLOW OURSELVES TO BECOME
WE GET WHAT WE GIVE, WE GET WHAT WE GET
SO GIVE IT YOUR ALL
AND DON'T EVER GIVE UP...
BE THE BEST THAT YOU
BE THE PERSON YOU WANT TO BE
JUST REMEMBER TO BE YOURSELF
NOT WHO OTHERS WANT TO SEE...
THIS DAY IS YOURS
IT BELONGS TO NO ONE BUT YOU
PUT ONE FOOT IN FRONT OF THE OTHER
AND TAKE A STEP CLOSER
TO MAKING ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE...
YOU ARE PERFECTLY IMPERFECT
AND THIS IS OKAY
BECAUSE NO ONE IS FLAWLESS
NO ONE IS PERFECTLY MADE...
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL WITHIN
AND YOUR SMILE REFLECTS
THE LOVE INSIDE YOUR HEART
SO, SHARE A GRIN
AND LET OTHERS SEE WHO YOU ARE...
BE THE BEST YOU
JUST BE WHO YOU ARE INSIDE
BE THE PERSON THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
AND LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE...
BECAUSE YOU DESERVE TO BE THE BEST VERSION YOU CAN BE...
Lots of love charlotte
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| Saturday, September 9th 2023 |
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| ACCIDENT AT WORK |
HI ALL,
APOLOGIES FOR NOT REPLYING ABOUT ESCORT MEETS, I WAS ON A FARM AND DOING A MILKING SHIFT ( NOT THAT KIND OF MILKING LOL) WHEN OUT OF NOWHERE THE COW KICKED OUT AND HIT ME IN THE HEAD -KNOCKOUT KICK - SHE GOT ME GOOD AND ALAS I HAD SOME TRAUMA TO MY BRAIN. I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AND HAD NO PHONE ON ME, SO HAD NO INTERNET -I AM NOW OUT OF HOSPITAL AND ON THE MEND- I JUST HAVE TO TAKE THINGS EASY. HAD TWO SCANS AND THE SPECIALISTS WERE HAPPY FOR ME TO GO HOME- I NEXT SEE THE FACIAL SPECIALIST ON FRIDAY THE 14TH - JUST BEFORE MY 39TH BIRTHDAY. I AM LUCKY TO STILL BE HERE BUT MY HEAD FEELS LIKE IT'S IN A VICE, IMAGINE THE WORST HANGOVER YOU'VE EVER HAD THEN TRIPLE IT. I WILL BE ABOUT FOR IM BUT ONLY OCCASIONALLY.
THE DAIRY COW IS DOING FINE - NOT HER FAULT - FARMING IS A DANGEROUS JOB. I've been strongly advised not to continue this as a profession as this trauma to my brain will take at least six weeks to recover. I've had many injuries over the years through farming and I think it's best I consider my options, I do have many other attributes and helping others is one of those. I will also be back doing phone chat again once My new phone arrives and I get it verified. Thanks again for all your understanding.
lots of love XxX |
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| Saturday, August 26th 2023 |
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| General Update |
Hello, all you darlings in the realm of adult work,
Firstly hope you are all well, and secondly apologise for not writing a blog for a while.
I have been incredibly busy with moving into my new home - Which I absolutely love. I feel so relaxed and content here, and it means that I can now concentrate on moving forward to a happier future. My fans who are regular readers of my blogs will know that I was in a very dark place back in April, I had truly hit rock bottom and also succumbed to a severe attack of pancreatitis which took me at least 8 weeks to recover from. That was not only unpleasant but it certainly was a big wake-up call and hit home that I simply cannot afford to pick up another bottle. Anyway Moving on to the positive side I am now working for different farmers and have Been busy leading bales - I have managed to take a few photos But as this farmer is somewhat insular I have to be very careful when taking photos - He certainly is nowhere near as open-minded as the previous farmer was, whom I had the pleasure of working for, for nearly 17 years-WOW when you say it like that ! Alas, he is no longer in this realm and the farm is currently being sold. But that is life - circumstances change.
Keeping on the topic of change -I feel like I am finally metamorphosising from a caterpillar and into a butterfly where I can expand my wings and grow. My fitness is going really well- I have been able to do some wild swimming and also got the Pilates bug - Pilates not only gives me an all-over workout but as you have the mind and muscle connection It is very therapeutic for me. Come September I shall be embarking on some new adventures and embracing new horizons which I shall keep you all informed about.
Also, expect some new and different themed content to be seen on my profile over the next few months - Content will still feature outdoor but I now feel it's also time to try different things - there are only so many things I can do that are farm-based and To be honest I have tons of farm content on my profile - It's time for you guys to see something different...
Again I would like to say a big thank you to all of you who have kept in touch and for sending some really supportive emails - they really do mean the world to me and when I am having a bad day they give me that lift to keep my head up high.
I shall say ta ra for now .
Lots of love charlotte aka country-gal XxX |
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| Saturday, June 3rd 2023 |
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| BE BACK ON CAM SOON... |
Hello guys I'm finally in my new forever home, I'm busy decorating it and making it beautiful, they always say tidy house, tidy mind, talking of minds, I had a flare-up with my BPD and then had an attack of acute pancreatitis which meant I was in hospital for a week but no fear I am now well and will be back on direct cam very soon, As I'm on mobile data at present it's too weak to cam on so until my broadband goes live on the 13th I am only able to do IM and phone, but they do say good things come to those who wait/wank LOL.
So please rest assured I haven't stopped camming, I have just had a few things going on ...but like Arnie, I will be back
lots of love Charlotte aka country-gal xxx
p.s New content will be being added soon and also guys if you've enjoyed an IM or phone chat with me then feedback would be much appreciated, thanks x |
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| Saturday, May 13th 2023 |
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| Back in recovery house x |
Well guys, I was discharged from the recovery house on the 5th just before the king's coronation but I'm now back in the recovery house. I've still not received the keys to my new home and I guess the stress of being back on that toxic street and just generally being on my own got the best of me and I had a little blip again in my mental health, after being held on a ward for 24 hours I'm now back here. I feel safe here, my room is lovely with its own shower and bath and it's staffed 24/7 so if you ever need someone to talk to you know they are there. I find nighttime the worst, being prone to bouts of insomnia there is nothing worse than being wide awake at 2 am in a house on your own with raging thoughts. But I'm in the best place, hopefully be here for at least another week and this time I'm going to make the most of the therapy here and concentrate on my needs and what I need to do in order to get myself well. Recovery isn't easy but I will get there, one small step at a time. So for now it's still just IM chat and occasional phone if I can manage.
Lots of love Charlotte aka country-gal xx |
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| Friday, March 31st 2023 |
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| TRUE LOVE/PASSION |
Good Morning All on the realm of adult work,
Now I'm a fan that's an understatement of Shadow and Bone which is currently on one of the streaming services, I won't give any spoilers but I have become infatuated with the Darkling and His turbulent relationship with Alina, I've already read the first book, I read it in a day, just couldn't put it down and as with most books to either become an adapted film or streaming service can be a disappointment -one being the lord of the rings Peter Jackson missed so much backstory and information about the characters in those films that a lot of the book readers of Tolkien will agree. But what they have got right with shadow and bone is the sizzling chemistry between the Darkling( Ben Barnes) and the Sun summoner Alina Starkcov, As soon as he finds her you can tell he is already in love with her. She of course is totally bewildered by her finding out she is Grisha and all she has known has totally changed literally it seems overnight-the actress initially plays her as a naive, innocent but feisty woman who just wants to be left alone, perhaps hidden with her best friend Mal, they have been orphans faced abandonment and much turmoil But have always had one another's back then she is discovered and pulled away again from all she has known -with wonder she becomes besotted with the Darkling-he is powerful, frightening, but also extremely alluring with his darkness-I'm talking about his smoldering eyes and how he initially is stoic towards her but from the start, you can see he as previously mentioned has deep feelings for her, if not in love with her already. He also shows his vulnerable side which again she finds appealing and the love she has for Mal just doesn't cut it, there is a particular scene that even writing about it sends shivers down my spine, my breathing quickens, and my heart flutters. Now the actors portray this scene astoundingly well, even your TV throbs and swells and pulsates or was that just me? I also have had a crush on Ben Barnes since watching him in Dorian Gray-it's just his presence and accent -gosh I'm blushing, I take a gulp and gather my thoughts...So Envious of Jessi Mei Li to just have the experience of working alongside him yet alone getting to feel his touch and his mouth clamp down on hers, come on Charlotte they are ACTORS but hey I don't care I am unashamedly a dreamer and can have my fantasies!
The longing, The intense eye contact, the Darkling finally giving in to his feelings, and that kiss! It just amplifies what true love and passion are all about. It reminds me of the unrequited love in Brief Encounter the 1940 film. Love is intense, it's like magic in itself, it totally seduces you with its spell-you cannot sleep, you cannot eat, all you crave is being with this person and if they are not with you, you're either dreaming about them or thinking about them, you live and breathe them. True love is truly intoxicating But it can also be painful, tormenting, and reckless bringing out either the best or worst aspects of ourselves.
I won't deny it, I am a hopeless romantic - I believe in waiting for the ONE. We are all capable of having sex-emotionless sex I refer it to, yes there is pleasure there but it is only primal, to truly make love and be in love is a very rare thing to experience and I have had the gift of experiencing this once- I know I won't ever feel such emotion and connection again. And I'm comfortable with that-hence going back to the Darkling I can relate to his complex feelings towards Alina and also his heartbreak- yes the character holds Machiavellian qualities of course he does but he is also deeply lonely and despite the powers of being a shadow summoner crave intimacy and he gets to experience this with Alina as she does also. And albeit briefly is able to relish in this.
Hence I myself am on adult work to have passionate times-I'm not here all the time and I prefer to get to know my fans on a deeper level so that both our times can be special-unforgettable even. It makes it all the more personable for me and from my years of being here is the same for my fans -some becoming very, very dear and special to me. Don't get me wrong I can be deviant and debauch and some would say very pornstar but that is just a false facade that I can easily switch on to please those who prefer that primal display of sex. Being true to myself I'm more for being myself and showing my own vulnerabilities displaying the true soft, romantic, and sensual being that I am-I guess in my own way I'm also craving that Love and need to feel a connection.
So back to love and passion- If you experience embrace it, Don't resist it, and if you already have then you WILL NEVER forget it. It will forever leave its spell on you.
With love Charlotte aka country-gal XxX |
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| Monday, March 27th 2023 |
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| SOBRIETY AND SHADOW... |
Good Morning, All on the fantasy realm of AW,
Now isn't this a good start, I've always been a fan of fantasy, one of my first books when I was younger was The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe By C.S. Lewis, and is still to this day one of my go too reads. I remember hiding in wardrobes desperately hoping I would venture into this magical realm. I think we all need escapism in one form or another and reading is definitely one of mine.
The title Sobriety and shadow takes me to shadow and bone and I watched the end of season 2 last night, but don't worry I won't give any spoilers BUT there is one character, in particular, I can relate to The Darkling( aka Kerrigan). Now he has become obsessed with power and shadow, but deep down I believe that he is in his own way deeply in love with Alina But the darkness within him eventually consumes him, there is a deep longing and loneliness to his character. He also has the qualities of empathy and caring, some may disagree and I've already taken the plunge and bought both the crows and the shadow and bone trilogy books (More reading for me in my new home). There are other characters also with whom I initially didn't warm to but now adore-gosh I am such a dreamer aren't I?
Now talking of shadows, my shadows are One being of my BPD and The insidious But thankfully Dormant Shadow of drink. All I need to do is combine these two together and I will summon complete darkness and chaos. When I say Dormant the shadow of drink needs to be kept controlled. It will always need to be controlled or else I too will end up like the darkling. My own Firebird is my partner Adrian whom I now have lovingly named my Amplifier of Owl because despite everything he has always been there for me, during various times of hopelessness and despair, feeling that the cunning, whispering shadow of drink has won and that I no longer have the desire to control it but also overwhelming desperation to join it. His constant wisdom, patience, and love have been my powerful light in such times. If only he looked like Ben Barnes( But hey we can all dream) that's in jest, It may sound corny but it's the beauty that resides in the person not what's on the outside, although It would be incredibly handy for me to be able to have my own personal tailor to tweak me up and conceal my various body imperfections which Finally I'm delighted to say I'm on most days accepting what I see in the mirror, My body and its scars tell a story and these are part of who I am. But to have a Grisha to help on occasion would be so amazing.
I am pleased to say that I'm now again and I say again( The shadow is dormant and its whispering voice is being kept under lock and key) been sober for five months and I know that when I move despite all the stress it will entail I shall continue working on my sobriety and recovery. Often what makes these fantasy books so appealing and enthralling is that there is always an enormous battle between the darkness and light, so much chaos and destruction that you almost believe there can't possibly be a good ending but there often is and that is what keeps me going are my own powers within of determination and tenacity. I am here for a reason and that is to help others and to use my own experiences, I truly believe that the best counselors, mentors, and volunteers are those who have also lived and conquered such challenges, sobriety is something you HAVE to work at every day, sometimes by the minute but for me helping others is not only cathartic it's also hugely rewarding.
And so I shall end this blog here ...There is Hope and Hope has to be the Greatist Amplifier of all...
Lots of love Charlotte aka country-gal XxX |
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| Sunday, March 12th 2023 |
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| There is a human being behind the cam... |
Good Morning/Bore da sut dych chi? ( That's Welsh for good morning and how are you.)
To all those in the wonderful realm of escapism of which adult work is, now this is where this blog begins escapism, with the current challenges we are all facing there is nothing more delightful than being able to get some relief for a while, However, yesterday whilst I was online on direct cam I had some derogatory jibes made at me about my weight,
''Like Gosh your tits are saggy'' '' you big-eared freak'' I won't mention the other insults.
I am well aware I have lost weight, partly due to having a breakdown in my mental health, and yes my tits or breasts as there correctly known have gone down in size, I am a 38-year-old woman who has had no enhancements so they are natural, and I've always been a small breasted woman. Normally I can tolerate such idiots who are bullies and love to be trolls and hide behind a screen. Oh, how brave are you? And keep smiling , kick them out, and carry on but yesterday I just couldn't and ended up logging off, then berating myself for doing so.
This blog is by no means an oh pity me blog it's to get a point across.
People seem to have this notion that being an adult webcam performer who chooses such an outlet is the easy option or there sadly is still a stigma around those who do work in the industry. We are human beings, we all have our own unique stories to tell and reasons why we do this type of work and we do not deserve in any shape or form to be bullied, insulted or just to generally be made to feel awful. In fact, being an adult performer/worker can be incredibly lonely due to the stigma that surrounds it, which is wrong, we are after all providing a service and that is in a way a sexual counseling service in its own right. We provide the initial gratification but we also listen also, sometimes a lot of marriages have been saved by us, and people have been able to address their own fetishes/needs and accepted themselves in a safe environment. Then there are those who just enjoy being nasty as they have this pathetic need to project this toxic nastiness which really in reality is how they feel about themselves.
I have been on adult work for getting on 17 years and I am proud to say that over these years I have built a great rapport with many of the men on here and a lot of them have become very dear friends, I look forward to logging on and having their company, especially on low and testing days when afterward they have made my day.,
PLEASE REMEMBER that the person behind the webcam/phone or whichever service they provide is a human being. They have feelings, they deserve to be treated with respect. They are extremely brave people. Remember that words can stay with a person, wounds heal, but words do not.
I shall end this blog with a picture of the farmhouse garden taken early on Friday Morning, this is where I get my energy re-stored, being an empath and spiritual I often absorb negative energy, and nature for me re-energizes me to face the day. Nature is so beautiful, she really is and certainly has been there for me.
With love
Charlotte aka country-gal XxX
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| Monday, February 13th 2023 |
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| Bullying ... |
Good morning all,
I think that it's so sad and also disgusting that anti-social behavior and bullying are on the rise, it has always gone on but bullying those of different races? Come on it's not acceptable, what century are we in?
I think social media has a lot to answer for, yes it's a good thing but it's also a double-edged sword. I remember being bullied at school, it was awful but the bullying stopped at the gates, now it carries on through social apps, I was getting a takeaway the other night and As I was waiting I noticed a poster was done by a local school saying racism and anti-social behavior is wrong, Please report it. I must say it touched me deeply, one reason being it took me back to being at secondary school and other than myself and the other lad Andy whom I was fostered with ( He was mixed race) got bullied in a class by our English teacher, as he had Dyslexia and he was calling him all sorts of names ( some I cannot mention on here) and it resulted in me throwing a chair at him, sadly it missed the teacher but resulted in me in having extra GCSE exam revision) instead of being expelled! I don't condone my actions but let's just say Andy had no trouble again and the teacher left, But that's beyond the point he shouldn't have been picked on in the first place.
Bullying in any form really does make my blood boil and in this day and age, there is absolutely no respect. These days people are glued to their phones and constantly on these media apps, you won't find me on any social media, I am old fashioned, if I wish to communicate with someone I speak to them in person, or if I cannot see them will phone them instead of texting, I only text if I really need to...My son who is nearly 20 is obsessed with his phone, I told him one time when he was visiting and sat next to me watching some Instagram video 'Are you here to see me or just watch these constant somewhat stupid videos? Resulting in him actually switching the damn thing off and talking to me yes an actual real conversation, fancy that?! Drives me mad, Bullying and racism and ASB are wrong we all know this but something needs to be done about it. But I get the feeling as with most things these days it will continue to get either tolerated, ignored or both...
That phrase sticks and stones may break my bones but words shall never hurt me is a load of tosh! Words hurt more than anything and can reside in one's mind for many a year...
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| Friday, February 3rd 2023 |
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| CODA .... |
Hello my dearest darlings in the realm of AW ...
Oh, the one that got away, we have all been there ...when we fall deeply in love with someone yet for various reasons due to shyness, fear of rejection, it's not the right time, when is the right time to fall for someone?
Love is the most beautiful, yet equally painful, As some of you can guess CODA is an episode of Endeavour and oh my it's my favourite of them all, the heartache, tension, desire and absolute love always hits me deeply and all these emotions and more just flicker through the eyes, there are no words ...I guess I'm in a strange mood today, a deep thinking mood
I shall write one of the poems that I write when my bouts of insomnia hit.
UNDRESS ME WITH YOUR WORDS, SLOWLY , SOFTLY,
ONE LAYER AT A TIME,
BREAK ME DOWN GENTLY,
LINGUISTICALLY, AND METAPHORICALLY, TOUCHING THE DEEPEST PARTS OF ME,
SPIRITUALLY AND EMOTIONALLY
OPEN MY BROKEN HEART ONCE AGAIN
CAREFULLY, TENDERLY
SPEAKING WITH HONEST INTENTIONS AND TRUE UNDERSTANDING
UNEQUIVOCALLY, LITERALLY !!
UNDO WHAT'S NEVER BEEN UNDONE,
HEALING AND METHODICALLY
UNRAVELLING MY BODY, SOUL AND MIND,
THEY ARE WOVEN TOGETHER, SO INTRICATELY, INTERTWINED,
I FEEL THE MOST TRUST ECHOED FROM WITHIN YOUR HEART WHISPER,
THE SWEET RELEASE OF MY OWN GRIP
SYNCHRONISTICALLY, THE PURE BLISS OF SURRENDER ...
just some words I wrote, I guess I can relate to the young morse in endeavour he desperately needs and loves Joan but its fear
Hence coda and the one that got away ...
Lots of love country-gal xxx
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| Wednesday, September 14th 2016 |
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| SOUNDS LIKE A CUSTOMER SERVICE LINE.... |
Hi all.
Sorry but this comment has played over and over in my mind like a music CD that has stuck, gosh remember those days of CD, when you would play your favorite music track only for it to stop and stutter because it had the smallest of marks, then it would play or jerk that bit that you wanted to hear, this is the start or rather point of this blog, I had a phone sex call and I answered in my usual seductive manner but couldn't quite hear the caller on the other side, panicking slightly I asked innocently and without any offense " hello, how can I help you ?"
Only to have the response of the title of this blog, afterward a flood of emotions hit me, I felt disappointed, disheartened but then I also burst out laughing
Customer service line ......now that is a job that deserves respect, in this day and age, a job is a job and sometimes that no matter how small or important is needed for this society to function, customer service line is very appropriate...
YES I OFFER A CUSTOMER SERVICE LINE 
Don't get me wrong my services are somewhat sexual and the individual I speak to is a customer but I don't like to call them customers.
to me they are decent human beings who need to talk and communicate to connect on a deeper level that they, themselves may not be able to connect with others elsewhere, they may be lonely, frustrated, and have fantasies that their friends, spouses, etc cannot meet, regardless of the reason they need to call lasses like me, like me she says, but yes going back.
So many people think that phone sex and phone chat are easy, but it isn't, it's blooming hard work, it takes patience, tolerance, a thick skin, imagination, and empathy, to be open-minded, and above all NON-JUDGEMENTAL.
so yes I do offer a customer service line, but not in the negative sense it was intended to be, if I can't hear you properly I will ask can I help you or hello, it doesn't mean I don't care or am looking at a script of answers
talking of scripts, I never use a script, unless emailed otherwise with a particular need or fantasy I go with the flow, I listen to the voice and say what pops up in my mind and what flows, becomes natural, I have never used a pre-written alphabet or script, hence I sometimes make mistakes, piss callers off, or get it wrong, other times I hit the nail on the head or the cock shall I say and get the seed and juices flowing as they should ......
so yes I do offer a customer service line, just a very different one so thanks for that comment it has made me think.....
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| What is your starsign? |
Virgo Aug 24 - Sept 22 |
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| What is your Primary Language? |
english |
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| What is your Secondary Language? |
cymraeg |
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| How would you describe your non-binary gender? |
NA |
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| What is your favourite colour? |
black |
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| Who is your favourite celebrity? |
Ben Barnes |
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| What is your best feature? |
Eyes |
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| What is your worst feature? |
Feet |
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| What three words best describe your personality? |
Loyal, Tenacious , Feisty |
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| What is your favourite food? |
Traditional Roast |
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| What is your favourite drink? |
water with fresh lemon |
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| What is your favourite film? |
WATERLOO BRIDGE (1940) & BRIEF ENCOUNTER 1945 |
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| What is your favourite TV programme? |
Shadow and bone/gold digger |
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| What are your favourite flowers? |
Orchids Blue especially |
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| What is your favourite perfume? |
DOIR J'ADORE |
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| What is your favourite gift? |
honesty |
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| What is your favourite holiday destination? |
anywhere where there are mountains so i can escape |
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| What is your ethnicity? |
Caucasian (White) |
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| What is the colour of your eyes? |
Hazel |
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| What is the colour of your hair? |
Red Brown |
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| What length is your hair? |
Medium |
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| How would you describe your body type? |
Slim |
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| How tall are you? |
5'4" |
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| How much do you weigh? |
9st |
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| What is your leg measurement? |
26" |
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| What is your shoe size? |
5.5 |
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| What is your dress size? |
10 |
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| What size is your chest? |
36" |
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| What is your waist measurement? |
24" |
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| What is your hips measurement? |
36" |
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| What is your bra cup-size? |
AA |
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| How would you describe the size of your breasts? |
Small |
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| Are your breasts natural or enhanced? |
Natural |
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| How is your pubic hair fashioned? |
Natural |
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| Do you smoke? |
NA |
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| Do you have any tattoos or piercings? |
Tattoos |
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| If you have tattoos or piercings, how discreet are they |
Partially Visible |
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| Do you have any birth-marks or scars? If so, size and location? |
yes. scars on wrists and foreams/thighs |
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| What is the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you in public? |
When I was heavily pregnant on the train I needed the loo I was so desperate I didn't check the lock was on, some poor guy walked in on me! bless him he didn't know where to look |
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| What sort of men turn you on? |
fun kind caring highly sexed imaginative. If a guy can make me laugh then I'm all yours! Also, OLDER men turn me on...they're more experienced and take their time......Love the rugby build in a man |
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| What sort of women turn you on? |
All women are attractive, lovely smiles and eyes do it for me... |
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| What is the most memorable sexual experience you’ve ever had? |
Farting on my man not long after we made love for the first time! Well, you did ask! |
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| What is the most outrageous thing that you’ve done sexually (be honest!) |
that's for me to know and your job to guess... |
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| Where would you most like to have sex? |
Under a waterfall |
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| What is your favourite sexual position? |
I love cowgirl, second has to be doggy |
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| What is your second favourite sexual position? |
cowgirl, i love to look into the guys eyes... |
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| What is your biggest turn on? |
giving a slow Fellatio, and looking into the guy's eyes, so intimate and arousing, drives me crazy! |
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| The most sensitive part of my anatomy is? |
my soul |
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| Describe the experience (when and where) |
If i trust you i may tell you ..... |
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| What is your favourite sexual fantasy? |
Too many to mention and not enough room in this box ..feel free to ask me though |
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| How often do you masturbate? |
When I'm feeling sexually aroused |
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| What sexual activity do you enjoy the most? |
I find giving fellatio incredibly arousing |
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| When is your libido at its highest? |
When I'm on my period , Ravenously so... |
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