I am not at all sure what would be interesting to write on a blog that features on my profile! So any ideas are welcome. Thought that the first few posts will be just a little more about me; and how I approach my work, which is pretty personal to me. It's always personal! I believe it cannot be anything but personal (for me).
Meeting me and the energy of the encounter
The simple way of putting it is to say that I can be led into intense erotic interactions! And that I am aroused by many things! So sex for me is about blissful discovery. Many people say that sex for them is about "exploring", but I am not conscious of "exploring". For me, it is more like often becoming aware of finding a lot of pleasure - of both the blissful and the perverse kind - in some new act or thought.
No-one who has seen me could tell anyone else what being with me sexually would be like. This is because I offer an authentic experience in as much as that is possible at the given moment. I believe that in experiences of authenticity, it is chemistry that makes the energy. I am very good at responding to energy; as well as making things happen with my energy. So the quality and energy of our meeting will absolutely be connected to how our energies meet - I think this is what people call "chemistry".
I provide a service that works for me because I enjoy being both active and receptive sexually. My interest in authentic experience means that when I take the lead I expect to be fully in that role; this means enjoying it for myself. And in the receptive mode, I seek to be fully in the present of the experience; so my responsiveness will be absolutely representative of whether this aim has been fulfilled or not.
I am blessed with a sensitive body; and as a very sensual young woman I can be very responsive to touch. This makes me very often feel desperately aroused. And arousal, for me, is most fulfilling with the experience of another person present to it who either gently takes control of it, or/and contains it for me.
Saturday, August 5th 2017
Thoughts on stuff that comes up in role-play
I am one of the naughtier blue stars! As Little-Blue, I can be a very innocent little one - and with the energy of vulnerability; or a very naughty young woman indeed.
*Here and now + light degradation
As the naughty me, I most identify with the naughtiness that is active in the present - in our interaction - as opposed to me having been naughty outside our time together. This means you can ask me to do something which the young me would be very reluctant to do ... and I could be punished for my reluctance, for example. You could think of how I might be fantasizing about your cock, because I can really be a desperately aroused little slut. You could think of how arousing having you slap my face with your cock is for me. In the arousal from this, I will scream out whatever you want me to say whether it corresponds with my desires or not.
*Naughty and dirty young mind
When I'm accused of being a little slut in school and in my thoughts about boys, I am driven to protest that I am always good and that the boys are stupid. Whereas if you are on my side, or pretend to be, I will indulge in naughty and very slutty thoughts about both the boys and girls.
If you lead me into it, in the right way, you will find a wealth of perverse ideas on how the boys and girls can be used for my own pleasure. And a streak of cruelty will often run through the narrative.